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PAIN CONFESSOR LYRICS
"Turmoil" (2004)
1. Fiery Thorns
2. Hollow Souls
3. Whenever Dark Draws Near
4. Erased Of Empathy
5. Poor Man's Crown
6. Underworld
7. Waste Of Good Suffering
8. Soul Eraser
9. Instinct To Resist
10. Lake Of Regret
11. Just Names Remain
1. Fiery Thorns
Living with the deepest uncertainty they cry to the wind
Trying to shake the desperation off themselves dying rapidly inside
Feel the heat growing and burning your bones through
Unbearable decaying mourning I will never surrender
They challenged all raging against opinions of doubt
Killing everything on their way
No one shall recall
No one shall recall
They are fiery thorns
They are fiery thorns
Emptiness is crushing inside
The blood will turn cold
And it's punishment for all those
Mistakes of the most unhappy life
Love turning into jealous justice
Final confession buried dreams and the buried life
Fiery hell of souls lives forever
They challenged all raging against opinions of doubt
Killing everything on their way
No one shall recall
No one shall recall
Acts we never meant to be sworn to cherish the life between
Thousand questions satisfied answers
This fiery hell of souls lives forever
They are fiery thorns
They are fiery thorns
2. Hollow Souls
We must sin to sin more, swallow the tears of shame
Seize the voice of unbound
Something from beyond
Feel without bleeding through wounds
Neverending pain, take hold on the rush
Exit within
Make every deed count, no one else left to blame
Praise those who don't fear
Leave the earthly being
Hell descending from inside
Never catching the vanity
Of those who believe
Their false insanity
The cold touch of all life
To shake perfection of inner dissection
War of hate for pity of mind
Armored to stand against
The cold touch of all life
To shake perfection of inner dissection
War of hate for pity of mind
Words of mouth can't respect
Watching down on our hollow souls
The meaning of silence
Watching down on our hollow souls
Words of mouth can't respect
The meaning of silence
Wordful of past
Watching down on our hollow souls
Victims of imagination
Building confidence to rot alive
Watching down on our hollow souls
3. Whenever Dark Draws Near
All alone eternity in our heads
Questions Without meaning falling
Merciless is the call of the sleep
Whenever dark is near
All the screams have been silenced
Reason fell beyond nothingness
Blinding pain nowhere to catch
Weakness soft to the core
I lie in the bend of nails
Scars bleeding pain of the memories
I drink my fears
And behold what I've become
Whenever dark draws near
Fears raise their evil echoes
Whenever dark draws near
Silent cries haunt my mind
Hate ripping me apart
I despise this self hatred
I can't accept the help that you offer
My life has no meaning
4. Erased Of Empathy
Fates are twisting and turning
Erased of empathy
Forcefed with suffering
Diseased by apathy
Torn again to feed more flesh to the machines of hate
Torn again to feed more flesh to the machines of hate
Words are cutting and burning
Tongues are razorsharp
Eyes are tools for killing
A view of a bitter mind
Torn again to feed more flesh to the machines of hate
Torn again to feed more flesh to the machines of hate
Would you fight for today?
Do you struggle for the past?
Do I fight for my life?
I refuse to struggle in our past!
Would I fall today?
Should I die inside?
All that's left is the will to fight for my life
Twist the knife
Twist the words
Turn dead inside
Turn colder and ask yourself
Would you fight for today?
Do you struggle for the past?
Do I fight for my life?
I refuse to struggle in our past!
Would I fall today?
Should I die inside?
All that's left is the will to fight for my life
5. Poor Man's Crown
I love the rain
The tears heaven cries for I cannot cry myself
I gaze at the rain
And the pleasure pierces through my mind
The fall that sweeps away all woes off my troubled brow
In waiting my hopes lie
Hope to pass on my thorned crown
To another king of nothingness
To rule the court that suffocates their heirs
My soul wasn't worth much when
I sold it to become someone
Now all I have is a poor mans's crown
They said he brought respect
One couldn't earn in a lifetime
They chased him down and drove their envy through his heart
They found no glory there, no wealth an no honor
Only a tired man holding on to his smile
My soul wasn't worth much when
I sold it to become someone
Now all I have is a poor mans's crown
My soul wasn't worth much when
I sold it to become someone
Now all I have is a poor mans's crown
6. Underworld
Every fucking day the world falls on me
I'm closer to suicide
The last light of my life will stop shining, I want to die
I'm dreaming of an underworld
Where I can sleep forever
I hope that demons answer to my call
You whip my mind to believe in dark forces
It's the only way to survive
I don't know who I am, what to believe
I have no guts to take my life
All this suffering between death and misery
Where I can find myself going deeper and deeper
Through my sinful past
You whip my mind to believe in dark forces
It's the only way to survive
I'm dreaming of an underworld
I hope that demons answer to my call
I'm dreaming of an underworld
Where I can sleep forever
I hope that demons answer to my call
You whip my mind to believe in dark forces
It's the only way to survive
7. Waste Of Good Suffering
Nobody wants to know you
You have only yourself to blame
You have betrayed me, this anger burns in my soul
It wants to break out tearing your weak soul apart
You're fresh out of friends, you shall open the gates of pain
We're sick of your lies, you have only yourself to blame
Have some courage, your tears are a waste of good suffering
You're in my shackles and I will never end your pain
You have betrayed me, one last lie, one last time
It wants to break out tearing your weak soul apart
You shall open the gates of pain
You have only yourself to blame
Feel my hatred
You are in the shackles of pain
You have only yourself to blame
Nobody wants to know you
You have only yourself to blame
You have betrayed me, this anger burns in my soul
It wants to break out tearing your weak soul apart
You shall open the gates of pain
You have only yourself to blame
Feel my hatred
You are in the shackles of pain
You have only yourself to blame
You're fresh out of friends, you shall open the gates of pain
We're sick of your lies, you have only yourself to blame
You're fresh out of friends, you shall open the gates of pain
We're sick of your lies, you have only yourself to blame
8. Soul Eraser
You're soul eraser
Nothing's conceived through pain
My rage, my anger
No life is lived through hate
Every flower has a lifespan from a seed to it's withered end
Your beauty lasts as long as love is selfisness
Do you know me, do you know where i came from?
End this existence for all i care
There's nothing within me now
The end, the razor
Your words are salt for my wounds
My absolution
The sweet words erase away my wounds
I make amends to the world
With no fear in my heart
I wasted love, i forgot to live
I wish to bury your lies
And accept that you are
I wasted love, i forgot to live
I wish to bury your lies
And accept that you are
Soul eraser
Erase your soul
You're soul eraser
Every flower has a lifespan from a seed to it's withered end
Your beauty lasts as long as love is selfisness
Do you know me, do you know where i came from?
End this existence for all i care
There's nothing within me now
I wasted love, i forgot to live
I wish to bury your lies
And accept that you are
Soul eraser
Erase your soul
You're soul eraser
It never kneeled down for you
9. Instinct To Resist
Why is it so complicated to realize living in human hell?
How is it possible to never be finished by the thoughts which fell under the spell
Impossible to avoid bleeding inside
Soul built to feel outside
Inner peace, most lethal weapon of them all
Word of relations, lies of passion
All those thoughts that we tried to hide
We will die, we are forever alone
We take two steps closer to hell
And make the mistake of being born into this world
We sign our destiny to be alone...
10. Lake Of Regret
Respect, we breathe it like a drowning man drawing his last breath
Regret, we washed away our religions in the lake of regret
Shallow, shallow minds do horrible deeds
Eyes sewn shut through anguish, betrayal taught through pain
Never ending dream to wash away our religions
I never say that is a dream
I wash my purity away in the lake of regret
Belief, the deeper it goes the less it matters what you believe in
Never forget that you are your own god
Shallow, shallow minds do horrible deeds
Eyes sewn shut through anguish, betrayal taught through pain
Never ending dream to wash away our religions
I never say that is a dream
I wash my purity away in the lake of regret
My faith will never rise from the lake of regret
All this holiness
That you regreted
Let cold water wash away
This man made God
Eyes sewn shut through anguish, betrayal taught through pain
Never ending dream to wash away our religions
I never say that is a dream
I wash my purity away in the lake of regret
Eyes sewn shut through anguish, betrayal taught through pain
Never ending dream to wash away our religions
I never say that is a dream
I wash my purity away in the lake of regret
11. Just Names Remain
Years of prolonged bitterness
Have worn me down
I saw this day coming
I've never felt this sick in my life
Growing mad with suspicion
Deep down inside it's certain
I dread the days to come
This game will end tonight
[chorus]
For what you did and what you left undone
You are truly dead to me now
For what you did and what you left undone
You are truly dead to me now
Just names remain
Name of true hate
Your dead heart
How the hell did I fall in love
Just names remain
Name of true hate
Your dead heart
How the hell did I fall in love
In heartbreaking dreams I kill you and our son
Defenceless, innocent, hence he dies unborn
Blind hate paves the way to destruction
Seals the end of life
Only shame remains as bloody wounds
On your lover and his whore
[chorus]
"I could have been a father, raise you as my son
of all my mistakes in life, this cannot be undone
she could have been a mother, love you as our son
yet chose to break our trinity, and now all hope is gone"
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