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THE ATMOSFEAR LYRICS
"Lose The Pain" (2004)
1. Waving Corn
2. I Live
3. Wild Pig
4. Comprehension
5. Hostage Of Favour
6. Elias - Der Herr
7. Wintertime
8. Confidence (Live)
9. Realization (Live)
10. Cancer In Your Mind
11. Thoughts Of A Son
12. Warmachine
13. Clock Of Insanity (BonusTrack)
1. Waving Corn
Silvia Stolz (überarbeitet von OLLE Holzschneider 02.08.1995)
Captivate my wrists !
Not to fall from fear when the hand above the waving corn
Immaculate like deepest blue
Beat your present motherchild
Risin´ from the iron thorn inside
Hide away my dearest son – I cannot help you in the fuckin´ mist
See the ravens shadow in your eyes!
Born in rapture- born to hate
Lay down think your might tumble?
Close your eyes between the stalks…
He is dreamin´ more than forgiveness…
…for every scar inside this waving corn
Lost conciousness betrays- the charming evil smile
For what we see an endless fire?
Trippling - tantling- tantalized
Your emarald skin – your emerald legacy…
Will never be just victimized to me!
Where´s the mind for all the truth?
Simple Way- for simple destruction!
No more words, no more sounds…
where does silence live when my mind is deaf and dry!
2. I Live
28.11.1996
You have to recognize the “twice” between my eyes.
This is just a cry for your endless lie!
I cannot ignore that you were in the store
Where I wished the door over the mightfull wall!
Where I wanted to complete myself and the world where I´m captivated
…you will go to the stake…
Why?!
You ought to have known that you can not betray me!
I can´t understand the reason that lead you to do that!
In the past I understood you every hour, every minute in our life!
And now? Hate disappointment and horrify?!
The reason why? I can just cry:
”This fuckin´ lie!”
Refrain:
I sit in my room…read your old letters,….
It was a nice time! I wish I hadn´t lost you.
And now I am sad!
Now I´m alone - not dead!
Why came that time, to take you from my side?
I´m alone not a stone, and you are gone…
Everyone ran away, but I did stay.
Did you really betray?
No you´re gone you´re own way!
I shouldn´t have selfpity!
I have to look with straight eyes into my own future
I´ve got the culture!
I´m free – not easily- but I see…!
my (own) freedom (now again)!
I sit in my room…read your old letters,….
It was a nice time! I wish I hadn´t lost you.
And now I am sad!
Now I´m alone - not dead!
I sit in my room…read your old letters,….
It was a nice time! I wish I hadn´t lost you.
And now I am sad!
Now I´m alone - not dead!
…endless,
…frustration,
…behind the wall?
…endless,
…behind,
…the wall?!
3. Wild Pig
Tine Welte & Ute für OLLE 22.101995 - (überarbeitet von OLLE)
The alarm clock rang at six and I started up from my dreams.
I sleepy searched the fuckin´clock- now to switch it off!
I wondered where the wild pig´s gone…
That I just wanted to kill.
I stood up slowly and walked to the window.
It´s raining and everything´s grey and dark.
For what is the reason to get up?!
It´s just a lousy rainy day…
That is what I see
What will this day bring me?
What is will be the meaning of my live?
Why am I on Earth?!
Why do I live?!
Why should I work my whole live long ?!
I don´t wanna go out in this rain!
I shuffled into the bath and I looked into the mirror.
I saw my face, very stoned eyes.
So I plashed water in my face, now to get awake!
But it doesn´t work…
I decided to take a shower…and I almost fell asleep
…and the “black wild pig” was running towards me!
What will this day bring me?
What is will be the meaning of my live?
Why am I on Earth?!
Why do I live?!
Why should I work my whole live long ?!
I don´t wanna go out in this rain!
My mother was calling again!
So I startled off my dream again…
A dream about a big black wild pig!
And now I ´m able to kill it with knife of death or life!
What will this day bring me?
What is will be the meaning of my live?
Why am I on Earth?!
Why do I live?!
Why should I work my whole live long ?!
I don´t wanna go out in this rain!
4. Comprehension
OLLE Holzschneider1997
I want to crucify my Body like the body of christ
Take all the sins with me – within my grave
- I feel the pain-
But the reason for this thinking is not the “father” lord
I´m just not the son of this god!
I´m a man like many others on this world!
I`m no prophet
But I want sympathy!
Chorus:
Who gives me the sense to live?
Who makes me feel alright?
Who´s got the same point of view and necessity like me?
Who satisfies my mind?
I often thought that I´ve got my fullfillment, but than I saw it was not!
“Over seven bridges you have to go”
-I was walked –
Am I too difficult for this mankind?- I can not accept!
-Moments can change so fast, (but)love´s in my heart
Shred up your brain, let out your shame
-I feel the pain–
In my unintelligible brain
I love and suffer too, can you explain me what´s to do , NOW?
I want us just to feel happiness- don´t tear our love apart!
Don´t disrup our love
Minds - can bring you to a point of view
Minds – make feelings like love and aggression
…Chorus…
shred up your brain , let out your shame
I feel the pain in my un intelligible brain
I love and suffer too
Can you explain what´s to do?
NOW?
I want us both just to feel happiness
Don´t tear our love apart!
5. Hostage Of Favour
Andy Wendtland (geändert von OLLE)
I am I, I thought
(But) we´re societies reflections
in all we do can notice it is a addiction to please
Bridge:
But I don´t want to perceive
Search for an acceptable display!
Request for selfunderstanding before I give up!
Chorus:
I look in my own- to deliberate my doing
I want to differ!
To differ from everybody!
When I plan my life I swear an honourable motive yet.
But I see my own eternity
Or the addiction to please?!
6. Elias - Der Herr
7. Wintertime
Olle Holzschneider 1996
Wintertime 3x
Lost my world for a wintertime, broke that dream so far away
Bleeding eyes, nearly went dry, you took my hand in an illusioned frost.
Born again after weeks of crying; seen an brighter light at the end of the road.
Lying words had changed my mind. But all you gave were scars in my heart.
Wasted yearning, untrue passion,
No more need to bleed in you.
Changed my heart, all my memories;
Wintertime was running through.
You never told me that you need me, so why should I do it always to you?
Never protector of your addiction; resist your smile won´t feel blue.
Walking shadows in the desert of love; fear make me suspricious but kind.
Wounds are healed by the arms of friendship.
There´s a way you know where to find.
Wasted yearning, untrue passion,
No more need to bleed in you.
Changed my heart, all my memories;
Wintertime was running through.
8. Confidence (Live)
OLLE HOLZSCHNEIDER
07.1997
Sometimes people speak not good about me and my past
I want to ignore and run over the floor.
But in a day it overcomes me and I have to pretend for my own responsibility!
Confidence – Imagination?
But how can I persuade the others about my doing and my feelings?
How can I explain my aim ?
No! For me is that no game!
Distrust is deep, the reason are my “misdeeds”
If I could I would cancel my mistakes
But I have to recognize that this wish is impossible!
I never want to injure anybody
Because that`s really not funny!
Confidence – Imagination !!!
But how …
I´m not the same like in the past! In my mind is for a long time another cast
I want you - to make me trust!!!
Please form at first your own opinion about me. We will see!
I hope this love will be realized!
Confidence – Imagination ?
But how can I persuade YOU about my
9. Realization (Live)
OLLE Holzschneider 1997
The death squadron squad, the squadron death squad
The innocence just dead- they just wanted to be alive
2x
Bridge:
Used to be aggression of my life, I hear the innocent cry
Your life seems like an stripe from this what you like.
Chorus:
Children of the unknown seems like unholy stones,
You have recognized the lies
The “messiah” leads thousands to death, - forced to believe the faith –
Is this the liberation that everyone wants?
Arguments like swords and pain
I feel just embittmered bitterness- I look contemptiously to the scum of the christian seducer.
Repeat verse and chorus
Try, try, try don´t do lie!
Starshine to be closed by time.
Rise is to be cry this out!
10. Cancer In Your Mind
OLLE HOLZSCHNEIDER
20.11.2000
Your fight is for your right
Your light shines for me just at night
Is this the real world in that you live ???
The present is that you give
But the reason to my file???
I see it everywhere – to despair
I see it everywhere, it makes me to despair
I want to search for another World
But I cannot agree with my thoughts
The living emotions will (be) not so really fine
I want to fuck our line
Living emotions are not so fine !
We find our motherfuckin´ line
Do I see ya in hell ???
Present is that you give
But the reason to my file???
I see it everywhere…
… That´s what we pray …
…Cancer in your mind…
11. Thoughts Of A Son
khalil gibran (1883-1931)
bearbeitet von OLLE HOLZSCHNEIDER
Your children are not your own
They are children from the desire of Life
And to the self-determination
They came through you, but not from you!
When they with you, you shouldn`t think that they`re your property!
It`s allowed to give them your Love
But not your minds , they have their own…
You can give them a home, but take care that you leave alone their souls
Their souls live in a house of tomorrow that you never will see in your dreams!
Never in your dreams!!!
It´s allowed to develop like them, but don`t try to form (them) like you.
The life doesn´t go backward or stay in the past of your own.
Your are the bow that throws your childrens like living arrows
You can give me a fucking home , but …
Thoughts of…a son.
12. Warmachine
DEZEMBER 2000
OLLE HOLZSCHNEIDER
I want your Soul !
I´m out of Control !
Ready or not,
I kill you soon !!!
I want your Soul !
- out of control –
I´m walking over the battle field and searching for someone to kill
I´ll find you. than I crash you down with my weapons from steele
Wait up your time !!!
I want to know – I want to feel !
But I´ve got just my weapons from steele
I`m bleeding in me , but you´ re not able to see.
I want to feel the world around me !
I´m a Warmachine…
I want your Soul !
I´m out of control !
Ready or not,
I get you soon !!!
I´m walking over the Battlefield and searching for somebody to kill
I´ve found you, in front of me, your time has come, you learn my steele to feel - at your neck !
Your head falls down !
The Victory is just for me . I laught at you, fall on my knees.
But my soul turns back - is disagree of my Victory…
I run in Rage with weapons from steele - I just want your heart to feel! - In my hand…
…and all over me your blood is just to see.
Cause I´m a Warmachine !
I shot with my machinegun – That´s what gives me more fun!
Only way to feel – for me ???
I want your Soul !
Out of control !
I get you soon !!!
Under control…
13. Clock Of Insanity (BonusTrack)
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