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HATECRAFT LYRICS
"Finally Free" (2004)
1. Rebellious Heart
2. Perennial Fight
3. Despair
4. Hate
5. River Of Pain
6. Alone Against The World
7. The End Is Just The Beginning
8. Finally Free
1. Rebellious Heart
I am a love & hate alloy
Contradictory combination
Of black & white, pain & joy
The real yin-yang incarnation
I want to live my own way
I try to break the usual rules
But I feel myself like a toy in play
Of hands are pulling my threads
My voice as quiet as a rustle
But louder than mortar shot
A dot in huge human blot
Seething with sins & vices
Like unstoppable maniac
I’m rushing in vain fight
It’s better than be obedient
Pig in butchery
I scream: There is no freedom here!
I blame them all & rise from mud
They say that I’m a cynic
No, I’m rebellious heart!
So many cravens among us
They got water in their veins
They have no pride but humility
Ugly souls, rotting minds!
Hear! They shut ears up
See! They hide their eyes
Why are you so mute?
No protest, obeying slaves.
Detail of this chaotic machine
Maybe it’s my destination
Like many others doomed to be
Pawns of someone possession
We will mount barricades
Clenched fists, fiery eyes
Obsolete foundations will fall
Under our rage!!!
2. Perennial Fight
Many people love destruction
And violence rules the world
It’s a bad and mad construction
Everything is bought and sold
Fate of mankind – perennial fight
Fear of life – cold of night
Born to be wild
Born to be might
Most people are like victims
Just trying to survive
Some predators are fighting for them
Wishing to take their lives
They are doomed to bite the dust
Their veins are full of pain
Happiness is running so fast
Sorrow’s cruel like a bane
3. Despair
Brand new day – brand new death
Everything is fading inside me
Something filthy holds my breath
A creep speed bomb is in my cells
Now I’m like a wounded beast
Exhausted by fight and run
Fit of weakness is unclenching my fists
Laying me down to the ground
Give way to despair
Like sink into the grave
And torture the soul
No way out!
Fatal stigma ‘s burnt
In the bottom of heart
I’m cursed with existence
No way out!
There is no liquid just blood
There is no taste just sweat
There is no feeling just pain
There is no earth just mud
This endless torment is called life
What for should I live?
What for should I fight?
Where will end my twisted path?
Give way to despair
Like sink into the grave
And torture the soul
No way out!
Fatal stigma ‘s burnt
In the bottom of heart
I’m cursed with existence
No way out!
4. Hate
The strongest emotion
That is burning your soul,
Heart’s beating faster,
You are loosing control.
Dark flame is inside,
Pulse runs in a crazy rate,
Discordant state of mind,
Now your strength is your hate!
Destructive thoughts,
Anger, rage, disguise & scorn –
This storm of emotions
Makes you reborn.
Hate!!!
Face your enemy,
Eyes to eyes, blade to blade,
Streaming mystic energy,
Now the weapon is your hate!
Bite your lower lip,
Patterns of bloody foam,
Nothing can stop you,
Nothing can change you!
Till the last breath
This hate will last,
Renewing your wrath.
You become outcast.
Scars of your soul,
Bitter sleepless,
And a short-time dream
For you like bless!
5. River Of Pain
My heart is flamed
My sense is strained
My spirit is suppressed by bitter pain
My mind possessed
I am distressed
I am depressed
I am insane!
Dysthymia squeezed its icy claws
Soul's thrilling so exposed
My faith is ruthless & composed
This stream is filthy like disease
Sucking souls as black hole
Insatiable mouth that gobbling me!
[Chorus:]
I'm diving & streaming with river of pain
I'm sinking and swimming again and again
Nobody can hear my harrowing cry
This river is my life I'm wishing to die!
I feel disgust
I have no trust
I've got no faith
I am forsaken exile
Wasted by fear
I'm searing hear
All that I hear
Is noise of breaking hearts
Anguish's pricking weaken brains
Iron jaws are chewing us
Storms are spinning our souls
Aggression, hypocrisy,
Greed, meanness,
Hate rules this reality
That I detest!
[Chorus x2]
I'm wishing to die!
Wishing to die!
6. Alone Against The World
My life is like a burning dream,
But there's no awake with a scream.
I have the only hope -
Wish an "air dance" with the rope.
There's no color in my soul,
My universe has faded years ago,
My (season) [singing 'flesh(?)'] is the endless fall,
I'm alone against this world!
[Chorus:]
Darkness is inside my brain,
All that I can feel is pain,
Maybe I become insane,
Fire's running through my vein.
Never see the light again,
All of my attempts are vain,
'Cause my spirit's tied with chain.
Where is an exit out of me?
What will be my final step?
I can't forgive the sins of yours,
The outward things are sticky web
That suppresses fair force.
There's no future, no past,
My last seconds are running so fast.
What for I wait? The freedom so near
My mind is held with primal fear.
I'm an epicentre of silence
My soul's an epicentre of void
No hate, no love, no evil, no violence
Just emptiness & nothing else:
I'll go away with deadly grin
You hear no groan from my mouth
I know I have no chance to win
But soul-spark will rush above.
[Chorus]
My life is like a burning dream,
But there's no awake with a scream.
I have the only hope -
Wish an "air dance" with the rope.
There's no color in my soul,
My universe has faded years ago,
My (season) [singing 'flesh(?)'] is the endless fall,
I'm alone against this world!
[Chorus]
7. The End Is Just The Beginning
Have you ever been distressed by endless pain,
So tight embraced by obscure wings of night,
Situated between life and death
Heart is clenched by fear so tight
Shadows whisper calling my name
I jump into abyss of dark
Finding serenity from the flame
That sizzles me
Take my heart, sip my blood
Destroy my flesh, scatter my breath
My dream comes true
I’m passing through the heaven’s gate
To real life after death
The end is the beginning
I go away, so far away
Such fits of depression are torturing me
I’m on the road from nowhere to nowhere
The travel of the damned forgotten outcast
From creature to eternal dust
Thousands of sins are burden my soul
No words can describe my state
I’m not a martyr just lost in time renegade
that fooled by fate
8. Finally Free
Rise looks at me like a bloody eye
I’m sitting in front of screen of window
In my chest is trembling a silent cry
Spirit is breaking loose from my body shell
My sleep resembles a lethargy
Static as a lying stone
In my anthill I’m alone
Life is flowing out with red blood
I killed my hope that lied to me
Everything is destroyed, burnt & broken
But now I’m finally free!
I fly in a stream of a wind
Reaching the stars, falling down to earth
A cosmic atom with naive dreams & thoughts
I have escaped from human routine
Nothing holds me here
In the world of suffering, anger & pain
I’m an alien so I go away
My quest is over
I have won & failed at once
It’s impossible to change my way
I won’t stop till the very end
I killed my hope that lied to me
Everything is destroyed, burnt & broken
But now I’m finally free!
I fly in a stream of a wind
Reaching the stars, falling down to earth
A cosmic atom with naive dreams & thou
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