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SYMPTOMS LYRICS
"Symptoms that you are alive" (2007)
1. Dead for 30 seconds
2. Symptoms that you are alive
3. Coma
4. City lights
5. Mental disorder
6. A moment for self analsys
7. Life regained
8. Awake
9. Finding peace
10. Coming back home
11. Just noise...
1. Dead for 30 seconds
I can feel my whole body together, even if I know this will not last.
I'm used to this disease, and I know it won't end easily.
I really enjoy this fresh air I never enjoyed before, too busy wasting my senses.
Man often sees what he has got only when he has it no more.
I enjoy this seconds fading away because I feel the air getting thicker and my lungs collapsing.
Nothing. Nothing about being dead. I would laugh, but the catheter prevents me from doing it. I won't bore you with details.
It's strange how I managed to feel everything around me - also pain - while I knew heart was about to stop.
But who cares, now, We are just in the beginning, so stop whining with mispelled medical therms, and let's go on.
2. Symptoms that you are alive
Liar, they tell me
Liar, determined
The silence of the cars outside brokes the glass and through the wall of anesthetics reaches the terminations of my heart giving a pleasing smooth vibration.
I start thinking about that article I read on a newspaper lately,I din't pay much attention to it.
But now I know what it meant. My body is a machine, only flesh, blood, bones and no soul, here.
I am my soul, a burnt brain is the funeral for a person. Not that I am a genius.
My body will be useless food for maggots and nothing else, when my mind will be dead.
I don't want to be a vegetative skeleton when my mind is dead.
Damnit, the anasthetics don't work on me, no more, and in the delirium of pain
(I am such a whining bitch, many suffer more than me) I want to puke, I want to sleep,
I want to stop this whirlwind of whining thoughts, I want to change myself, body and mind. Now!
I can feel it coming
The ecstasy of a painless rest
I can feel I fade in melancholy, once again
3. Coma
4. City lights
I guess I started to dream.
I dream of the city, of the beauty of these streets, as we pass by.
The lights delight us. My love was not lost, not yet. But I wasted time, I ruined it all. I feel well with her, but it won't last. It can't last.
I don't care, I want to walk like I did that night, I want to go where where I can find that emotion.
Through the parking,I walk down the baker's, trying to smell something warm of today or of yesterday, and this dream satisfies me. And then it appears at me:
the city centre, a bath of light, the noise of the water in the fountains welcomes me, and I know that this was my time. A ghost of the past. I want this again.
It's your fault, you're too lazy
I need someone more mature than you
Are you kidding?
I can't understand you
5. Mental disorder
6. A moment for self analsys
7. Life regained
Fuck!
Rage will prepare my return to the world
Nothing will stop me now
I am determined in erasing what blocks me
And of all that I've done, nothing will remain, but a memorial shadow of advices
It's like preparing a war, but no one will lose his life
The memory of errors is fuel for the muscles of my brain, for the steel fists of will
Kant is dead, the consequences of my actions were real
They cursed me during dreams, and in a dream I shapeshifted them
It's like preparing a war, but no one will lose his life
The memory of errors is fuel for the muscles of my brain, for the steel fists of will
8. Awake
We walk through the tribulations of every day
We feel the sweet wind of life in the best moments of our lives
This is what we call happyness
This is what I see now
Pain... fuck off!
Now I'll live every moment, and enjoy the full essence
I needed to die a few times to fully discover this
What am I saying? I'm not a hero or a philosopher
I'd better find a job. yes, I should.
Let me geet up! I'm awake now!
Damnit... I'll restart being lazy before they let me get up from the bed.
Damnit.
9. Finding peace
10. Coming back home
Hi, man, welcome back home
I missed you much
Thank you, It's important to me
I missed you too
I'm so glad I'm here
I missed this soft touch
I missed this floor
I missed this wall
I'm hungry, let's see
The ice cream I left here
Oh yes, it was a while ago
Don't worry
I want to stay with you now
And tonight we'll be at peace with the world
11. Just noise...
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