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TEARS LYRICS
"Falling Certainty" (2004 Demo)
1. Things Imaginary
2. Self Destruction Part I
3. Self Destruction Part II
4. Self Destruction Part III
5. Time Master
6. A Beginning After Each End
1. Things Imaginary
A small fire is burning in the hall
I can see my image on the flame
Shadowy in detail
I see my face never so young before
What I see in that face is love, happiness
I seem so glad
But what I really feel is pain
Because this image is so fake
I know that’s bad, I know that’s sad
But these were things I never had
Were those Things Imaginary?
These were things I never had
Things imaginary
Everybody used to say,
They felt these things by doing nothing
Only thing I have to say
I lost these things by doing nothing
I know that’s bad, I know that’s sad
But these were things I never had
Were those Things Imaginary?
These were things I never had
Things imaginary
Everyone had a home
I was the one who felt so lone
Everybody used to play
In lovely places where I couldn’t stay
2. Self Destruction Part I
Long ago I used to be certain for all
Time has passed this certainty started to fall
3. Self Destruction Part II
Round, round I am walking around
I see my feet but not the ground
Closed to myself there is no production
My only gain is self-destruction
When people are looking at me
They are trying to see what’s inside me
But when I have a need
There is no one beside me
I’ll overcome my fears and gain power from within
I’ll cry no more tears and fight for things I’ll never win
I’ll gather all these tears create a pond and wash my face
Just hope that these tears won’t burn my face like acid rain
One more hole on my vein
One more try to heal the pain
I see you all speeding fast
Will I die? Oh god at last!
I’ll draw the earth and paint it grey
With no sun like every day
I’ll try to sing without a voice
It seems...I have no choice
I’ll overcome my fears and gain power from within
I’ll cry no more tears and fight for things I’ll never win
I’ll gather all these tears create a pond and wash my face
Just hope that these tears won’t burn my face like acid rain
The sun is gone, my blood is dry, my heart still cries: “one more time”
Am I dead? Am I blind? Am I hurt?
One more hole is what I need but on my head
Drawn my fears into poison, drill my veins to get them out
Can’t fear no more, no more fears can scare me now
I can’t be scared; I can’t be scared if I’m dead
I’ll overcome my fears and gain power from within
I’ll cry no more tears and fight for things I’ll never win
I’ll gather all these tears create a pond and wash my face
Just hope that these tears won’t burn my face like acid rain
4. Self Destruction Part III
I’ll never fool myself again
Never choose the easy way
I’ll never be overwhelmed
By temporary feelings
I thought I found the easy way
A way I could escape
Now I’m trapped in my fragile body
I can no more control
(I lost it all for nothing)
I will overcome my fears and gain power from within
I will cry no more tears and fight for things I’ll never win
Now I have a chance to walk away (There is a chance)
I’ll never die (I won’t die)
Now I have a chance to run away (At least I won’t die by this way)
Not by this way (I feel the essence of this chance touching my face)
Now I have a chance to run away (I will pray)
I found a pray (I need someone to love me)
I’ll wait for someone to love me
I can’t breath, I can’t cry, I can’t bleed, I shall die
I shall cut my veins so deep;
I shall force myself to an eternal sleep
5. Time Master
By a blink of an eye, so many memories are passing by
Stop for a while and think: will these memories ever link?
At the light of night so many things I have denied
But I am so sad...These memories will follow me forever
I see my life it’s crawling faster
It’s in my eyes burning faster
At the speed there is no master
So (I’m losing control)...
Time Master go faster, I just want to forget
I know my thoughts are my disaster
I just hope I won’t regret
Time Master go faster, I don’t care how old I get
I hope there is no forever last
I am trying to erase my past
So many thoughts washed by time, so many left in my mind
I can’t recall of any night, I haven’t dreamed what’s deep inside
I feel that there is always space, never stop remembering disgrace
So painful to regret, I just hope to forget
I close my eyes
My mind stops
I fear of that dream
So scared of these thoughts in me
6. A Beginning After Each End
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