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THE EMBODIMENT LYRICS
"All Because Of Lust..." (1998 Demo)
1. 45 Years
2. Suicidal Thoughts
3. The Holy Way
4. Shattered Soul
5. My Own Misery
1. 45 Years
One man, born long ago, bonded, for his life
Revealed, by the creature, of his own, flesh and blood
Abused, and to perish, victim, of lust
Suppressed, and ashamed, to speak, what can't be spoken
As the mother remembers.
What's hidden in her mind
She doesn't want to face again.
A replay of the past
As the child speaks.
Tears roll down, telling her story
She embodies her pain and suffering.
Let for 10 long years
Chorus:
manifesting your selfishness
Let by perversity
Youth is being torn apart
Threatened and deceived
Enslaved by sick fantasy
You live your life in secrecy
Even in the future
The agony is still there
All because of lust...
45 years, crashed down on her.
While the past, is revealed
Her own subconscious, throw's up
What she has been living through
As the child, enters the room.
Overhearing what, is spoken and said
She breaks down, and speaks
Like she never, spoke before
All because of lust...
What she always feared
But never could find
Has became reality
And 45 years....all becomes a lie...
Chorus:
2. Suicidal Thoughts
Look at me into these eyes
Evil is burning, no fear to die
There are these demons dancing in my head
Screaming for suicide, screaming for death
You cannot help me, don't ask me why
I am lost now and ready to die
Chorus:
Your suicidal thoughts, an egoistic daydream
Only thinking about the afterlife
Regardless the pain and sorrow of the left behind
You defamed your friends with your own death
I despise this loss by self-destruction
Talking to me makes no sense
Your words just flush down my gullet
You ask me to open my darkest domain
To stitch that cut soul of mine
I just can't embody my feelings, nor my thoughts
It's all in my head, I'm a suicidal pig
I closed my eyes, and looked into my soul
There is not a thing that I can control
The only thing, that I will see
Is the fool, who lives inside of me
if your life is empty and black
Don't be like me, don't do that suicidal crap
Chorus:
Your suicidal thoughts, an egoistic daydream
Only thinking about the afterlife
Regardless the pain and sorrow of the left behind
You defamed your friends with your own death
I despise this loss by self-destruction
Why leave the easy way
Try to work, learn to pray
maybe it would do any good
Your fucked up brain, your bad attitude
You're starting to lose it, going insane
Now I shout, cure your pain...
3. The Holy Way
On a hill, forgotten by civilisation
a boy is born and with him the abomination
Growing up in his world of terror and deceit
he learns the Calvinistic education
by sticks an stones indeed
Sticks and whips do the penance
said his father, the sacred man
zipping on his booze
as the whip comes down again
the years passed by
and the old geezer's power has been drained
The boy's beast is being released
and so a journey of sick rage...
Chorus:
Two, two inside one
the madness has begun
aggression locked within
a Satan's work will begin...
One, One with a knife
stripping away life
his pleasure will oblige
but tears of sadness will arise...
At dawn...
at the beginning of a new day
A man stands on the hill as
rain falls out of the sky
Thinking his life over
before it's time to die
Thinking of all the horror and fear
he has met along the way
Repenting his crime
as life slowly drips away
This day he will see
that life counts no eternity
Standing before the gates
as judgement day awaits...
4. Shattered Soul
In your domain
Feelings wasted away
Your soul is living in hell
In this circle you dwell
Trying to think
With chaos in your mind
No one is here
To save you from this miserable life
Chorus:
You've been:
Tortured
In pain
Marked for life
Slain
Hope love and trust
Feelings you have lost
Human mentality
No more than brutality
Now as you crumble
With your raped mind
Insanity runs through your veins
Waiting here to die....
Chorus:
You've been:
Tortured
In pain
Marked for life
Slain
5. My Own Misery
Early morning... normal day
I have to go... I can't stay
But I hate to go... To that fucking school
I got bad results... I feel like a fool
They think it's fun... To treat me bad
they are laughing... I get mad
So i go home... and grab a knife
to stop the jokes... to end my life
Why do you think I hate myself
Not 'cause everybody likes me
don't feel sorrow, 'cause you don't mind
This is my own misery
I hate the attention
That they give
I have to die
I can't live
I must die...... I can't live
Now they're sorry... for what they've done
they were laughing... i am gone
It's their reaction... About my look
it's my joy of life... That they took
Dead and burried... I look at the past
I'm finally happy... I'm free at last
So don't you come... To judge about me
and don't you tell me... how to be
This is my own misery...
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