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YEAR OF CONFESSION LYRICS
"Lightbulb" (2004 Demo)
1. From Prey to Victim
2. Release Me
3. Scabs of the Heart
4. S.O.S.
1. From Prey to Victim
All this time has gone to waste,
You've burned me through and through.
Choices made, paths now clear,
The truths have turned to lies.
Fortunate enough to take this,
the time to make things right.
At least I know, within my heart, the reasons that I fought.
I have become the stone wall.
I am the truth be told.
I've tread on shallow waters.
I am, I am the will to fight.
For those who are my brethren...
For those who braved the pain...
finally we've smashed the walls down.
of their insanity.
I bled for,
I bled for you.
Now can you just find the strength and bleed a little for me. (X2)
I've died so many times inside, I'm just an empty shell.
You've redesigned my seamless structure,
to fit your, to fit your greed.
I bled for,
I bled for you,
Now can you just find the strength and bleed a little for me.
I'd die for,
I'd die for you.
Now will you please shut your mouth and just die for me.
Just die for me.
Empty soul,
taken control,
this fragile mind,
you've taken all that I am,
this time,
you're mine.
No more empathy,
for me, this day
to know that I am free,
of you, of hate,
of this depression.
I can not believe.
I have become the stone wall.
I am the truth be told.
I've tread on shallow waters.
I am, I am the will to fight.
Just die, you just, you just die for me.
2. Release Me
Fate is just a term, that's used without a thought.
What about me?
What about all the time we've shared?
All I'm left with...
Sharpened blades of agony.
Why pose?
This day has put me in the way.
Chronicled Misery,
to pray for forgiveness as I shed my blood,
as the world cries for me to beg.
No I can't breath.
No I can't...
No more can I sit and stare.
Can you hear me father?
Bleeding forth with silent words,
but do you even really care?
No you can't see.
no you can't...
Turn away, this emptied mind of mine.
no longer wait, has been long past the time.
I lay awake, restless from the pain,
here hides the snake, coiled for the strike.
Poisoned venom bite.
What was I to do that day.
Poisoned venom bite.
....Why?
I'm so scared.
Try... to overcome,
this... form of abuse.
you, you can't see the
broken hope, lies of lies, twisting knife,
I can no longer see that your,
forming hate, blackened soul, nothings left
of the man I once knew who was,
loving me, teaching me, apathy
in this world that no longer cares
for me, or life...
Me
Release.
3. Scabs of the Heart
Never, Again. (X2)
I've been given a choice to make.
To believe or forget my faith.
Your mind, it's on the other side,
Oh God, no more fucking mistakes.
Never, Again.
You minds made up, mine in a day or so.
Anger, sorrow all that's now left.
This living hell, that grows inside of you,
Clings on by a single breath.
A single breath.
Everyday, same old pain, time will never erase.
Twice a day, a child's face, haunts me, never will be.
The one chance in the past, oh Never again.
Will I taste bitter grace for I'll never forget.
Now you'll see why I should die.
Blood, pus, shit now all that's left,
of what I could of kissed.
Twisted soul inside the glass.
All because I moved too fast.
Skin, bones, tissues cut to none.
Hypocrisy, is all I know, and all I'll ever see.
I had the choice but took the life from this I'll never be free.
Everyday, same old pain, time will never erase.
Twice a day, a child's face, haunts me, never will be.
The one chance in the past, oh Never again.
Will I taste bitter grace for I'll never forget.
So throw your head right back and, and take a swig, of life's complexity.
and don't forget, to wear the hat, the hat that makes us free.
Immoral.
Sanctified.
Blasphemy.
no one cried.
Fuck.
4. S.O.S.
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