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SOUL GRIND LYRICS
"The Darkest Dawn" (1998)
1. Prelude to the Brightest Dawn (Stormblast's over)
2. Forever Lost in Her Sidereal Eternity
3. Moments of Deep Sadness
4. Of Stars and Burning Skies (Tragedy in IV acts)
5. In the Twilight
6. ...and Suddenly the Eternity Died
1. Prelude to the Brightest Dawn (Stormblast's over)
…and the burning globe with its whole majesty rises in the golden sky
2. Forever Lost in Her Sidereal Eternity
Forever lost for the eternity Shall I loose all my sanity ? To die fast is the best This distress I can't express Gone in a frozen limbo, to the God of Desperation I bow to die fast, is it the best ? No,no,in peace I Won't rest ! Alone, between two poles, one's love, one's hate, floating in absence of feelings and sensations, forever lost in her sidereality, when the only way is to avoid to think or to refuse the sense of being when the only way is to avoid to live and with nothing my life to be linked when the only way is to avoid to think or to refuse the sense of…BEING: I'd like to sink in an ocean of apathy and nothingness I want these shadows to disappear Or in these shadows to disappear! My brain is like in a stasis Death seems an oasis Because I am… FOREVER LOST Deep in a cryogenic solution I'm lost, I'm lost within myself In a cold nothingness I'm falling fast When not to suffer is your aim Life and death appear the same VOID… I'm searching for the void Of purity and innocence, they seem to be nonsense. The only salvation: on your life make no reflection 'cause the only way out is nothing to think about the only salvation: on your life make no reflection 'cause the only way out is nothing to thing about ! …and so I close my eyes hoping my life's just lies life will be forever a silly waste of time if I do not find my own way to be MY OWN WAY TO BE ! Alone, between two poles, one's love, one's hate Floating in absence of feelings and sensations, forever lost in her sidereality, when the only way is to avoid to think, or to refuse the sense of being, this is, this is, this is the reason why now my only aim's to die! TRY AND FEEL THIS !!! Closed in walls of cold indifference, made of hate and dark unsufference, in me burns the blaze of powerlessness, better die when life's nonsense! So I put an end Years passed like grains of sand. I am like in a stasis Death seems an oasis Because I am… FOREVER LOST Oh, how sweet would be To lay in a sidereal entity, oh, how sweet would be dying now, believe me. Forever lost for the eternity, shall I loose all my sanity ? to die fast is the best this distress I can't express gone in a frozen limbo, to the God of Desperation I bow to die fast, is it the best ? No, no in peace I won't rest FOREVER LOST
3. Moments of Deep Sadness
Life and inanity, where could the difference be ? I've lost, I've lost the faith in me I see everything turned to black Everything is turning black ! I AM CRYING Tears of stone destroying the night and day, my breath is ice, only a cold blaze inside ! my darling destiny I shall be changing thee My darling destiny I shall be facing thee ! I heard a voice, it was nothing but noise screaming and saying that I've gone insane ! Shadows in my brain, so difficult to explain I won't sit and wait, waiting for my own fate ! Why sometimes my life's so dark Like a night without a star ? And so heavy, the granite sky, is falling down into my eyes, deep, deep, deep, it hurts. My black soul, surrounded by Sense of guilt and its black child, deep sadness, inside of me, it's the end or the begin ? TRY AND LOOK AT YOU My darling destiny I shall be changing thee My darling destiny I shall be facing thee ! I heard a voice, it was nothing but noise screaming and saying that I've gone insane ! Shadows in my brain, so difficult to explain, I WON'T SIT AND …
4. Of Stars and Burning Skies (Tragedy in IV acts)
DRAMATIS PERSONAE: Soul Grind
Prologue: "this is the tale of a friend who decided his end"
I ACT: "I discover the infinite"
It was a dark moon less night And loneliness was my bride, I took a look above And I have the greatest strike ! It was the darkest night Loneliness was my bride, I took a look above And I thought "I'll better die !" Have you ever turned Up your eyes To the sky burnt Where the stars lie ? Can you understand The message they send ? How did I find the power to see ? Of stars and… Now at least I can breath ! …burning skies Burning sky is what in which I would like To be drown in its sea of infinite Where my being wanders free As my soul does forgetting about me ! How could my body be compared to thee ? So I lost the will to live ! It was a dark moonless night And loneliness was my bride, I took a look above And I felt a shiver down my spine ! Well, what are you ? Are you holes through which the light of the infinite Can filter down on me ? Or perhaps yours are God's eyes spying Me and my DESTINY ! OH, I feel like drunk, filled with the pain of a nonsense life !
II ACT: "An die Nacht"
"Hast auch du ein menschliches Herz, dunkle Macht, dunkle Macht unter deinem Mantel, das mir unsichtbar, kraeftig an die Seele geht?" ich verstehe nicht: hasse ich oder lieb'ich dich? was ist mir passiert? "Wie arm und kindisch, duenkt mir das Licht mit seinen bunten Dingen, wie erfreulich und gesegnet des tages abschied "ich verstehe nicht: hasse ich oder lib'ich dich? was ist mir passiert?
III ACT: "Melpomene and Urania"
So I close my eyes and let my body be Lost in your arcane embrace of guilt. How could I exist Compressed, nihiled, destroyed ? By your inspiring Muse and bride so beatiful, bringing me to suicide shall I find the power to turn up my head another time what a shame, for a humane being constantly compared to you great infinity...it how could I do being constantly compared to you great infinity...it how could I do what a shame, for a humane being constantly compared to you great infinity... I do not really know I dare live no more Being constantly compared to you Great infinity…it how could I do What a shame, for a humane Being constantly compared to you Great infinity…it how could I do You shine of black hole light Mesmerized hypnotized Even if you come at night Delightful darkness You took my heart, you took my brain Leaving me living in vain As my spirit lies in the dust Of a century-old carcass You have taken my soul Raped my heart Where are you? Tell me where you are have you hidden so far? Celestial globe in my heart Let my blood flow forever In this morbidity Let my thoughts wander Through the infinity And so I turned Up my eyes With all my courage To face the sky And I understand The message you send How could my body be compared to thee ( to thee) So I lost the will to live (to live)
IV Act: Mother Moon
Mother Moon may I Look you the eyes And convinced, admiring all your pride Ask you the reason of my life The life of a creature Living without knowing why So tell me Moon Mother Moon may I Look you the eyes And convinced, admiring all your pride Ask you the reason of my life Moon, tell me why, you never die Forever you roam in the sky You just hide when the sun's high You hide from his light And I am just material With nothing of ethereal But the probable Existance of a soul And my hate, my envy grows inside I cannot stand it anymore The fury leads me to madness I stand it nomore I stand it nomore So better die, so better die So i prefer the eternal black instead Of a meaningless faint light Just kiss me goodbye
5. In the Twilight
Do I have the time... to think? Or am I into a sea of doubts... to sink? Is this the edge of life Is this the edge of time Where am I to... go In the twilight Between the day and the night I cannot choose from wrong the right Where am I to go For you is a nothingness For me's world demise Lost in kind of Mental catatonia So, I look at me, inside, inside... Nothing's written, nothing is decided I'm as a road, coming to a partying way Like trapped in a maze, in a labirinth with no escape How could God define, what is wrong or right How could He? Nihilistic state in which I, Don't want anything but suicide As a flower witherin', I rot deep within. Try and wait if the things come to an end Just themselves So that I avoid to take a stand Am I wrong? Life and death Innocence and experience To be or to have Is this the edge of life Is this the edge of time Where am I to... go In the twilight Between the day and the night I cannot choose from wrong the right Where am I to go Minutes like years, hours like centuries 'till now, I found my way inside, inside, inside in the twilight
6. ...and Suddenly the Eternity Died
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