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EDENSHADE LYRICS
"Love Injuring Criteria" (2000 Demo)
1. A fact of egoism
2. The inconstancy of april
3. Love injuring criteria
4. A particular shade of bliss
1. A fact of egoism
I had forgotten
How much it hurts
That only second
When mind is opened wide
By nails of consciousness
With grim, cold touch
The cruel misleading feel
You missed one breath
It lasts for but one deaf
Blink of an eye
And fills your head with doubts
About what is real
Now you can’t believe
Even your own thoghts
Because she is inside
And rides your veins
You must take it as a fact of egoism
Pushed it all too far, pushed it all too far
You must take it as a fact of egoism
I only fear the pain, I only fear the pain…
I ingurgitate the demon of human self disgust
I bow my head and prey: grief is my new god
It peels off pride and the essence of being myself
I only ask this sunset to conceal any remembrance of her
You must take it as a fact of egoism
Pushed it all too far, pushed it all too far
You must take it as a fact of egoism
I only feared the pain, I only feared the pain…
It comes in suddenly
As silence fills the room
My rendezvous with tears
Consumes without ado
Where is the sense of strength?
What did become of me?
Then fear reveals its plot:
I’m born an empty shell
2. The inconstancy of april
April, she came
To show me how beauty
Is an ungrateful kiss
Stolen from her lips
After all the wasted words
Sometimes I feel the rage
Of a thousand single tears
That claim their dignity
Welcome to the endless,
Fascinating point
Of absolute obscure
Ascending down.
As the spiral breaks
Its turn here now.
There in front of me
She stands and stares…
Figure out her eyes in you tell me:
Tell me what I should, tell me what I should have done
Try to imagine her, infernal haven:
Tell me what I should, tell me what I should have done
Eyes awake
in the midst of April’s arms
Eyes bleed
for my sweet blasphemous guilt
Welcome to the irrational
Disharmonic moment
When you just kissed demise
In circular breakthrough;
When you course yourself,
Your weak and wicker brain:
There in front of me
She lays and sleeps…
Figure out her eyes in you tell me:
Tell me what I should, tell me what I should have done
Try to imagine her, infernal haven:
Tell me what I should, tell me what I should have done
Eyes awake
in the midst of April’s arms
Eyes bleed
for my sweet blasphemous guilt
I know it seems so cruel to witness
She smiles again behind her beauty
Now deep inside I don’t even matter,
I face the fact I’ll face disgrace
I know it seems so damn unreal
But excuses fail again to cover
In front of her all lies melted down
What was so wrong to even not be true?
April’s eyes deny the tears
She glances at me for one last time
The line between our souls insane
Was a mere illusion we shed of tonight.
3. Love injuring criteria
4. A particular shade of bliss
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