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SOLITUDE LYRICS
"Evermore Alone" (2001 Demo)
1. Amaranth
2. Path of Existence
3. Spoken in Silence
4. Lament of Life
5. Neverending Melancholy
6. Evermore Alone
1. Amaranth
This unpleasant wind only caresses you
I wasn't even worth a cue
You threw me into this empty nothingness
Loss of concious, physical gravity
All I see is this black shattered night
Please end this dead-end life
Is this infernal loneliness the frail reality?
Soon all darkness is laid upon me
You left me descending
You threw me into nothing
Oh angel-like wings spread when the moon sings
A melodic interlude of caressing solitude
Oh angel-like wings hide when the moon cries
A mournful part about the lives love tears apart
All I hear is the chord of misery strummed
Emotional Starvation, bleeding salvation
I guess the truth was too much to ask (for)
A lying mind with a beautiful mask
Unable to put her beauty in words
I write how much my sadness hurts
The last time I touched her I knew that
she never would wither...
2. Path of Existence
As the gates through eternity appears
The anguish I feel,
When the light in front of me grows
All the voises deep inside
From which I cannot hide
Every promise that i hear
Don’t know which that’s confiding
The closer it comes
The stronger it grows
Walking through the ages of time
All these memories of which I could die
Beyond this portal the grief will mend
My mind should calm and the pain would end
The path, so long, this infernal trip
Every singel step
Like an needle through the soul
Every picture of moments
That were so bright
Wish they all will disappear,
just fade...
“I writhe in agony, the end is near
will I ever regret it? That’s my deepest fear
on the edge of existence, i slip back through time
after all i’ve experienced, I feel renewed and rebornedâ€
3. Spoken in Silence
A union for faith, believes and hopes
A noble purpose as we strain our own ropes
The forsaken shriek is still in my head
All these thoughts but nothing is said
We constantly lie to ourselves,
our egoism takes the fall at someone else
All that was coloured has turned grey
Soon all our paths are led astray
Nowhere to hide, no one to lie beside
I can´t hold them back anymore
These are the tears I´ve been waiting for
Clinging on to the word,
that´s spoken in silence
Trust dies with glory,
we are all co-writers to this story
For the lies are our shelter
that once in a while falls,
A life filled with betrayal
One day it will all fall apart
A soul immersed in Crimson
so naked and so bitter,
A life without content or reason
Soon everything will wither
Nowhere to hide, no one to lie beside
I can´t hold them back anymore
These are the tears I´ve been waiting for
Clinging on to the word,
that´s spoken in silence
Trust dies with glory,
we are all co-writers to this story
Was there a purpose for the effort?
Beyond our comprehension the surface breakes
Are my eyes bleeding?
You can cut through me but I won´t feel a thing...
4. Lament of Life
My once so lucid soul, now forever fade
Oh, I shiver beneath the skin and I shudder
by the thought of being nothing but a shade
My yearning for love is answered with an ironic grin
The sardonic smile; cold and scornful
With ignorance you gaze right through me
Lament of life…
Written with a blood-stained knife
My feelings you quelled…
The writings make me bleed
Our time was vile; short but painful
Now there is nothing left to do for me
The most beautiful lily can wither
The tallest tree can fall
This infinite sadness makes me shiver
My yearning for the terminus is beyond all…
Crimson life…
Slowly I embrace perpetual night
Slayer of my core…
I need the darkness I adore
5. Neverending Melancholy
As forever emptiness embraces me
A neverending melancholy begins
How could it get so wrong?
Every dream I had is gone
Why did you leave me when I need you the most
Even the purest ocean froze
Was it all just a numb lie
These tears I'm crying will never dry
Why?!
Wasn´t it worth more than a denial?
Fading...
Caught in a delirium slowly erasing
I dedicated my life to you
But you only let your atrocity through
When you treated me like nothing all along
Tell me; what did I do wrong?
Why did you leave me when I need you the most
Even the purest ocean froze
Was it all just a numb lie
These tears I'm crying will never dry
Why?!
Wasn´t it worth more than a denial?
Fading...
Caught in a delirium slowly erasing
In the depth of winter
Snow covers the path behind,
I´ll never solve this riddle
Was it the purpose to rape my mind?!
6. Evermore Alone
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