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 INVOCATOR LYRICS
 
 
  
 "Dying To Live" (1995)
 
 1. Dying To Live
 2. Kristendom
 3. Shattered Self
 4. King In A World Of Fools
 5. Search
 6. South Of No North
 7. Living Is Ltd.
 8. Astray
 9. For A While
 10. Hole
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 1. Dying To Live
 
 a thousand questions strap a
 leash around your neck
 restricting your every move
 assuring you no regrets
 
 if I can't be me
 release myself I would
 choose not to be
 
 im just dying to live
 were all just dying to live
 I see reason why
 
 what do you think
 dedication to the world that
 they spoke wich took
 all and never gave you
 anything but
 
 hope
 
 you reject my hand think you
 earned some pride
 think you understand just
 when time is right
 
 passion supreme
 as we collide the moment
 you ever stop to ride
 
 
 
 
 2. Kristendom
 
 manipulated history altered
 values built
 your tyranny nature waas
 your biggest fear
 not living ife while its
 here
 
 human instinct natures
 guilt, 2000 years our
 bloods been spilled
 
 the resurrection ethernal life
 pointless exsistence
 your bible made life serve
 the purpose
 of living for no reason
 
 I wonder how much. human
 waste it took
 and still will take before
 you realize the deception
 of the holy
 book that love is real and
 and god is telling lies
 
 truth aint spoken
 he went lost
 the jews. themselves put
 jesus on the cross
 
 I give praise to life
 itself and nothing else
 all there is
 
 
 
 
 3. Shattered Self
 
 a parasite in my veins an
 insect in a
 storm your fall becomes my
 gain
 
 pathetic fuckin creep you
 justify your own little
 shattered self through
 me
 
 the way you play yourself
 just like a fool the way
 youd die for respect
 when youre just a fool
 
 your words are falling
 like flies to shit man
 and that is
 why each mans hell
 is in a different place
 yours are
 behind that ruined broken
 face
 
 I want to see you fall
 apart your end shall be
 my start
 
 
 
 
 4. King In A World Of Fools
 
 what you see is not me
 see only what you
 wanna see
 what I like you despise just
 like everything thats not
 like you
 
 king in a world of fools
 
 I wonder whats behind that
 shell you wear
 not that I care it just
 seems strange to
 me that there's a
 scared little fuck inside
 the one who tries to
 frighten me
 you sicken me
 
 and all this time you spent on
 hurting me you've
 only been killing yourself
 for me thank you bitch
 
 jokes on you nothing new
 just you never noticed
 did you
 
 king in a world of fools
 
 
 
 
 5. Search
 
 my existence the godless above
 your twisted values I
 breathe released from
 the chains the indoctrine
 of my brain
 
 the seeds of man
 misplaced its all inside
 me spit forth this feeling
 in me expelled from my
 within the fields
 you walk in you die in
 
 weakened man cries out for god to help him
 find his way, searching led astray
 until his his dying day
 
 living life on the esasy path
 sucking air you never had
 not meant to serve your
 breed the wait for
 heaven ill never need
 
 the air we share has too many worlds
 life hypnotized since birth
 
 your existence the shackled
 inside your hopeless world
 you breathe never free from your
 seliinflicted misery
 
 
 
 
 6. South Of No North
 
 know you would hate this if
 you were here
 told me about it while
 you were here
 
 all you had you gave while
 you were here
 id have a chance to repay
 if you'd been here
 
 just when you think
 you're there the most you
 find out then your
 doors are closed
 
 I could have been there I
 could have been there I
 could have died girl with you there
 
 one thing that I learned
 don't expect a thing so you
 won't get burned
 leaving something
 
 loveed you in life
 hate you in death the
 south of no north you left
 
 
 
 
 7. Living Is Ltd.
 
 no time for taking shit
 from anyone my day is now
 tomorrows still to come
 
 all I have all I trust
 is right here right now
 
 no matter how fucked up
 things will ever get
 there's always one fact
 I shall not forget
 this is my only chance
 
 all that is real all that I
 feel
 
 right here right now
 still can we share the gift
 of life I won't resist
 
 
 
 
 8. Astray
 
 rolling with the flow but I
 don't know just where the fuck the heading to
 no I seek no forgiveness the sins were on
 my chest take all the blame myself
 
 been led astray again
 I thought I had a friend
 
 alone I whisper the words
 I never got to say
 I know there's never
 gonna be a way no things
 aint always that they used to be
 the tears of yesterday are filling me
 
 life is a holiday cannot change
 my ways this one way
 trip to reality what I love
 today I might hate the next
 love those who deserve and
 fuck the rest
 
 no I wont ever let you keep me
 down no longer
 pushing me the fuck around
 I wont let you lead
 me all astray again
 
 
 
 
 9. For A While
 
 losing power hating
 gaining power loving gaining
 power loving
 losing power hating
 
 love is what makes us all
 keep carrying on what
 frees us from all our
 sorrows later on it throws
 everything back
 to you and builds up your
 hate for tomorrow
 
 here today gone tomorrow
 
 you heal the wounds I carrry
 and make me feel alive
 you help me find the spirit
 for a while
 
 you possess the power you
 possess the power you possess
 
 I find myself struggling for
 confidence alone with
 batterd feelings this
 love was bound to turn to
 hate seems our only defence
 
 if you know how will you
 show how to beeing you
 would leave now if
 you cared enough for me
 
 lost your power lost it gave
 it all away lost your power
 lost it gave it all away
 
 you can't balieve the words I
 say somehow you heard it all
 before you lost your faith
 long time ago you don't
 really care no more
 
 I heal the wounds you carry
 and make you feel alive I
 help you find the spirit
 for a while
 
 
 
 
 10. Hole
 
 in a one way make you're
 running high blind never
 stopped to reality wonder why
 the key is yours in the palm of your
 hand but where would you go
 if you never understand
 
 no one can tell
 destiny forms itself with
 or without your help
 no one can know the pain in
 your soul you choose to
 live down that hole
 
 weak in spirit waek in mind
 in the maze you're running
 scared forever blind
 to all the things in life
 you'd never find
 
 I see myself in you frightened
 by the view I can't save you
 the demons got you
 
 you choose to die down in that hole
 
 
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