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SACRIFICIAL LYRICS
"Forever Entagled (pre-production demo)" (1993 Demo)
1. Conducted Strain 2. Thus I Cry 3. Destitute Of Compassion 4. I Fall Into Temptation
1. Conducted Strain
Hostility is what you meet
Mean no harm, you’re on the flee
Anger lurking everywhere
As despair emerges, longing for relief
An evil circle it is
Latent grasp of termination
Holding the relic of
What used to be
Escape finally succeeded
Confidence overflow
Eventhough, eventhough
Scars in eternity will glow
Here you are
A glimpse of hope
Memories go black
Despair
Immediate housing was granted
Anger sizzling outside
Fear haunts, you’re stranded
Never seems to cease
Opposed fanatics chases
Innocent trapped between two poles
Opposed fanatics chases
Innocent trapped between two poles
Feelings suffering immence strain
They feel supperior on their own terrain
Final words from a mind
Collapsed
Hostility is what you meet
Mean no harm, you’re on the flee
Anger lurking everywhere
As despair emerges, longing for relief
2. Thus I Cry
Contrarities absorbing my mind
Tempting is the darkness I see
Consuming the thoughts I once beheld
Desperate fear of the yet unknown
Walk deep in my mind, where I try to escape
You’ll hear desperate shouts of my soul tempting obscurity
Blinded I feel by all the things my eyes have seen
Watched - I’m being towards this absurd rising domain
Drained down towards the horror of my life
Try to break free, but my cries are all that remains
Why was I born into this frigid regime
Did I have to sleep to hear my cries take form
A nightmare I will see take form
Entwined I’m being in this overreaching insanity
Chocking on all I’m so used to seeing
Death a figur growing in my being
Immortality set me free, oh I hate to see
Awake me from this nightmare endlessly
Yes, what I fear is my own corporal frigidity
Delusions of the world draining what is called sanity
Have to break free before I’m trapped in this flesh
Oh, can’t you see I’m being tortured with regret
Cold and primitive insanity remains
Innocense cauterized dripping down in stains
Have to find a substitute to safety and warmth
The one I’ve known since I was born
Primitive steps towards an adolescent death are made
Constadicting what I’ve learned
Reality is my never ending fate
Drawn down into the dungeons of hate
Don’t try to stop me, it is too late
I have no more dreams to feed
They are all here in my wretched fantasy
Thus I cry – I’m withered away in this world
The dust that burns, my mind lost its conscious state
Thus I die – no hands tried to take my fate
Now living on the high waves of this lethal drug is all I lust
Reality has become a hymn that I forgot
Buried in this concrete jungle
Throughts of the summer that now is lost
I suffer convulsions if death not I ray
Come forth my dying day
Chocking on all I’m so used at seeing
Death a figur growing in my being
Immortality set me free, oh I hate to see
Awake me from this nightmare endlessly
Thus I cry – I’m withered away in this world
The dust that burns, my mind lost its conscious state
Thus I die – no hands tried to take my fate
Thus I enhance this distortion of my visionary world
I remain in frigid hands, distrust the world I’ve lost
Explore death as I inject the pump and shoot
Feeling eludes I’m desperately lost as I remain
3. Destitute Of Compassion
I feel innocent, withdrawn in fear
Ignore my denial, you never were my dear
Disconnecting emotions
Looking for the eye watching me
Days of laughter now depressed
Pityful creature is what you’ll ever be
Void of darkness, feel you’re watching me
Destitute of compassion, hell you’re annoying me
You’re the watching eye, entangled in insanity
My emotions, I admit, were never attracted to thee
But in your world of fantasy, never seemed to see
I feel haunted, it’s all over, don’t you see
Neglecting my acts of ignoration
To you I only feel destitutre of compassion
Assaulting me with your perfidious demagogy
You’re twisted in the ways of insanity
Hell, don’t you see I’ve had it with your sickening approach
To your self humiliation I can only feel loathe
Retarded in the ways of your own insanity
Destitute of compassion, you have to face reality
Now I know, you must be suffering a psychological trauma
But still I can’t take your nearness
Forget myself and let you win
You deny to face reality
Feeding on the past in your own fantasy
Incarcerated in your mind memories so sick
Tell me are you blind?
Escaping into the void of darkness
Paranoid? Oh, yes I fear
I’ve had it with your physical assaults
So don’t you ever come near
Trapped in your own world so sick
Your behaviour indeed I loathe
The perversion of your mind, ending spiritual growth
Retarded in your sinful desire, leave me alone
I once was tempted, though why should I rupture my life
To grant you immortality, as you’re sick indeed
So stick to my acts of ignoration, please stop following me
Void of darkness, feel you’re watching me
Destitute of compassion, hell you’re annoying me
Neglecting my acts of ignoration
To you I only feel destitutre of compassion
Assaulting me with your perfidious demagogy
You’re twisted in the ways of insanity
Hell, don’t you see I’ve had it with your sickening approach
To your self humiliation I can only feel loathe
Retarded in the ways of your own insanity
Destitute of compassion, you have to face reality
I feel innocent, withdrawn in fear
Ignore my denial, you never were my dear
Disconnecting emotions
Looking for the eye watching me
Days of laughter now depressed
Pityful creature is what you’ll ever be
4. I Fall Into Temptation
I lie dormant, overrun with fear
Unreal fate, discouraging me
Life’s comsumed as I lie here in gloom
Retarded existences surrounds my doom
Sinful desire, please set me free
Watching my body mould, it’s brutal don’t you see
Exhume the impediments restraining me
Look in my eyes, it’s all I plea
Trapped inside these walls
Tranquilized I await your call
Sickness builds here in this cell
Help me as I forever fall
Emotions never to be discharged
Accumulate in this sick suspension
Desperate urge for confidence
Never stimulated I fall in temptation
Can’t move in this disgustingly contorted shell
Fed by saturated hands
Around my neck they’d fit as well
Hearing, understanding your ever so pityful curse
If this is life I don’t believe that death can hurt
I cry, but I can’t shed a tear
I’m alone, retardation, oh I fear
Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf
I fall in temptation
This disgusting life is restraining me
Filled with impediments, it’s cruel don’t you see
Famish my soul behind latticed glass
This life is simply obscene, alas
Enslaved to the excess of the human ways
Crouching corpse, I hunger for days
I’m tortured here in privacy
Behind this fence my sight meets agony
These spilling thoughts are slowly twisting my soul
My supreme fear, will my sanity mould?
In darkness, speech has left my tongue
Can’t free myself, tell you that you are wrong
I cry, but I can’t shed a tear
I’m alone, retardation, oh I fear
Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf
I fall in temptation
I have been on a journey beyond this fence
Though I suffered defeat
Your eyes told more than I had dared to believe
I cry, but I can’t shed a tear
I’m alone, retardation, oh I fear
Paralyzed, in this sickness infested shelf
Silence, this life is nothing but hell
This repulsive destination seems so helplessly absurd
Trapped inside obliterating reality
My soul I slowly put to sleep
My thoughts emerge from my feebling mind soon obscured
Can’t break these chains, sense the sacred breed
I have seen the ones, drawn into the horrifying bedlam
Heard their cries when coldness spread upon their skin
Strapped down and torture struck, got no chance of relief
Water soaked, their skin macerated, flesh emaciated
Through agony spent
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