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ST. MUCUS LYRICS
"Am I Blood" (1996)
1. Battlefreak
2. Disgrace
3. Cannot Feel
4. Endless Energy
5. Emotions
6. Immaterial
7. Determined Anger
8. Awake
9. Lust
10. Things You Hate
11. Frayed Chime
12. No Friend
13. Love Yourself
14. Ceremony To Fear
1. Battlefreak
Face the truth without fear
Injustice for a dream
Avoid murder in the name
of your testimony
Have you seen a burning brain
Mother in the act of death
Raping for the chosen one
Drilling into a hollow skull
Drown the freak into the sea
Dirt alive in the ground
Polluted massacre's mind
Creeping over the dark
Have you seen tearing nails
Child in the act of flesh
Waiting for the last belief
Building up a safe disquise
Born of the battlefreak
Attacks with weak disease
Planning days in a can
Listening sounds of the night
Sitting in a trance
In different smile
2. Disgrace
Damage has arisen from my need to purify
The charm of novelty exhausting my fear of charity
Love like a strong brick to the heart
A bound reality
Lock to a frayed cage that sways
Down to nothingness
Aggression my dirty flesh the sign
Depression needs more flesh to live
Silence deletes this wind
Premature indication of dark
Can't go back and see that face
On the crystal Figurine
Destruction my last vision of life
Masturbation the only friend I have
All alone with a desperate lie
Awake from deep disgrace to hear
There's no recall to surface
The future of disposed land
All alone with dissenter breed
To have bride and will to be
I came along these bitter years
Death surprises my loneliness
The experience of lie kills creative ability
Asylum for dependence is the cure to my disgrace
Oppression falls into parts today
Temination my executed mind
3. Cannot Feel
You feel the hunger for terminal beat
The heart is sinking
I live my days by hearing your dreams
And will to pain
No waiting until the dawn
Your bleeding empty soul
The real lies of friendly mind
Can't touch your face
I came in peace but I leave this
Place with war inside of me
So come and realize
Look through my mind and see
I can feel the fuckin things
That burn inside of me
Cannot feel I'm freezin more
The hate of dream with ultimate scream
To get my pride back
I have a lust for deadly deed
Curious to find me
4. Endless Energy
Sad to love the dark side of my eternal energy
Screaming at the emptiness the only time is past
Lurking with a pure virignity a suffering
The goal I see on my visual field disappears so far
[Chorus:]
Calling myself to be connected
Split at the time of uneducated
Holding a distance to give what I could
Staggered with admiration sure I will
The shelter of mine can't be a misty wind of fatal sky
Home near by my grave is just a warmless energy
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge:]
Pain grows from the heart I found a piece of humanity
The endless souls of hate feeding their insanity
Aching ice won't last this torture of self-command
Like liquid energy is spouting from a needle's end
Scared to be in love with enemies I met again
The fit of laughter my disaster overturns the ground
[Repeat Chorus]
[Repeat Bridge]
5. Emotions
Organic plastic as a smooth solid food
Fascinating form a low divided voice
The fantasy of bodytalk a limit for flesh
Nitrate ass not a god's meal, creation
So it takes a rest on that bed
Quickly reach to another extent
Could be colors from TV-friends
Knuckle-duster breaks holy breath
Forget to give the sign, unspiritual
The bluster of angel's smile, silence alone
Motor deep in head running red
Greasy hand feeding sugar drops
Broken glass between her legs
Really need an exit to set
Killers payment, tomorrows dream
Demonstration, a low place's hole
Disordered picture, permanence
Questions to my answers
Pistol's pipe moving in a holster
Mirror on the seiling turns black
Corps selling tickets at the first floor
Emotions of doomed
6. Immaterial
Does it really matter that nothing will live?
Truth and lie now you're in their minds
Creeping ahead in this narrow tube
Violence encloses me against the whole system
Can't have a reason to believe them
Dismount away my life deed
How did my mother fly over me
A chain tears apart her head
Creating shock with overload
In forces to escape this sanity
Abstaining from their oppression of pleasure
This is all done in a minute
Fading faster to the immaterial
Happy occasion at the modern time
Using this gone unconscious to save
The manners of your memory
All goes through obeying and bowing
This organization's core is done
7. Determined Anger
Fate your pleasure increaces
As a friendly undead morning acid
You started to feed a power into
Your harmless piece of human
A hole means ahead on the bed of scale
Sliting a body to liquid
A land driving man through a better plan
To serve as well as virgin
Kill 'em with pain determind anger on your side
Speard 'em like misery it could be sadden end
See all beyond a mist creeping to the last
There's nothing else to feel voices turning away
Seal to a chest you can't sleep too well
To be paranoid
The door is a mania influence for a light
Dark means more than bright
Beat your friend till he's braindead
Dont ever think about what you've done
Feel your rage and madness
Bored to be socially influenced
Kill your mother don't hate her
Your mouth full of words you want all to hear
Kill your son be friendly
Just wanna tell aloud your way
Access to fever face in a mirror
Sucking your pity like hell
Disdain, anguish, you have some death
To bring yourself to me
8. Awake
Blood kissing mister in a homefreak story
Pulls the teeth out of bone flaked arm
Fucker little beast like boring mother
Small head inside her room-mate
For your love if I do this thing to you
Cold meat eats my liver in raining sun
Science no loyl deeds hide with me
Killing people turning outside from themselves
Mastering eternity I found your bleeding head
Mastering eternity I found your bleeding head
From the room of ecstasy
Crawling deep into the story
Waiting of my awakening
Nothing seems to change the way of dream
You've planned, not to be served
For all feelings that die to unreal limits can't be alone
One of the lifes you tried to choose
Was not for sale, again you fail
Send me an evil from long salvation
Black stinking blood runs into my mouth
The cats of pale gray sticking at the bodies
Mouses with turtle's shields
9. Lust
Heading for the planet, there's a chance
To find your head from the ceiling
Let me hit the door with a can
Full of fingers, I'm praying
Born to be human another day with a
Candle's end
Thinking about my friend in a plane
Have seat, swallow me deep into the
Mouth of misery drinking pure fule
Cut a head off
Give me the freedom to have my own left
Dirty black color throws a machine
To the side of sickness
The wheels of a flat hole are driving
Me insane with shadows
Backdoor Jesus got his hand full of brains
He thinks about the memory of possessed
Jew Espy a fanatic jew from the camp
Of electrecution, out in nowhere
Lust to the planet
A Bonnie little hippie with the tank
Full of spirit - Antichrist
Heading for the planet there's a change
To find your head from the ceiling
10. Things You Hate
Steal my trepidation, redress the balance
This cry of distress is a tripper into woebegoned
You wreak veangence on innocence to hold
This century is own impossibility
Forbidding anxiety walks through whole ending year
I saw my blood dying at the gate of insane heart
Forgery of your sense twisted vulgarism
That's exhausting me with untiring zeal
Theink about all the dreams you had
Don't regress to the impassive time
Think about all the things you hate
Don't try to find excuses
Think about invoke yourself
No blood into voracity
Think about relive my pain
No war I can ignore more
Join into my circus travel into my head
A price for solitude the victims of massive death
Crawling lord in the reality of lies
I choose to go over and past my anger
11. Frayed Chime
One more of your hollow screams
Counting on the fingertips of the soundless
Climb with pretence to a wall
The step covered into a wrong morphine
Walk with a porno lash with a whip
The sweeping fence of solved remorse
Surrounded by space icons
At least several clicks away
Cheap gallons for empty fairness
Mordant milk strives out and boils over
Glance over morbid enemy
Scurring to a visible day
They assuring you vitality
Arrival from an ash to give
At once the doles of prayer
Throw away dust from granite heels
Switch off a power battery
Disclose the vanishing beat of head
Machine dies without surgery
Searching - Frayed Chime - Requiem
Tearing new head off
Taste the blood of sugarmeat
The lashing breath of dead bell's dream
Cold sense lurking dying harder
Mind covered into leprosy
12. No Friend
Darkness obeys my mind
Fear is the one I lead
To desecrate your life
To be a god of time
I have no friend, I use myself
You hesitate my words
Oncoming day will show
I got more brains to think
I am your lord to speak
Drink me up well, lay down your head
One fault to your praying sanity
You want me to be what I want to
Crying your black tears under
The chaotic mass of mine
Blackness arises from deep
Hand on your mouth, too weak
I nail my eyes on you
Stone breaks knees to the floor
Fit shot for me give me the last thought
Pcture moving bodies with dead souls
Pathological truthless vision
Have to clean my hands before killing
Awakening ath the room I'm in a show
You see a friend do you see a friend
13. Love Yourself
Turning to myself the old breed is standing
In front of natural human
The wrong side of forty years
There's something wrong with me
I don't know what I should believe
Where I want there's not much to see
Think I knew before it was over
If you understood how to say
Written order between the lines
Leave this hell without fear
If you feel you can be on my side
Love yourself before you hate
All these visions passing by a mind
With a turtle eyes I could see
Anyhow it's on the way
What could better be
Love yourself before you hate
14. Ceremony To Fear
Colors I see are sentimental figures
The mass of people touches my frozen soul
A sound delights my ears I'm here alone
And it flatters her slow vanity
Chaos
Ceremony to fear
Picture on the wall is moving to the corner
A glass of air feed my open head
I seek too long deep seasons from your room
Claring rhyme chimes in slowly painted moves
Chaos
Ceremony to fear
Out on a field I felt a cold scene
Dressed emotions like a mortal pain
Keep my brains in ice they melt away
Pink soldiers carrying major's mind
Chaos
Ceremony to fear
Should I sleep until my mind is full filled
Exposing emptiness is using only tears
Disorder in a box too hardly I tried to have
The last thing that never needs to be shared
Chaos
Ceremony to fear
Can't there just be happiness
Order of sence is running through
The gallantly dying pride of mine
Over my speech, it's fading now
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