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MELY LYRICS
"My Wave" (2003)
1. April 31st
2. Dust
3. Euphoria
4. Lady In Black
5. My Wave
6. Shadows
7. To Be
8. Wanna Flee
1. April 31st
indication 16
lead your thoughts to an end
and life comes closer
reality without relevance
the last breath tastes much sweeter
broken leg becomes a wish
bone for remembrance
the darkest skies I'm drowning in
the hope the loss the inner tears
a smile to express the pressure inside
my major depression my secret my
decision
indication 16
2. Dust
stomach hurts and I
know that you're alive
wish and fear you'll decide
to commit suicide
door cracks open at night
anger is burning inside
window is broken behind
stomach hurts and I
let us swim in the water of our past
together we are kids
daddy come get out of your dust
and go on with the thing you've stopped
stomach hurts and I
damn that you're alive
stomach hurts and I
hope you soon will die
3. Euphoria
sweet euphoria is growing
into a mourning heart
and darkness falls apart
and sorrow drowns in hope
by the barrier of conscience
the horny is forced to love
the frigid tries to fuck
desire is monogamy
the beauty of sin is broken
the beauty of love is growing
whenever words were spoken
no matter of there kind
it was like a thorn within
within a twisted mind
whenever words were spoken
no matter if they were true
4. Lady In Black
5. My Wave
sitting under black clouds aching
fallen angels staring at me
sorrows pleasure is my lonely friend
lovely forcing on all my fears
I wake here alone and think about my thoughts
get clear that all that everything is thought
bitter times are oh so sweetly
come let dark become my friend
eclipse light's rising with roar
scanty spits of laughter call me nerd
I wake here alone behind the wall that I imagine
I'm forced to reel through my wave
6. Shadows
the shadows of my past are still alive
like the darkest love I hide
at the playground that a kid should not keep in it's mind
counting hateful moments wrapped in a child
all the years that educate my pride
to be that is longing for suicide
I hate the way I rape the way that I'm supposed to be
my laughter sounds real but its echo's a mirror to me
a picture builds the lie I use to be
this gathering the last intimacy before I flee
7. To Be
thoughts that pull me down
getting overhead they're too strong
I think I can't get up
think of giving up life yet
water overflows
suffocate my thoughts
I think I can't get up
can't achieve what I imagine
my way 666 to see
the nerd me and those who are
miss the days when pleasure meets me
beg for its lessons in loves cruelty
ghosts that follow me
they down so bad
dead is to be
unknown and unheard and unseen
I can do what I want
god dammed maybe
I can do what you want
but I'll be
breath shows that I'm still alive
two suns shining bright
my body is black my mind would be white
god please help me die
8. Wanna Flee
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