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RAIN PAINT LYRICS
"Disillusion Of Purity" (2006)
1. Year Or Two
2. Give Back My Heart
3. Heart Will Stop
4. Thru The Mire
5. Disintegration (The CURE cover)
6. Purity
7. Final Peace
8. Inside Me
9. Disillusion (outro)
1. Year Or Two
(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)
Please come back, I can always try
I know what it’s like to yearn for you
It’s all the same, a year or two
It’s all the same if I can’t have you
I was a fool to believe the words were yours
I know you’ll never get my letters
I can’t stand it, You don’t know the truth
I love you and I want to be together
I can’t stand the thought of you with him
I can’t stand the lights, I want it dim
I can’t stand the world, let it die
I can’t stand our hearts not entwined
Did you have to judge my goals?
Did you have to be suspicious?
Do you want to be alone?
Because what you do will surely break our hearts
But you can’t be happy
You could be happy
I feel like there’s no use
In this we will both lose
I’d love to stay I have to go
Every time you said the words
you made me more alone
Have I ever judged what you’ve done?
Have I ever turned you down?
2. Give Back My Heart
(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)
Scream out loud for everyone
What would you say to her?
Because she won’t listen to anyone
telling what you would say to her
I know I’ll never get you back
But all the moments I have in my heart
I know you won’t be back I miss your soul
All our moments I have in my heart
GIVE BACK MY HEART
It’s nice to feel again
how it is to feel
you are somewhere else
lying next to me
It’s nice to feel again
how it is to feel
you are here with him
lying next to me
3. Heart Will Stop
(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)
Your heart will stop
The love will fade
You can’t hurt us
Since you are dead to us
You can leave
but you can’t leave our problems
You can leave
but you can’t leave your past
So run away from problems
Since you are dead to us
Run away, run away
End the day with precious way
Live with your guilt
You can’t hurt us
Maybe then you’ll see
you can live with the guilt
but you can’t hurt me
All the same
You’ll mess up your things
You can’t hurt me
The next time you’ll mess up your things
and you’ll end up alone Alone in the start
with no one to trust and no one you know
Another fake, another start,
or will you ever give up your ways?
4. Thru The Mire
(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)
Miss me it’s winter
Miss me, and I’ll be there
Walking thru the park
Holding you again
Walking thru the life
breaking hearts again
…leading thru the mire
touching every wall
with its toxic touch
it rots everyone
Waiting in the dark
Crying with the rain
Waiting all my life
Love is like the rain…
…running down the sewers
almost everywhere
cry from one source
destination’s everywhere
5. Disintegration (The CURE cover)
(music by Smith/Gallup/Williams/Thompson/O'Donnell/Tolhurst - lyrcs by Smith)
(published by Fiction Records)
Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless
Kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the
Velvety up tight against the side of me and
Mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in
Thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it
Starts the need to just let go my party piece
Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss
Before i feed the stench of a love for a younger
Meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts
In deep the holding up on bended knees the
Addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts
The need to just let go my party piece
But i never said i would stay to the end so i
Leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
Screaming me over and over and over i leave
You with photographs pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
When we both us knew how the ending would
Be...
So it's all come back round to breaking apart
Again breking apart like i'm made up of glass
Again making it up behind my back again
Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
Holding it up behind my head again cut in deep
To the heart of the bone again round and round
And round and it's coming apart again over and
Over and over
Now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces
I'll Pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone
Crying for sympathy
crocodile cry for the love of the crowd and the three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky through the glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth
Through the mouth of your eye through the eye
Of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to
heaven than ever feel whole again
I never said i would stay to the end i knew
I would leave you with babies and everything
Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
Screaming me over and over and over i leave
You with photographs pictues of trickery
Stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams when
both of us knew how the end always is...
how the end always is...
6. Purity
(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)
I hid my love long since gone
I miss the things I’ve never done
I miss the purity you left in me
You thought it would help me see
For wondering why the hell I’m this cold?
I give you what you gave me
You’re too stuck in this fucking world
I take back everything I gave you
You raised a dictator
Follow me and I’ll set you free
Can’t kill my self because I’d be totally alone
All the hate of the world is mine
and therefore it belongs to me.
This slavery is human
Disillusion of your purity
All the things you’ve kept from me
I miss you while I’m with you
I miss you while you’re gone
A different draw in another dimension
will draw this meek recollection
Like the truth by the time when me and you, we
know, we will never happen
I know you’ll never answer
I’ll tell all the world that you’re mine
It’s not true and never will be
It’s just a lie to feel inside
Hold me dearly
Say all the world is mine
Bring me everything
I’ll leave no one behind
The walls need paint
to hide away the stains
All around was hate
All around was pain
Painting devils on my walls
Will I ever get caught?
Hide away the blood
Hide away the stains
Kill the silence
Kill what’s left
Under black wings
Nothing’s left
Another world, sin
Nothing you’d regret
7. Final Peace
(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)
I’ve missed you for so long
I’ve reached you also I’ve lost
I’ve had you we were in love
I’ve lost you I am no more
We sat down once times ago
Together missed our stars
But you’re not you to me
It’s like you’re someone else
Living in a dream
no room for me there
Broken and harrow
your heart veils a trap
And amor‘s lost an arrow
his mind has no map
I doubt I really knew you
I regret I even saw you
I wait for a miracle to fill the day with grace
A plastic cover left for this empty place
Undo and clear what has been done
Clear it all away as the time runs
You won’t find happiness
it’s trapped in different time
It lies in a memory
too hard for you to find
I won’t find happiness
It’s inside your heart
Because walls grow higher
every time we have to part
Regret had found what love had lost
We can’t go over and we cant go around
And now death has found what life has lost
And your final peace it is never found
8. Inside Me
(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas)
Have I lost yesterday?
Was it all in vain?
Have I lost what I was in one day?
Did I give it all a way?
Is it all in vain?
To be what I was yesterday?
Tomorrow I’ll forgive you
something you’ve done
And tonight you’ll ask forgiveness
something you’ve done before
I can’t give you what you need
just let me sleep
I’ll either kill you or myself
I’m so weak
In a world of disconnection
I can try relate
still I cant find anything
before it’s too late
The only way to get relief
is to destroy it all
Give it back to all the people
to whom I know it belongs
I have tried to talk to you
but you can’t hear me at all
I must let you die with me
and it’s your fault, you all
Medical health in artificial reality
Controlling an empty mind
doesn’t know how leave
Let me out
Let me out of this misery
You are not me
and you can’t be inside me
There’s not one thing you do better
I’m me, we’re not together
I can’t kill you but I can kill us
is it really something that you want?
How did I lose yesterday?
Was it all in vain?
I have lost what I was
in one day
Did I give it all away?
Now it’s all in vain
It was me, I’m afraid
and I am never going away
9. Disillusion (outro)
(music by Aleksi Ahokas)
(instrumental)
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