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RUINATION LYRICS
"Xura" (1999)
1. Eject 11
2. Souls On Fire
3. Trust Again
4. Long Way
5. World In Stain
6. Xura (The Land Of Pleasures Unattained)
7. Forever Descending
8. Dreamfield
9. Don't Take My Name In Vain
10. Vision Thing
1. Eject 11
2. Souls On Fire
Fallin' star is pulling me down
When I'm thinkin' bout the past
I would give my ears for this calm
This would be my own at last
Please make my all nights shine
Please help me to see in fine
Please explain the dreams of mine
All along the line
Please save me
From my torments ant pangs
Please save
‘Cause my all future hangs
By a thread over me
Narrow means is all what I see
In the land where the sun shines bright
I got myself in the blind lead
But I found my second sight
Please save me
‘Cause my soul is on fire
Please save me
From the absent desire
Of the flesh within me
3. Trust Again
The flash of fire descends
In moments sky's in grief
Lusts overfilled voluptuous flesh
I lie entombed, bereaved
Falling from the grace
My eyes are clear deep
Under Blackened glasses
Longing for the dawn
My beggar god's return
My dirty name of love
Like dust is pouring underfoot
In sick perception's dream
These hollow dreams will bleed
Like a rainful day
Like abounding place in stubs
Where ancient forest ever grown
Where I had grown
Beyond unknown
I'm embraced
Don't care: right or astray
Sky turns grey
But I trust again
I hate this wounded air
But I trust again
In shameless sun and moon
Upon I always howl
I trust in blood which is
Getting numb in veins
Worshipped by millenniums
Raped by modern brains
4. Long Way
I can't forget you and I cannot back
Night always becomes a pain
Your last words sound till now
I close my eyes and begin to realize
Long way into myself
My singing soul is dying to be free
I am tired from my pain
I can't perceive what's going round
I am afraid of nothing,
I try to forget it all
I am afraid of myself
Something changes in my mind I feel
And begin to realize
Long way into myself
I know my price, I feel my heart
Something changed in my mind
I found my mind, I found here myself
5. World In Stain
Shattered fate falling down
Looking back, falling once again
Take a flight to the edge of the world
Through the circle of constant pain
I saw the flood of dizzy angels
Mend the shredded shroud
Devoid of control
This skin, the ride takes me so high
I struggle in pain coming out of focus
The world in stain (around you)
It's what you never wanted
Final struggle against for hours
I knew it would never last
It thrives beneath the blood
It engraves you in daydream
Exploring the depths of unspoken abyss
Enjoy the high. Hit the ground.
Slowly freezing moments
Of ultimate sickening joy
Hungry eyes like acid blue
This is it when it gets to you
Where do I find what I've been shown?
Walking in daze with the empty hands
Sickener's seed azure devils in need
The passing days veiled underneath.
Leaving nothing but an empty shell
While I live I ignite in hell
I struggle in pain coming out of focus
The world in stain (around you)
It's what you never wanted
I struggle in pain I like violence in you
The world in stain (around you)
It's like a blackened flower
Final struggle against for hours
I knew it would never last
It thrives beneath the blood
It engraves you in daydream
Exploring the depths of unspoken abyss
Enjoy the high. Hit the ground.
Slowly freezing moments
Of ultimate sickening joy
I struggle in pain coming out of focus
The world in stain (around you)
It's what you never wanted
Painful steps through the valley of shadows
Speck of time. Drown in space.
Day after day I collapse
In a wake of sleepless nights
Alien with you, the demons whispers
Half an angel half a beast
Softly, gently creeping
My name is twisted lust
6. Xura (The Land Of Pleasures Unattained)
Look out to the hovering flock of the birds
Over the withering fields
They are dying and breeding again
Can't unleash out of wheel
Mad riot inside the rain its distress
Sickness of unconstraint
This rain is closing my eyes but its trace
Leaves me fleshless in space
Black like a dream of crow
So clear like a mountain source
Bitch blizzard will burn up my face
Spreading ashes through infinite worlds
My fingerprints and my sight easy lie
On the surface of time
I can't resist but I can realize
New dimension of mine
I am the slave and the master in one
I'm enthroned and marooned
Dancing slowly inside sphere of glass
Laugh at suffer forget my own roots
(Dancing with my darling buried in dead blossoms)
I'll tear to pieces those birds
For inviting this autumn to me
For trespassing my mansion of clouds
Landing remedy for wound that bleeds
7. Forever Descending
The extension of the black in the gulf of universe
The vastness of the space setting
The countless antitheses
Depressively bleak depths
Glimpse of the way in which world of dreams
Borders upon the real
Bury the dark irrational
Side of your queasy being
I'll rise to destroy you
In the shreds of liquid dementia
Wreak that havoc upon the outness
Rip the mask of chronic blindness
Highly violent blindest nature
Inscrutable malice sine wing it
All my soul within me burning
Fantastic terrors never felt before.
Euthanasia from the bloody hands of god
Threshold between reason and madness
Sarcastic descriptions of existential cuts
Dreaming behind insensible pane
Suffering beyond the outside world
Initial conditions bloom again
The reckless and unworshipping things
That lives and seek and give
No reasons for the torrid sentience
Uncertainly as to whither own destiny was foreseen
Before birth sentenced to sufferance
Leave me somewhere between faith and doubt
Leave my loneliness unbroken
Dirty souls in the worn bodies
Tortured by nameless fears and longings
Dread extinction and nothingness
8. Dreamfield
Somewhere, so far
Where grass has overgrown my footsteps
The heart lies starving under the sun
Sometime I've heard recourse
Through clanging guns
Embraced by useless beauty
I denied the gun
The sun married to the moon
Singing his last croon
Crying on the silent shore
I, I'll come back and find
All what I denied
All what now I'm asking for
Disgrace, devouring jackal's race
Oh, how I wish to sink in flames
Where my mysterious dreamland dwells
Strength, to leave this tired land
Feel chance at hand
But is this what I chose?
I smell the white/blue hell.
Strength, strength to leave this land
The key is in my hand
Shall I miss this outer world?
Fly, I shall fly so high
Cleave through laden sky
To my visionary fields
The sun is buried under moon
Singing his last croon
Crying on the silent shore…
9. Don't Take My Name In Vain
Did you find depths of mind?
I want you to feel
Do you hear screams from fear?
I want something to reveal for you
Open your eyes, what do you see?
You see only me
Give a glance to distant tree
It looks like me
Why did you find the way?
It is in grain
But if you do a mistake
It leads astray
Don't take my name in vain
Don't take my name…
Take your chance don't look back
There can be a dark
Heal your soul it's not a crack
Don't be a shark
10. Vision Thing
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