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PANONSKI SINDROM LYRICS
"All In Vain" (2006 Demo)
1. Opening
2. Same
3. Extended Part - Same
4. Me.Alone
5. Extended Part - Me.Alone
6. Ending
7. Extended Part - Ending
8. No Roads Ahead?
9. My Noose
10. Betrayed
11. Change Side
12. One Day
13. Last Friend
14. Despair/Hope
15. Closing
1. Opening
2. Same
Lying myself "I can be, I can try again"
My senses's all burning,
Big ego now stripped away
Wrong
Wrong again, for all those
Words I've been said
It's useless to say
I broke'em with lies
Promises fails
Shouting through tears
"Yes I will change!"
Prayin' aloud
Forgive me again
But
I hate to fail that
I tried to make it
Sometimes I'm faking,
But always I'm failing
I'm closing my love I'm falling
I'm twisting the truth,
Forgeting
Last promise I gave
That struck me in head
Endlessly wrong
I did it again
How can I dare
To lie you again
How can you bare
This lying remake
Deep in my heart love stays the same
Everything. It all stays the same
Everything
This new dimension, payed with respection
All my depression, All my emotions
Go.go.go.go.away
I cannot see what I have to be,ney
I cannot believe I'm none of you want for
One
One who needs you most!
One
The one who needs you
I'm the one who needs you most
The one who needs you
Most
3. Extended Part - Same
4. Me.Alone
Save yourself, please, don't come,
Near me, I'm in pain
I can't count number of stairs I climb every day
To come, to be near
When all those wishes I made slips through
My hands, in a moment I can't even remember
and recall what I've done to you before
This evil obssesed me, I changed into something inpure
Welcome, to the world
Of pain of failure
Come, undo, decisions I've been made
I've been wrong, so goddamn wrong
About all the things I granted for good
Yes you care but I can't
Cuz I'm a failure of this world
My world insane
Insane
Insane
I'm wrong.
5. Extended Part - Me.Alone
6. Ending
I shoot my friend and woke the fucking
world of sadness and fears where
all this love I know
No longer exist,
So anymore you care, why you would need me
in this lonely world
Life bleeds before me
Deviance you planted
Can't overgrow my success
Of this truth I've stand
Of blood we shared
Through all our lives
Of pain we healed
Of love we've shared
It's now all gone
Our end is near
Through hate we breathe
Through hate we breathe
All the darkness of the world can't save us
from our shame
All the wish you could made
It's not reflecting, not evolving
Thru me
End
End
7. Extended Part - Ending
8. No Roads Ahead?
This light above your rightfull head
Begins to fade,it's all covered in haze
Windy roads no direction known
But It's your life that holds us so proud
I'll charge this light I'm holding
I'll change my life
No one could ever dimm me
No one should even try
Suicide, the easiest way
To forget the ones who really cared
Sometimes its the only decision, but
It's your life that holds us so proud
I'll charge this light I'm holding
I'll change my life
No one could ever dimm it
No one should even try
I'm struggling inside
Reborn, my blood boils
My points now strong
When I know what I want
From my life
Baldly I should stay
Demons are all tamed
Hardly you will win me
I know I will care
I know I will care
I know I will care
Better for myself
End of nothing
Start of something
Good, brave
I'm into my life
Hope I can make it and
Hope fear won't stop me again
Good, brave
I'm into it all
Hope I can make it
Hope fear won't stop me again
9. My Noose
On the road again
It's all I wanna be
Shouting and breathing my full life
You tried to brake me
But failed it,
You miss me once again, sucker
Hold your guns
You can fire it
But stone and wall won't be hurt
Better use your brain
You're loser
You're only doing just
What I want
I'll choose my noose
I'll plan my end
Get off my life
I won't forget
You know, You lost
You played wrong game
Control I have
I breathe I am
Victorios,
And I'll stop the process Of ereasing you
You're becoming weaker and smaller
With every blink I made, you became
Turned to nothing.
I'll choose my noose
I'll plan my end
Get off my life
I won't forget
You know, You lost
You played wrong game
Control I have
I breathe I am
I breathe my full loungs
I live again
I won't forget
How you treated me
I stand with pride
And no respect
I'm mean, I am back
To take what's mine
Sometimes I feel you're alive
You're making me sharp and aware
I'm loaded with anger I see
I'm stronger then you'll ever be
10. Betrayed
Nails hold my limbs
Rust flood my veins
I'm sold for nothing
Prepared for crossing
Over.over
Evil comes dancing comes creeping
They're gazing just staring into my end
Numb, now
I'm rising above
Can't feel a shit
Please Lord hold my breath,
Make me strong
Lord they've fucked
Again they've fucked
Why they deserted me
Why you abandon me
My father you betrayed me again, again
Father forgive them ignorance
They can not understand
11. Change Side
And so I finaly escaped
From this blank reality
That comes to the end
And all the things that
binds us together
are slipping through
I want my life back
I wanna change myself
I run
for the dreams
of better place
to stay to believe
I see our end
Before my eyes
I am hunted down
Over criticized.
This life became so disguisting,
I'm so helpless and it drives me mad.
Wanna break.That's not for me.
My time is now. No one touches me.
I wanna change side,
I wanna change side now
My turn is now
I wanna change side
I wanna change side.
No.No.No one can stop me.
12. One Day
One day I'll know
I'll be a man that gives you
All you wanted from my
Love and lies
You can accept I know, but
I can not feel
I belong to you
All pain
All lies
All lust is wanshing
My love will dissapear
While you
Denies me
Destroying all
I've been made
I know I'll ask you someday, someday
Why I deserve all the worst, all the worst
This life can offer me
I can't accept that
I strive for more
Gimme your full heart
Reveal your soul
Covered with thick ice
I can't look at your
Stone cold eyes
Leave me alone
I will prevail
Useless to say
I cared for you more
You wanna know
All of my lies
You're pushing like truth
Forgive me the time
We've sharing in love
Leave me alone
All I can make
Is to disappear
All I can make
Is to dissapear
All I can make
Just dissapear...
Love I can't deny is
Turned to hate within me
13. Last Friend
They've sold you pride again
It feels like shit.
Is this world all shame?
And how you'll handle it?
Try to look back
Go over it but
I can't promise that
Get me outta of my skin
Please, sorrow go away
It's my only pain,
My only pain I have
Can't erase you
From my head
New so called friends?
Forget about it
I'll try to look back
And go over it but
I can't change myself
Get me outta of my skin
Please, sorrow go away
Go away from me
I know all the fears
That can depress me.
Despair fully injected.
I can't controll it.
And all things we shared
Through our friendship
Now are sliping through
Now are sliping through
I'm collecting now
Of what's left of myself
I fell ashamed not brave enough
to start over with all the kindness
I've cherished before you left me alone
So
Alone, alone
So
Alone, alone
So alone, I'm left behind
So alone
Wait to see what you have done to me
Wait to feel how this will gonna end
For you, my last friend
You'd better be running,
Better don't look back man.
I'm a fierce, the fire that
Will burn you down.
Crazed, hurt, revengefull
I can't forget,so
Die,die,die
Slowly you breathe
You fuck.
Blood spits my face
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you!
14. Despair/Hope
15. Closing
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