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SUFFER THE SILENCE LYRICS
"A Welcoming to Departure" (2006 Demo)
1. Subtle Consumption (of Oneself)
2. Traverse in Regret
3. Better Off Dead
4. A Life Unlived
5. What Words Will Never Convey
1. Subtle Consumption (of Oneself)
Here I stand
My fear corrupts me internally
Motionless, while nightmares digest my flesh
Too scared to rival the unknown
I live engulfed
Uncharted territory yet to discover
Imprisonment sustained beyond acknowledgment
Clawing at me
Ripping from skin to bone
My body saturated within the substances
Consumed by my fear
Consumed by my lust
Consumed by my desire
Consumed in humanity
Swarming deceit rushing into my veins (and my blood)
Drowning, gasping for life
Illusions dancing before my eyes
Slowly destroying the essence of my mind
I cannot stop for I am a nameless victim entrenched within my own captivity
Fallen
Marcus Guerra © 2003
2. Traverse in Regret
There was my absent mind
All brought upon by an absence of thought
All but the ovation of the silent magnitude
'Twas a moratorium of which I have remained persistently throughout my being
That very essence of strangulation so pure
Captivated by hope, I was upon your grace
As time stood still
I gave life to a dream
Never to serve its purpose
As she remained in my infinity, ever-becoming of her divinity
Grief substantiated itself once again
As we were never to be
As time stood still throughout, I gave life to a dream
Never to serve its purpose
...And within that moment, all I had ever lost before was gone
A farewell to wanton desire
Marcus Guerra © 2005
3. Better Off Dead
Unlawful beatings occur daily
They are unstoppable and futile to prevent
I am deprived of my existence, and so shall I live
Miserable and tarnished
Ignored I cannot be, yet I tell no one of the happenings
What shall happen if I do?
I am being battered relentlessly
I scream but no one hears
Dismantled arms of no defense
Can I be rescued?
Agonizing pain now rises from my neck
Cannot breathe, being strangled by the menses
Despicable pleasures of my father
Eggs evolving into a child
No reason for this mess, brutal scars of rape
No reason for this mess, brutal scars of rape
No reason for this mess, brutal scars of rape
No reason for this mess, brutal scars of rape
Will I live to see the light of day?
Shall death befall my weakening status?
Will the violence cease?
(Clean vocals, simultaneous end verse)
As I awake
I realize things will never be same
Horribly deranged, I no longer wish to exist
Someone please hear my thoughts
Sadly, I'm branded eternally
Someone please hear my thoughts
Sadly, I'm branded eternally
Save me from this abuse
(Death vocals, simultaneous end verse)
Was there ever anything I did to deserve this?
My soul drenched in this insinuation of insemination
Fighting for a life I cannot escape
Fighting for a life, there is no way through this
Scars from the womb are led to within
Seeds of regret of which I know nothing
I cannot think of reason I am bestowed of this
I cannot think of a reason I deserve this
My father smiles as I scream in agony
Marcus Guerra © 2005
4. A Life Unlived
Feelings morbidly intertwined
The scars are so deeply embedded
With the transience of time, I watch as my grievances only abound
Unable to cured and set free
Fighting my thoughts ever so desperately
My very existence confounds
As my distaste for life abounds
Through the tormenting silence, reflections of me
Bleeding, dying...
Around me burns a shadow of disgust
Surrounding when I succumb to weakness
And if life is my weakness, who am I to feel?
Any sense of a life lost: A life unlived.
Marcus Guerra © 2005
5. What Words Will Never Convey
Why must you remain so shrouded in allure
By vast means as a spectacle...of contempt I do endure
Morose by the truth I cannot bear, and by the loneliness I must learn to embrace
It is me to whom cast is the snare, while you abound in all of your grace
And while you were unaware, secretly was I there
Beholding before me what humanity never knew
And while you were there, of the acknowledgment was I aware
That a future of me did not exist without you
Marcus Guerra © 2005
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