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RITUAL DESASTER LYRICS
"Final Blow" (2005 Demo)
1. Razor's edge
2. Possessed
3. Ghost
4. Second Chance
5. Necropolois
6. Not Me! Bitch!
7. Final Blow
8. Worthless
9. My Fucking Ruin
10. Awaiting The End
11. Point of No Return
12. Desperation
1. Razor's edge
Live on the edge
Of a razor
False hypocrites
Disgusting me
When i see other people in front of me
I already know that they're lying to me
Masking their true thoughts with fake "how do you do?"
Like if they care about what happens to you
When i see other people that's cheating to me
Disgust and nausea take control of me
I feel the need to puke, i feel the need to flee
I need to close in myself where anyone can't reach
Facing this reality i'm on a razor's edge
Facing this reality i'm on a razor's edge
Live on the edge
Of a razor
False hypocrites
Disgusting me
2. Possessed
I spent all my life fighting against an invisible enemy
My forces are slowling fading away, my demon will soon defeat me
The infernal avenger will soon be released
The planet will be blown away
I fight every day to keep under control
The demon that's inside my brain
But i already know that one day he'll break out
And then it will be much too late
Game is now over, the demon has won
He has now control of my brain
The price for my weakness the death of the earth
All life will cease to exist
The final onslaught is starting today
Tomorrow will be way too late
3. Ghost
Child of the night, alive but dead
Untouchable entity, invisible to man
Unable to touch, unable to feel
Unable to satisfy my appetite and thirst
I'm tired to wonder around
Tired of making no sound
Dont wanna live this life no more
I'd rather die than being a - Ghost
Cursed by the gods for eternity - Ghost
Silent watcher of the other's lives - Ghost
Even the relief of death is denied - Ghost
Trapped in this body since so many time
Don't even remember the warmth of the sun
The pleasure of food is to me so unreal
Loneliness cold the only things that i feel
Ghost - Untouchable entity, invisible to man
Ghost - Child of the night, forgotten by the world
Trapped in this body since so many time
Don't even remember the warmth of the sun
I think of my future with anguish and fear
What is my utility, what i'm doing here
Ghost - Cursed by the gods for eternity
Ghost - Even the relief of death is denied
4. Second Chance
Feel - Agony within
Try - Communicate with people
Fail - They never seem to care
At the end of your attempt you are always alone
Fall - Twisted into darkness
Fight - The evil in you
Wait - Again and again
At the end of the day you are always alone
Why - Why i cannot have a second chance
Why - Why nobody gives me a second chance
Why - Why i cannot have a second chance
Why - To me every possibility's denied
Burns - Agony within
Leave - Communicate with people
Give up - They never seem to care
At the end of your time you are always alone
Cry - Twisted into darkness
Fear - The evil in you
Die - Again and again
At the end of your life you are always alone
Your agony ends only when you decide
Your agony ends only when you decide
5. Necropolois
The falsity of the people who live in this city disgusts me
They mask their weakness behind expensive cars bought by their dad
You are just nothing
You deserve to die
City of ghosts, city of zombies
No future for you
They get out the night just to show up without caring of fun
Thinking that this way they'll manage to live a better kind of life
You are just nothing
You deserve to die
City of ghosts, city of zombies
No future for you
i would like to burn this necropolis to the ground to bring you a slow and painful death
You are just nothing
You deserve to die
City of ghosts, city of zombies
No future for you
City of ghosts, city of zombies
No future for you
6. Not Me! Bitch!
Your icecold eyes and frozen heart just smell of treachery
With your angelic face you're just the devil in disguise
Your body is just a sex machine, an instrument to use
You've never been capable to feel and give - love!
You manipulate people for your personal profit
And you don't give a fuck of all the suffering you bring
You use the others and then throw'em away without remorse
Because this is your only way to achive something in your - life!
Not! me! bitch! - I won't be your puppet
Not! me! bitch! - I won't be your puppet
What a pathetic, dumb, kind of person that you are
You useless piece of crap, you merciless calculator
You think you can have the world at your feet because you're nice
You should be abandoned to yourself and left to rot and starve - alone!
Not! me! bitch! - I won't be your puppet
Not! me! bitch! - I won't be your puppet
Not! me! bitch! - I won't be your puppet
Not! me! bitch! - I won't be your puppet
Get laid you cocksucking whore.
7. Final Blow
I live in a world of perennial darkness
My eyes have forgotten the colors of life - no
Pain desperation my only good friends
The only known feelings that fill up my days
Apathy prevails in a life of routine
Nothing's exciting, nothing is worth
Self-destructive spirit, heavy drugs abuse
My brain is slowly dying, i'm just an empty shell
Can't find something to fill the empty abyss of my soul
Never try to change my fate, i've lost every control - no
Always stabbed in the back by the people that i trusted
Any sort of good feeling is forbidden to my soul
Where the fuck is god, where the fuck has gone his mercy
Why he never gave me strength to heal my scars and keep on going
Where the fuck is family, where the fuck is love
Where the fuck has gone my long forgotten peace of mind?
I'll never see the end of this perennial darkness
I'll never see again the colors of life
There's no fucking god, there's no love no friends no family
Nothing more to say, only one thing left to do
Leave it all behind, put the bullet in the gun
My life has come to an end, i'm feeling happiness again
I will just pull the trigger and enjoy my final blow
8. Worthless
Your desperate screams will fade in the void
Your pitiful cries will soon be forgotten
Your begging for mercy will take you nowhere
Your worthless existence is going to end
I - refuse to consider you as a victim
I - refuse to hear your lamentations
Now - that you got what you deserve
How do you think that you will save yourself?
Your hunger for gold worked shit out of you
Will haunt every dream all the nights of your life
Because of your greed many innocents died
Your worthless existence's been only a fault
The ghosts in your mind scream for revenge
The ghosts in your mind scream for revenge
I - refuse to consider you as a victim
I - refuse to hear your lamentations
Now - that you got what you deserve
How do you think that you will save yourself?
Your desperate screams will fade in the void
Your pitiful cries will soon be forgotten
Your begging for mercy will take you nowhere
Your worthless existence is going to end
The ghosts in your mind scream for revenge
The ghosts in your mind scream for revenge
9. My Fucking Ruin
I lurk between the garbage of the world without a goal
In rare times of lucidity i still know i am a man
My life is just existence in an ocean of desolation
But i remember i were happy somewhere in the past
I was my fucking ruin
I was my fucking ruin
I remember all the love from my family
I remember my projects for the future, my ambitions
But things don't always go the way that you expect
Drugs and alcohol can morph you in the pale ghost of yourself
I was my fucking ruin
I was my fucking ruin
... And a young boy was found dead by hanging by the police this night in his flat. All he left is a short suicide note on the table, which will be kept secret by the inquirers until all the details will get clear.
I was my fucking ruin
I was my fucking ruin
As time went by the dawn was falling on me
Revealing a night without an end, a night without a light
So now I lurk between the garbage of this hostile world
Until i put the word end to the story of my life
I was my fucking ruin
You were my fucking ruin
My ruin.
10. Awaiting The End
Awaiting the end, awaiting the end
Awaiting the end, awaiting the end
Aware that this time there is no escape
Recall what you did, recall what you did
And sadly the answer is always the same
Wandering lost in the trail of remembrance
Your tears cried in vain which lead to the end
Wandering lost in the trail of remembrance
Driven by loneliness, followed by regret
Awaiting the end, Awaiting the end
Your body gives up and there's no turning back
No chance to retry, no chance to retry
May you rest in peace in your grave for all time
In your grave until the end of time
In your grave until the end of time
Time is too short and you wasted yours
Time is too short and you wasted yours
Time is too short and you wasted yours
Time is too short and you wasted yours
11. Point of No Return
Delusion and lies have marked my life
Filled with difficulties and negative thoughts
I just think about the true meaning of it all
And i can't find no answers, and I feel so alone
Locked in my room without seeing anyone
A gun my only company, the only escape
I tried to raise up in front my problems
Without realizing that I am their slave
Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone
Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone
Hate my only feeling to the world around me
I never have been able to find the right way
Refusing any kind of help to heal my soul
Remaining in my world made of broken dreams
I feel my soul so cold
A sense of abandon poisons my heart
Drowning in the endless void of myself
With the sole intention to make it end
Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone
Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return
There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone
12. Desperation
I only have desperation
I only want suicide
Desperation
Desperation
How much I hate desperation
How much I hate my life
Desperation
Desperation
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