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SLAOTVEAN LYRICS
"Dementia" (1999 Demo)
1. Doomed
2. Night Stalker
3. Untitled
4. I Mind
5. Landscapes Of Agony
6. Mariner
7. My Funeral March
8. Dead Hopes
9. Dementia
10. The Ending
1. Doomed
Rescue my from darkness where I am.
Trapped in my consciousness, I can't believe the world I see.
Blinded by my mind, I can't escape myself.
I can't exit from here, I'm locked inside my head.
I must believe about the day when I'll write a symphony.
Everybody would found the sense of what I want to tell.
Thence, they will know what I need to rescue me from my cell.
I want to ear the silence of my demons to be delighted by the peace of my soul.
All these years that I've suffer are'nt enough to give back my pride.
I am disciple of eternal darkness doomed to failure, doomed to death.
Dreary look to the misery of my dormant destiny.
Hackneyed life, neglected existence.
As a recompense for failures perpetual mind's retrogradation.
I'm doomed to wait for my deliverance.
We're all guilty whitout jugement unknowning what's the blame.
We haven't decided to came to life, why ?
Rescue us from darkness where we are.
Trapped in our consciousness, we can't believe the world we see.
Blinded by our mind, we can't escape ourself.
We can't exit from here, we're locked inside our head.
2. Night Stalker
From where I am, I can see the stars shining so bright in a dark lustful sky.
From where I live, I can drink the water flowing from a snowy mountainside.
From where I learn, I can let my consciousness dominate on my confused mind.
From where I feel, I can taste the pleasure accorded to my blessed eyes.
My life have no longer these senses since I have been rejected.
My destiny is written as a drama which I will never know the end.
I, as a puppett, let me lead to nowhere.
To a none wanted life which I been infected.
I am anathemized by my dreadfull destiny
which drown my soul into infinite misery.
From where I though, Ideas as no longer sense fighting against logical reality.
From where I dream, illusions bring me away to my spirit exaltation .
From where I learn, I can let my consciousness dominate on my confused mind.
From where I feel, I can taste the pleasure accorded to my blessed eyes.
I, as a puppett, let me lead to nowhere.
To a none wanted life which I been infected.
I am anathemized by my dreadfull destiny
which drown my soul into infinite misery.
3. Untitled
Will of living is the essence to the human being.
Itself is stripped of knowledge, blind.
The knowledge is a principle supperadded, foreign of the origin.
Origin fight itself but our judgement gives victory to knowledge against will.
Death is the true inspiring genius.
I am naturally imperishable
and I only know myself as a neverending being.
Futhermore, we always tie the will of soul's immortality to a better world.
It's a prouf that this world is nothing else then nothing.
As long as we live, death isn't.
When death is, we aren't.
I am a piece in the univers.
I'm nothing else, no identity, no name.
4. I Mind
I mind about my worthless life.
What it can be whitout all theses plagues.
I mind about the meaning of life.
Why we're down here assuming these lies.
Tears running down from my spirit.
Death takes control over my will to survive.
Blessed my wishes until the end.
Misguided by ignorence about life.
I mind about the nullity of my being and my thoughts.
Tears are flowing from my spirit.
Death embraces my mind to release myself.
Darkness embraces my mind.
Emptyness shadowed my life.
I mind about my ideas, this fucking brain of mine wants to explode.
I mind always and forever, I'll never taste life 's flavour.
Tears running down from my spirit.
Death takes control over my will to survive.
Blessed my wishes until the end.
Misguided by ignorence about life.
I mind about my after life, will I be punished in eternal times ?
Tears flowing from my spirit.
Death embraces my mind to release myself .
5. Landscapes Of Agony
The rain fall on my and my sight is veil.
I can't see the path of light, there you are, waiting me.
Thence, I'm condamn in my hell,
in the sanctuary of my illusions,
in the world of my mistakes,
in the heaven of my darkness.
Alone in the landscapes of agony.
Alone where I want to be.
Image how great it's to be there.
Listen this music filled up with magic, it cames from there.
Alone in the lanscapes of agony.
Alone where I want to be.
Here it's cold, here it's frozen, here I can't ever feel my innocence.
Here the silence and memories will feed me for eternity.
Here it's cold, here it's frozen, in my universe I'm a refuge.
Here the silence and the present will still for eternity.
In the cradle of the death, I let me rock.
In the cradle of the death, my soul is shelted.
Alone in the lansapes of agony.
Alone where I want to be.
Let the death cames to me to unmask my reality.
6. Mariner
Descending into inner hell,
I burn the desires that I could'nt feel.
I've created my mind over all these sweets emotions.
I'll create to dominate a shell that nobody will penetrate
Just to be sure never being broken again.
A shell which can't be denied created to protect me
Against all the human stupidity.
Why it can't be like I wish ?
This eternal damnation is upon me.
Blessed by all.
I must exile myself from here.
I won't face this reallity.
Live in the dark for eternity.
Be the king in my realm
to control the land I dwell.
I start a trip which move me on to places that I'll feel home.
Like a mariner, I sail on the seas of my imagination
to the land of the perpetual freedom
where as a master I'll throne.
Why it can't be like I wish ?
This eternal damnation is upon me.
Blessed by all.
I must exile myself from here.
7. My Funeral March
I'm waking from my sleep but again darkness is in my eyes,
I can't conceive that it won't change.
I'm forced to believe, sadly your pleasure will never be mine.
I'm forced to live and I'm forced to cry whitout no one to hear my mourns.
Lust and love are for me no more my dreams cannot take form.
I want to know why you are so blinded by me ?
I don't know what it could be but it's makes you hate me.
I'm at the point of no return
because I can't imagine tomorrow.
In your life I'm a piece of trash.
I'm cursed by my thoughts.
8. Dead Hopes
Mesmerised by the storm of the night, I'm still waiting...
to kiss the garden of this erotic beauty,
to taste the blood which keep me warm.
Awaiting under the delight of the night
where my ideas are flowing with breeze,
I can't forget the softness of her skin close to mine
Dreams of passions so full of dead hopes.
Let her come to me for I can see her beauty which rises in my eyes.
For I make her pleasure
and give her my luxure.
The rest of the lyrics have been improvised
9. Dementia
I tried to broke the frame of reality which surround me.
It's not easy 'cause I can't admit my lack of fantasy.
My soul's so far from reality that I've imagined.
Lust illusions comes to me, condamned to remember.
In the vicious circle of my life,
only whispers can be understand.
My soul is so weary of it's destiny sobbing on every faillure.
As I can see now, nothing will change suffering and pain are to be eternaly.
But I'm still alive too dastard to kill myself.
I absorb my feelings to found the sense of my existence.
It's harder than it seems I've to appease my body and soul.
One force drives me and repulse my true will.
My beliefs stands on the day where everything will change.
Entering in a new dimension eyes suffused with tears, suffused with light.
In my dementia,I feel so alone throned on my misery.
In my dementia,I want to be gone to stop my reflexion.
Could I expect much from the life I got denying what I've claim?
Should I must leave the suffer's den to let me move by destiny's hands?
An inspiration drip from my spirit a spell flowing from my soul to my hands.
Creating this sweet and mournfull melody.
In my sorrow,love shines bright illuminant my fiery path.
Giving me the chance to be understand.
I feel something burning in me, more evil than anger and fury.
It takes control over my sense of decency.
It spell my mind and push me to relapse.
Solemnly I let me run by the infernal one.
I cannot deny it, it's what I've always wished
to transcent my human limits,
to break your lifes and pinish your existences.
I want to rule you.
Dementia, sweet taste of real life.
Dementia, lulling me to my inertia.
10. The Ending
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