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S.D.I. LYRICS
"Mistreated" (1989)
1. The Deal
2. Night of Tears
3. Violence
4. Instrumental
5. We Want More
6. Kiss Ass
7. Never
8. Mother
9. Mistreated
1. The Deal
THE DEAL
She hadn't got too much luck in her life
until she met this good-lookin' guy
they'd been together for only one night
She didn't even remember his name
Bad luck, she didn't get her menses
the whole world was thumblin' down
Last chance, so she went to the doctor
don't worry little girl!!!
Oh god, stand by me
what have I done
but it's too late
too late to repent
I've been despairing
I never had a chance
there's no excuse
I did the deal
First examinations
guileful hope grew in her brain
when she saw the content grin
Great luck, the doc said
You're just the girl I've been looking for
Great chance, I've got an offer for you
and I think you'll take the chance
Oh god, stand by me
what have I done
but it's too late
too late to repent
I've been despairing
I never had a chance
there's no excuse
I did the deal
Bastard, bastard,
they made a contract
now there's no way back
she sold the unborn life
Bastard
She'd better looked at
this damned contract
she didn't realize
Bad luck, what are you doing
can you tell me what is going on
No way back, this is no abortion
what the hell is going on
Oh god, stand by me
what have I done
but it's too late
too late to repent
I've been despairing
I never had a chance
there's no excuse
I did the deal
Don't worry, little girl
it's just a harmless experiment
I only need a speciman
of your child's genotype
to check up and improve
the stored genetic informations
Bastard, bastard
Your child will grow
and be something very special
You will be proud of it
Bastard
Relax, you can trust me,
everything will be allright
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Bastard, bastard, She had no chance to
prevent what happened
She was completely shocked
She had to watch him
creating
a monster growing inside her
Despair, I have to kill
this fruit of my body
Despair, Oh, I can't stand
to give away my peace of mind for money
Oh god, stand by me
what have I done
but it's too late
too late to repent
I've been despairing
I never had a chance
there's no excuse
I did the deal
2. Night of Tears
NIGHT OF TEARS
You remember the day when it all began
this lonely road's been burned into your memory
and this creeping fear coming over you
quickly growing to insanity
there's a shadow behind you
god damn, what can you do
The breathing behind you hammers in your ears
You want to run but you're paralyzed
and the shadow's coming up to you
You have to bow to the inevitable
You still remember the pain
You will never be the same
A night of tears, you never look back
You're never, you're never out of fears, don't want to look back
never, never
will you ever loose the feeling of being abused being used
oh no
You feel yourself offended and soiled
You feel the hate growing inside you
You feel weakness and despairing rage
and though, you don't know what to do
a nightmare's hunting you every night
every dream is full of harm and fright
A night of tears, you never look back
You're never, you're never out of fears, don't want to look back
never, never
will you ever loose the feeling of being abused being used
oh no
Is there really no chance
to call anyone your friend
a violation can't be the end
you're able to live to see true love again
please, try to forget
or this thing will drive you mad
A night of tears, you never look back
You're never, you're never out of fears, don't want to look back
never, never
You've got no hope to carry on, you don't believe in love no more
you want revenge you've got no strength to face your life again
will you ever loose the feeling of being abused being used
oh no
3. Violence
VIOLENCE
You've thought he'll be the
hero of your dreams
but now he lets you down
You've made a fault
and to you it seems
like you are pushed around
You just want to get awating from home
you don't want to be beaten anymore
You were far too young
your life has just begun
your're buried alive
you've to serve him at night
Violence, pure brute force
Violence, let me out
clocthes and dishes, a man full of claims
uptight problems boring you
crying childrens aching rough hands
always the same thing to do
but you think he'll find you everywhere
you don't believe you have a chance
Your body's full of blue marks
a humiliated heart
There's nobody you can tell
You're living in a hell
Violence, pure brute force
Violence, let me out
You can't stand this anymore, no
You won't resume this private war, no
It's enough, yeah
Just be tough, yeah
get, yeah
away, yeah
right now
What can you expect
from the prison where you're kept
Your surpression won't have an end
You know that you can't stand
Violence, pure brute force
Violence, let me out
Violence, pure brute force
Violence, let me out
4. Instrumental
5. We Want More
WE WANT MORE
You speak of businness and making money
You wear these fashionable clothes
I don't believe that it's so funny
to worship money like a god
Hey, You're only looking for your profit
Hey, hey, hey
you can't be sure of your friends (friends? what's that?)
We are the future, we're the èlite
We don't bear no failure, bear no defeat,
oh no
You think we might
are satisfied
We'll make it right
We want more
You think we might
are satisfied
We'll make it right
We want more
You can never ever get enough
You don't know any weakness, you're oh so tough
Hey, You never ever waste your time
Hey, hey, hey
as long as the sun of success keeps on shining
We are the best, we don't need humanity
we only count results, no matter 'bout the way
oh no...
You think we might
are satisfied
We'll make it right
We want more
You think we might
are satisfied
We'll make it right
We want more
6. Kiss Ass
KISS ASS
I still remember the day when I looked into my mail-box
and I found this letter that changed my life
It was a green envelope and I knew what it meant
even before I took the knife
They want to draft me
... train me to a killng machine
My country needs some cannon-fodder
and now the turn's on me
The ministry of defence adviced me to present myself
within the next six weeks
They told me the name and the unit and I felt the depression
coming over me
I stared at the green sheet
in my shaky hands
I could not believe a word
I couldn't understand
Kiss ass, kiss me
Kiss ass, backwards
Kiss ass, leave me alone
Kiss ass, out of
Kiss ass, my way
Kiss ass, big nuts to you
Kiss ass, I'm no
Kiss ass, soldier
Kiss ass, I swear you won't get me
I want to be free
Just the other day I tried to get informations to refuse
military service
But they threw obstacles into my way
and made me feel rather lawless
No possibility to prevent the distress
My head was fuckin' aching my thouth were in a mess
Kiss ass, kiss me
Kiss ass, backwards
Kiss ass, leave me alone
Kiss ass, out of
Kiss ass, my way
Kiss ass, big nuts to you
Kiss ass, I'm no
Kiss ass, soldier
Kiss ass, I swear you won't get me
I want to be free
The date of my draft approached so fast
and I knew I'd have no chance, at last
and I tried to hide myself
I was looking for some help
18 months away from home
leaving friends I wouldn't go
I had the choice to stand this hell
or be kept in a prison cell
cut my hair, stand at attention, we will think for you
submit yourself, get your weapon, we control the things you do
just be quiet, don't attract attention, we will think for you
submit yourself, get your weapon, we control the things you do
just be quiet, don't attract attention, don't leave rank and file
you're less than nothing, stand the tension, never ask us why
Why
Why
Never ask us why
I won't give up
my backbone's strong enough
I still have my hate
Do you really think you would have a chanche to break me
I will be the winner at the very end you'll see
You can't break me
Kiss ass, kiss me
Kiss ass, backwards
Kiss ass, leave me alone
Kiss ass, out of
Kiss ass, my way
Kiss ass, big nuts to you
Kiss ass, I'm no
Kiss ass, soldier
Kiss ass, I swear you won't get me
I want to be free
7. Never
NEVER
Sometimes you think there's nothing worth living for
Sometimes you think you can't stand it anymore
But after every peak you've climbed
stands a mountain just as high
You've got hope, you've got aims
and if you fail try it again
You've got hope to carry on, you've got stars in your eyes
and no-one can really let you down
You've got the power, you've got strenght, you've got stars in your eyes
You have trust in yourself, you are strong
Never, never, never give up
Never, never, never loose your hope
Never, never, let yourself go
Never, never, forget that you are strong
Emptiness, loneliness
you think your life is in a mess
But if you try to clear your sight
you'll find someone at your side
you'll realize you're not alone
you'not ready, you want more
You've got hope to carry on, you've got stars in your eyes
and no-one can really let you down
You've got the power, you've got strenght, you've got stars in your eyes
You have trust in yourself, you are strong
Never, never, never give up
Never, never, never loose your hope
Never, never, let yourself go
Never, never, forget that you are strong
Doubts
Frights
No hope
No might
But you're not at the end
You really want to live again
You've got hope to carry on, you've got stars in your eyes
8. Mother
MOTHER
You've had you fun, I'm the consequence
and your solution is violence
But I'm there you can't deny responsibility
Your levity means death for me
To surmont this misfortune
you think of an abortion
My death is you conclusion
a bloodstained solution
Mother, I'm not part of you
Mother, think over what you're doing
Mother, Have I no rights
Mother, I don't want to die
You think, it's your right, it's not a sin
My life shall end before it begins
Wasted thougths, wasted time, you've made yhour decision
I can't defend myself from desintagration
Nobody can tell you
what to think and what to do
You think your conscience's clear
you're not a murder
Mother, I'm not part of you
Mother, think over what you're doing
Mother, Have I no rights
Mother, I don't want to die
My day has come, I feel your exitement
you can't await to lead me to my end
I see the sharp edged instruments
You pay this knife and the killing hands
To surmont this misfortune
you pay this abortion
My death is you conclusion
an easy solution
Mother, Mother, Mother, Mother, I don't want to die
9. Mistreated
MISTREATED
Nobody can expect to
bet his life, and win
The knife in your back, boy
carries your friend's fingerprint
You've got no ground under your feet, and
you can't defend yourself
Only disappointments
when you rely on someone else
exhaustion causes mental weakness
tender devotion unmasks as pure selfishness
friends betray and lovers lie
tiresome favours you can't deny
nothing really works, at all
you feel your back against the wall
Mistreated, defeated
you feel lonesome and betrayed
you've got enough, you just can't wait
Mistreated, you're bleeding
but no-one sees the wounds you've got
no-one sees your flowing blood, oh no
You have reached the point when
nothing matters at all
You think, this will be your end
you won't take anymore
You know, you've lost this time
You've maybe lost your peace of mind
But if you have got self-respect
You will risk another bet
You know, your stake is your life
so try to win, try to survive
Mistreated, defeated
you feel lonesome and betrayed
you've got enough, you just can't wait
Mistreated, you're bleeding
but no-one sees the wounds you've got
no-one sees your flowing blood, oh no
Nobody can really take you down
You only have to take your chance
don't loose your power, don't hang around
and soon... you will be back again
You've learnt your lesson very well
you hide your heart, like in a shell
no-one hurts you anymore
you don't want something, you want more
be the hunter, not the victim
an emotional prison you want to live in, oh
Mistreated, defeated
you feel lonesome and betrayed
you've got enough, you just can't wait
Mistreated, you're bleeding
but no-one sees the wounds you've got
no-one sees your flowing blood, oh no
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