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ONCE THERE WAS LYRICS
"Painulasjärvi" (2003 Demo)
1. A Gift for Christmas
2. Painulasjärvi
3. For You
4. Sig Silver Plateau
5. While Awake
6. Always Believed In
7. More Than I Might Know
8. Mourning Angel
9. A Winter Season
10. Forever For You (Enclose Me Now)
11. Time to Sleep
1. A Gift for Christmas
The conspicuous contrast
Became too much for you
The house where mother sleeps
The house where father beats
It's easier being subdued
Than rise without relief
Once on drugs to sometime be free
His injection was your fear
"Put up with pain
Don't die in vain"
These chains were made to keep you down
They couldn’t see the yearn within
Daddy I want a suicide-kit for Christmas
I know it's not expensive and it gives a lot of fun
Every time you throw your filthy hands upon me
I know it's in your nature and gives me a cause to run
The bleeding razors left behind
No more a piece of what you used to be
Floating away upon forbidden skies
Running and leaving the territory
The chains were made to keep you broken
They couldn't face the yearn within
2. Painulasjärvi
3. For You
Throw me up to make me fly with the wind
I'm the burning breeze in your eye
Lift me back and dry the rain from my chin
While I'm burning there's no use to cry
But if you'll burn no more when autumn comes
If you'll burn no more when you open your eyes
Visions of a nightfall
I don't believe we'll make it at all
Sirens still are singing
And I know it's for you they call
Never seen this distance
Fading slowly 'til dead
I know we won't ever last
Dry me up when I'm crying for you
Say there's no reason to fear
Tell me you'll always bleed for me
That the end's never near
But if you'll burn no more when winter comes
If you'll burn no more when you open your eyes
Visions of a nightfall
I don't believe we'll make it at all
Sirens still are singing
And I know it's for you they call
Never seen this distance
Fading slowly ‘til dead
I know we won’t ever last
4. Sig Silver Plateau
I won't give in not as long as you pray
When wisdom is gone it's your pain that will stay
I'm not searching my soul to give you what you call
An inner tension or a brighter hall
When my eyes try to fool me I'm missing my light
When darkness surround me then I realise
Once again you've been trying with your secret games
To get me into something made to cause me pain
As if I could love you
King of never known solidarity
I am leaving your faces behind
In this mask of lies I thought was mine
I'm despising your weakness the moments you cry
For you I'm more than heaven and tears in your eyes
When the moments of confusion are floating away
Inside of you it is your dreams you'll let stay
But I'm still moving further away from your life
I'm not causing you troubles it's your mind that lies
When I'm collecting my belongs and leave you alone
If the pain grows then put the blame on your own
Your face is darker
Than the grave
You say suits me
As if I could love you
King of never known solidarity
I am leaving your faces behind
In this mask of lies I thought was mine
5. While Awake
See me down
Fading, truth
Will be
Blessed you
Foreign sun
With despise
Feel this lie
Born to die
I have no grace
To fall from
Fear enchants me
Belong to me
A while
Feel this lie
Silently being
Washed by truth
6. Always Believed In
Fragile walls
Filled with a room
Raised by
Beating hands
Sometimes the rain
Fell down too hard
They moved you
Partly away
Always believed in
Importance of staying
Let you out, just a minute
To be
One red candle
For dreams we never shared
A black one
For dreams I still have
No time for you to need
No time to breathe
Sailing away to your
Blue velvet sea
Fly, golden bird
To you home with no house
Fly to your nest
With no time passing by
For short I've known you
But long I will weep
Gone, silver fairytale
The more I wish to sleep
Always believed in
Importance of staying
Son of slaves
You were
Don't leave me now
When I'm finally waiting
Don't leave me now
When I'm finally here
One red candle
For dreams we never shared
Sailing away to your
Blue velvet sea
7. More Than I Might Know
The water is too deep for you to
Swim in but it's cheap
If you realize it is dead
You will start pushing me away
But you can't push me further now
The world is just too round for you to
Live in but it's your ground
From which you often
Try to see how many
Lives there are getting burnt
You're nothing I need
Nothing I would like to be
Your ego swallowed more
Than I might know
My wounds are just enough for you to
Scratch in and it's cheap
For you to leave without regret
You've started pushing me away
And you can push me further still
My world was just as good as yours to
Live in but it's a ground
Where I would like to place my feet
But it's too slippery by your spit
I hope you'll drown in your own words
You're nothing I need
Nothing I would like to be
Your ego swallowed more
Than I might know
When nothing is what's left you'll realize
The price is yours to pay
But you won't make it through as
Many words have gone unheard but
Nothing I regret I've learnt
You're nothing I need
Nothing I would like to be
I hope your praying is in vain
I hope you'll never reach the day
When your ego swallows more
Than you might know
8. Mourning Angel
Every day when you woke up
It's a new bright morning
But when I woke up today
My whole world was black
And with it my heart blackened too
All this because of you
Roses on my bed
Giving roses to the dead
The darkness lies in me
Deep within
In my blood
Beneath my skin
Bite my neck and suck it in Enlight my path
With thy holy light
So I can walk
In endless night
Guide me through
This misery
Come flee with me, come flee with me
Now I am here
I wish you should be me near
The only thing I wanted
Was to feel your love
When I as your angel am
Watching you from above
And together we can fly into the night
To a place where we can die
Never again to fear the light
The darkness lies in me
Deep within
In my blood
Beneath my skin
Bite my neck and suck it in
Enlight my path
With thy holy light
So I can walk
In endless night
Guide me through
This misery
Come flee with me, come flee with me
9. A Winter Season
Hear the mourning
Song of morning
Climbing fast
To ring your ears
Fear emotions, beat your heartbeats
Listen to drums upon fears
Fragile existence
Beneath mighty feet
Travelling down
Their self-sacrifice
How beautiful as heaven awakes
To hide a deadly sun
Redemption by our hands
Blaming the ones who live
Fast across the sky, razors in our minds
While nothing we feel is for real
Blame tremendous winter season
All your treasures freezing life
Feel the frost cover your mind
Try to hide the sun
Travelling water
Hiding or haunting
Makes us pray
To smaller Gods
Earth itself
Confesses our nightmares
Not too proud
To lick its wounds
Redemption by our hands
Blaming the ones who live
Fast across the sky, razors in our minds
While nothing we feel is for real
Blame tremendous winter season
All your treasures freezing life
Feel the frost cover your mind
Try to hide the sun
10. Forever For You (Enclose Me Now)
My ache is nothing I pray for
But all I live for sometimes
Your pain is what I want to swallow
It makes me grow dead each day
Come bleed in my arms cause
I'm bleeding alone through my life
I miss you like hell and the
Sign of the cross can't help me now
Oh, my heart still burns
Please, seems like forever - forever for you
Enclose me now
Your love is all that I need
All that I still need by now
But my truth is nothing you wish to hear
Nothing you need to keep you alive
I'm bored and cold and totally alone
Without you I'll always be on my own
I'm opening my wounds for you to stay
Don't let me die, never alone
Oh, my heart still burns
Please, seems like forever - forever for you
Enclose me now
11. Time to Sleep
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