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VENGINCE LYRICS
"Vengince" (2003)
1. ...
2. Back to Bitterness
3. Pain-Trap
4. Broken Lessons
5. Dormant Until you
6. False Substance
7. Lost
8. Gold-Blooded
9. Social Clone
10. Eminence
11. Mold
12. Choked by Lies
13. Terminal Deceit
14. I Cannot Regret
15. Curbed
1. ...
2. Back to Bitterness
Once before in a dream
Reality it almost seemed
Screaming I can�t see, you finally got to me
You know how to please me
You know how to hurt me
I let you do both
I let you step on me
If I�m seen then you�re going to know
Reality omits from inside my bones
Slip through the cracks of the floor
I don�t want this anymore
Not to held back from my core
Not to waste my life
I�ll come and rise past you high
And I�ll smash you�re face goodbye
It�s back to bitterness
My hands clench emptiness
A dead pool of violence
It�s back to bitterness
It is gone; it�s back to bitterness
The blood rolls to my lips
Once before, once again
It is gone
I�m losing that blissfulness
3. Pain-Trap
This is the worst god dammed day today
I cannot unnerve, fury will not reverse
I�m being lifted up, a blaze of heat
Tense brain focusing, I�m tapping my pain with another cup
Pain Tap
Crash course prey on my nerves, victimized feel the curse
See clouds straight overhead, my sky pours red
Wishing I�m missing your call,
Reflecting to the bottom I will go broke
As I watch you drown, I begin to float
Pain Tap
Shadow that sits on my shoulder
Comes out in these times
Crash course prey on my nerves, victimized feel the curse
See clouds straight overhead, my sky pours red
Wishing I�m missing your call,
Reflecting to the bottom I will go broke
As I watch you drown, I begin to float
I�m tapping my pain with another pump
I�m tapping my pain with another cup
You can�t stop when it goes too far
You stop because it has past that part
Pain Tap
Shadow that sits on my shoulder
Comes out in these times
4. Broken Lessons
You are not forgiven; my decision is the hell with you
I�m right I�ve realized, this world belongs to you
I take persistence and I take my fists
I confide my plan to your family and a fifth
Everyone you thought loved you loves me now
I took your home and my hate seed has grown
I want her to see you lying on the street
Limp and broke, witness your defeat
That�s all I�ll tolerate, beat you, waves of hate
Enraged, I�m the bringer of pain
Lessons of life taught in just one day
Separate your soul, expel my flame
I'm soaked in liberty; Your family will fight for me
I'm soaked in liberty; My pain, you whisper to me.
I'm soaked in liberty; I am sorry, please forgive me
Never
It�s time to focus in on what�s real now
I don�t miss this, not forgiven
my decision is the hell with you
5. Dormant Until you
I�ll restrain myself, I must touch but not feel
I can sense the heat, of your blood rising
She looks me in the eyes for the first time
As her heart beats for the last time
Drying memories of wasting your time with me
You�re just a waste of time
In a few months you�ll have forgotten me
You�ll have forgotten me
You look so perfect to me. The way you came to me
I watch us drain away, you can�t look me in the eyes
She looks me in the eyes for the first time
As her heart beats for the last time
I like it when you cry; I like it when you scream
I will not tolerate the disrespect you give to me
Drying memories of wasting your time with me
In a few months you�ll have forgotten me
6. False Substance
You see what you want to see, you believe your own lies
Stirring faith, swirling haze, your ambitions erased
All the safety is gone will you beg from god
This is your goodbye, flashing end of your life
You�re a one-upper; yeah you�re better than us all
You�ve traveled the world, yeah and you�ve done it all
You think we�re friends, lying right to my face
We see through you like glass, that�s why we hate your ass
My hatred multiplies, my adrenaline level intensifies
I won�t be knocked down; I�ll be beating you across town
You�re world so bright, will change dark tonight� x4
7. Lost
Wake up, you�ve been lost in your head
All too comfortable misperceptions of reality
What you have felt, what you have seen
Has you all locked up somewhere in between
I can tell by your unconsciousness
That you had not wanted this
Plunging from grace you will see
That you are no better than me
We live, We live, We Live a Lie, Open your eyes
We Live, We live, In this disguise, Open your eyes
Wake up you�ve been lost in your head
For so long you forgot who you are
Deep down you know something not right
Rotting your head keeping you up at night
You�ve been lost in the dark
Behind those wicked eyes
There�s no pressure like the pressure
You place on yourself to be someone else
Add nothing to nothing and you�re left with nothing
Add emptiness to despair and you�re there
Nowhere��Lost
Add nothing to nothing and you�re left with nothing
Add emptiness to despair and you�re there
There�s no pressure like the pressure
you place on yourself to be someone else
No taste of pride on your palette,
Aging bones, his skin turning pallid
Just a man with his head in the heavens,
Scarred face still chasing the dragon
When you can�t see
What you have become
Open your eyes�
8. Gold-Blooded
Off the line, In search, the rich plan
Bastards done it again
Its over, you lost me, I quit, not coming back again
Realize this is real, I gave you that one last chance
Take my money, take my trust without a second glance
Blood may be thicker than water, but not your gold
Hollowed eyes, the tale of greed and the family was my own
Pure recovery I am whole
Barrier shed off my skin
I�m who I wanted to be; I�ve become the one
Placed into the race, and pushed to the front
Exploding, Pure recovery, I am whole
Civilization in an anthill I knew as a hometown
Who leaves and who stays to build confidence off my own accomplishments
My mind as razor sharp as the yellow on your back
Your old lady cut off your balls and owns your sack
Blood may be thicker than water, but not your gold
Hollowed eyes, the tale of greed and the family was my own
9. Social Clone
I cannot believe this shit; I am fucking sick of it
How do you feel so alone, you�re just another social clone
They sell the image not the content
Their message is soon forgotten
Where is your integrity?
You'll never be, what you see, on TV
You do what they tell you to do
You buy what they tell you to buy
You like what they tell you to like
You�d die if they told you, rollover and die
I will never fall in line, I will fucking take what�s mine
I cut against the grain, my pleasure is my pain
Wipe the sweat from my eyes and the blood from my brow
I�ve survived the test somehow
Your soul has been sold, to line their filthy pockets gold
Close my eyes to blind me from your violations
Crushing atrocity, topple the monopoly
What will your last words be, as you go toe to toe with me
Materialistic society,
controlled by wealthy companies
Who lived to learn how much you�ll spend,
to be a part of the latest trend
When will the message reach the street?
its time to march to your own drumbeat
How do you feel so alone,
You're just a spineless social clone
You do what they tell you to do
You buy what they tell you to buy
You like what they tell you to like
And you�d die if they told you, rollover and die
10. Eminence
Success is the only option we face,
Succeed to survive in this maze
We remained�
We prevail, smoke and mirrors games they play
Dehydrate our senses away
Connecting ourselves by connecting the pain to you
The culprit we claim to blame nothing can be the same
Society, shape shifting so close connecting
Gazing on the interstates, reflecting
See you at the top; Let the bodies drop
So close and so meaningless,
Caught in a moment that clock ticks
Make a fist go through with it
We fight to wake up for this
Battle what we�re confronted with
We�re trying to make sense of it
11. Mold
Mold, you�re drive to survive
Your old self denied
You need to revive
The real self�s inside
Mold, I can see it growing
Mold, I can see it showing
Hollow, shallow in societies depths
Nerve endings surge the waves crest
Dancing with the fringe of pain
Sharing what�s left insane
Think, washed out washed up
Mood enhancers lessen the corrupt
Who will be the inner sight�
Who controls the need to fight�
Mold, I can see it growing
Mold, I can see it showing
Wary, tired, and lashed out cold
Listening to directions told
You�re argument will never fold
You�re spirit and reality mold
This constant barrage, cracking at my skull
Creeping past my walls, defense and resistance falls
12. Choked by Lies
The thoughts can get contagious, that still does not explain this
There is no explanation
The rich city in the distance, maintains complete persistence
They want to see us fall
Turn the truth into lies; turn your lies into truth
It seemed we could only lose
The system functions for tradition, self-beneficial decisions
Money made contacts, control their� world
No more, we gather our resources
We cannot ignore this torment
Useless will be your fury
You will receive no mercy
Derailed off our course,
You have become our curse
Faced with threats, guilty of innocence
Denied, choked by lies
Reinvested into the plan
Set forth the ambition to make it
What a day, closer toward our goals
Our project has become so alive again
Re-sparked energy incites victory
Something that�s been meant to be
Determination drives us on
The hellfire calmed, pseudo freedom
No more, we gather our resources
We cannot ignore this torment
Useless will be your fury
You will receive no mercy
Derailed off our course,
You have become our curse
Faced with threats, guilty of innocence
Denied, choked by lies
13. Terminal Deceit
Turn on the TV, everything I see
Violence and filth, hatred and mistrust
Political corruption, social combustion
The world turns, and the people burn
Speak out, don�t believe what you see
Speak out, don�t believe what you read
Handling my fate, political debate
Objecting decisions, objecting to decisions
Once before, but nothing more
Supposed truths, watch the fools burn
Our society sits, our society stares
Stimulation needed, to survive a day
Our society stays, our society unmoving
Television lies, rebellion dies�
14. I Cannot Regret
Blast the lights go out, I made the power go out
I designed a backup plan; you won�t see my face again
They see lies, they see smiles, Which one is he they must ask
This face is a cover mask, You can�t trust what looks back
Keep talking, start walking I�ll be alright this time yes
I�ll be getting away this time; Never pay for my crimes
I will be getting away this time
Never pay for my crimes
I won�t let you fucks bring me in
The true crime is about to begin
I know what I want
I�ll never be caught
The money I�ve sought
I�ll never be caught
15. Curbed
Killer feeling rising between my sides
Ritual cleanses these eyes
These eyes won�t tear
I�ll show you no fear
I fill a long sock with a cue ball
I hit you like a car hitting a brick wall
You fall down before you feel it
I hit you again because you deserve it
Won�t you, won�t you save me, you kept screwing with me
You can�t stop me
Who�s hard now you bleeding shit
Couldn�t take the cue ball hit
You�ve already lost your sack
I outta break your back
I gave you what you couldn�t give to me
You can�t stop me
The pain you feel isn�t going away
Mine did but yours will stay
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