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RECALCITRANCE LYRICS
"Fragmented Reality" (1990 Demo)
1. Unsure Reality
2. Fragmented Origins
3. Self Perpetuating Fury
1. Unsure Reality
even when you try to turn your back
you know they'll find your neck
hiding on the edge of your unsure reality
even when you try to run from them
they'll only freeze your mind
then you'll know that you'll become one of them soon
hunting searching finding nothing
to satisfy their cerebellum's hunger
mind empty needing of thoughts
praising any thought placed there by them
only when you start to suffer
will the memories slowly return
forcing you to search for matter
to replace what was taken from you
blind to the pain you must be blind to the gore
blind to the blood blind to the pain
you must be blind to the gore you must feed
don't look into the past
you will see nothing there
memories of memories
fading to dust
realize to your horror
former life forgotten
you mind's in a state
of unsure reality
awakening in a zombie state your mind is still asleep
killing victims with no mercy and no memory
you cannot close your mind unto the pain you'll surely feel
profusely bleeding jugular vein is your favorite meal
blind to the blood blind to the pain
you must be blind to the gore
blind to the blood blind to the pain
you must be blind to the gore you must feed
don't look into the mirror
you will see nothing there
realize to your horror
your reflection's gone
memory of your death
and then awakening
hungry for flesh
need it to live
hunting searching finding nothing
to satisfy their massive hunger for blood
not knowing why they have to
take human life so careless and blind
running hiding going nowhere
to disappear out from the dreadful daysun
not appearing again till morrow
their only fear is the beginning of day
(lyrics by Mike Stovicek)
2. Fragmented Origins
3. Self Perpetuating Fury
poetic license to kill incisive the spoken word
worse yet thoughts left buried
in frigid silence eyes the soul betray
a tool of self destruction
falling into the abyss arms reach out your voice
is the edge that leaves me a stump
what is real in a forest of shadows
no trees no light no life
stricken powerless by uncertainty
mere mortals condemned to fallibility
I stand here dead as my body ever so steadily ages
no reason to continue deceit
what is within is eternally bound
never to escape
how am I to know what you mean
do you say what you mean
how am I to know what you mean
do you mean what you say
self perpetuating fury
debilitating mindlock
unescapable mental
asphyxiation
chokes my life
agonize over actions past
what could have been and'll never be
to bridge the gap impossible
below the abyss between us
why am I
why did you
why are they
why did i
self perpetuating fury
interminable agony
stories about happiness are full of lies
love on earth purity maligned
insentient no realization of the external
no way to voice the internal
the imagination forever lost in doubt
words meaningless and deceptive
what is real in a forest of shadows
no trees no light no life
is it you or me that under
mines all that seems to be
who am I to tell me what is real
nothing is what it seems
physical degradation wrought
on by emotional distress
surrounded by
the despise of
eleven thousand eyes
agonize over actions past
what could have been and'll never be
to bridge the gap impossible
below the abyss between us
why am I
why did you
why are they
why did i
self perpetuating fury
interminable agony
who am I to tell me what is real
nothing is what it seems
turn away die alone no need
to accept anything
(lyrics by Sean Echevarria)
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