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FETISH 69 LYRICS
"Geek" (1999)
1. Autoerotik
2. Keep the World Locked Out
3. Log on the Fire
4. Survival Diary
5. Incompatible
6. Back Downhill
7. Smiles Are Ugly / I Hate My Body
8. Insomnious
9. Misanthrophobia
10. Isolation Tank
11. Asphyxiophilia
12. Burn the Past
13. Dirt
1. Autoerotik
2. Keep the World Locked Out
Possessed by something they never know
Walking round the corner in slow-mo
Run the gauntlet every hollow day
An object of scorn, I’m on my way
Way, I’m on my way...
Every trip to the supermarket
turns me into a perfect target
Lesson number one, don’t trust no one
Stay on your own - alone
Alone...
I’m a born drifter, a shoplifter
a daytripper, a light sleeper
like shroud shifter, a quiet talker
a night walker
Keep the world locked out
Possessed by something they never know
Walking round the corner in slow-mo
Run the gauntlet every hollow day
An object of scorn, I’m on my way
Every trip to the supermarket
turns me into a perfect target
Lesson number one, don’t trust no one
Stay on your own - alone
Millions of people are watching me
in the corner of my room in apathy
Millions of people are watching me
in the corner of my room in apathy
Keep the world locked out
Keep the world locked out...
3. Log on the Fire
History repeats itself
Dreams collected in a shelf
Connected to this talk show crap
Invisible on every map
You’re nothing....No-One....
History repeats itself
Dreams collected in a shelf
Nothing to keep in your hands
You've got no friends
You’re nothing....No-One....
Just like a bird on the wire
Just like a sheep to hire
Just like a bird on the wire
Just like a log on the fire
This is not my body- is not my body!
History repeats itself
Dreams collected in a shelf
Insomnia after dark
Impossible to leave a mark
Just like a bird on the wire
Just like a sheep to hire
Just like a bird on the wire
Just like a log on the fire
Just like a bird on the wire
Just like a sheep to hire
Just like a bird on the wire
Just like a log on the fire
This is not my body- is not my body!
4. Survival Diary
Went voiceless on the way to the subway
Another skin suit left near the stairway
Strangled by a stranger behind the railway
Alone with a suitcase at the end of the highway
With every page - fight my own weakness
With every page - fight my own weakness
Innocence was lost in the shopping mall
Saw a killer and he walked on down the hall
When worlds collide - heaven fell down on me
Never ending quarrels - suck out all the energy
With every page - fight my own weakness
With every page - fight my own weakness....
5. Incompatible
I thought I would mutate
into a different thing
get a gentle core
under scarified skin
but I still sleep with the lights on
so many wars I haven’t won
structurize it, organize it, arrange and file it
but my head is still a minefield
I thought I would transform
into this different thing
get a gentle core
under scarified skin
but I still walk these empty roads
with clenched fists in my coat
structurize it, organize it, arrange and file it
but my head is still a minefield
I do not fit in
Reject everything
I do not fit in
Repulse everything..
6. Back Downhill
I see a crack on the floor
and I can see my hands no more
I see a crack on the floor
and I can see my hands no more
and the slipknot’s getting tighter
and the vortex draws me deeper
and the floor starts to shake
and the ceilings starts to break
I see a crack on the floor
and I can see my hands no more
I see a crack on the floor
and I can see my hands no more
And the floor is shaking more and more
and the noose tightens more and more...
And my whole world’s falling down
From under my feet - It cut the ground...
And I'm back downhill...
And no more safety nets
And no more foul regrets...
I see a crack on the floor
and I can see my hands no more...
And my whole world’s falling down
From under my feet - It cut the ground...
And I'm back downhill...
7. Smiles Are Ugly / I Hate My Body
I’m the geek you love to hate
I’m the freak you can annihilate
On my cheek I wear a sign of rape
they serve my head on a silver plate
Smiles are ugly and I hate my body
I close my eyes and go to bed
gettin' drunk to forget I’m sad
On my arms tattooed like mad
they serve my heart in a pool of red
Smiles are ugly and I hate my body
Smiles are ugly and I hate my body
You make me hate my body....
I’m the geek you love to hate
I’m the geek you love to hate...
You make me hate my body....
You make me hate my body....
8. Insomnious
Feeding off memories
Haven’t slept for many days
Someone hides the remedy
Walked around in a haze
Endless phone calls in a daze
A Caffeine-fuelled refugee
It’s me, It’s me...
They say I act in many plays
I call it abject energy
It’s me, It’s me...
A special electricity
This city’s speed is way to slow for me...
9. Misanthrophobia
10. Isolation Tank
Hide like a rat in a sterile apartment
Another night in solitary confinement
Just laying there - nonexistent
The phone’s ringing from very distant
Eating beans out of rusty cans
Sipping coffee out of my hands
Smashing my head against the wall
God’s lonely man is six feet tall
Burning all books and the social contract
Only the weak ones need social contact
Erase your thoughts - stomach bubbling- blank
Inside a selfish homemade tank
Count on nobody - do not count on me
Without you - without me
Hide like a rat in a sterile apartment
Another night in solitary confinement
Just laying there - nonexistent
The phone’s ringing from very distant
Without feelings - without gravity
Without you - without me
11. Asphyxiophilia
12. Burn the Past
Erase the past and move ahead
Here at the low school-meeting
Walking among the living dead
Never pleased with nothing
Ignore the flashbacks, the present counts
Did you loose your hair today?
Seems people die in large amounts
Don’t excuse a stolen day
Erase the past and move ahead
Here at the low school-meeting
time to pay, time to pay...
Walking among the living dead
Never pleased with nothing
Ignore the flashbacks, the present counts
Did you loose your hair today? (Time to pay)
Seems people die in large amounts
Don’t excuse a stolen day
Burn the past and move ahead
Walking among the living dead....
13. Dirt
I’m getting old
I’m slowly eaten by cancer
I’m completely eaten by tumors
My body is a mess of fat flesh
My body is a mess of scars
I’m starting to shit in my pants
I’m starting to forget things
I’m starting to loose my sight
I’m starting to rot soon
Today I’m dirty but tomorrow I’ll be dirt
Today I’m dirty but tomorrow I’ll be dirt
I’m drowning in weakness
I’m a weak mess
I’m slowly burning out
I’m a burn out
A symbol of decay
A figure of weakness
Sleeping comfortable
In all the bleakness
I’m disgusting
I’m disgusting....
Today I’m dirty but tomorrow I’ll be dirt
Today I’m dirty but tomorrow I’ll be dirt
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