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ONE STEP BEYOND LYRICS
"OSB / One Step Beyond" (2000)
1. Tiny Seconds
2. Thorn in my Side
3. Falling
4. What's Real (And what I Feel)
5. Reflect
6. Exposed
7. Rising Above
8. Wasted
9. Future Politician
10. Having it All
11. I will Survive
12. I.W.S. (Radio Edit)
1. Tiny Seconds
2. Thorn in my Side
3. Falling
lyrics: Susan Wendelken
Pull my strings
And watch me dance for you
And Watch me dance for you
Feel my sickness
I beg you for the poison
I beg you for the poison
Don't show me the way out
Even if this kills me
Make me feel so filthy
Make me feel so filthy
Vile submission
Blind and masochistic
Blind and masochistic
Oh yeah, I'm falling
In no real direction
Feeding my infection
Don't show me the way out
Even if this kills me
Make me feel so filthy
Make me feel so filthy
How much should I hate myself
To make you feel that I love you enough?
When will you be satisfied?
When I bleed will you be satisfied?
Don't show me the way out
Even if this kills me
Make me feel so filthy
Make me feel so filthy
How much should I hate myself
To make you feel that I love you enough?
When will you be satisfied?
When I bleed will you be satisfied?
Feel my sickness
I beg you for the poison
I beg you, I beg you for the poison
4. What's Real (And what I Feel)
Lyrics by: Bob Valderrama
The time for bargaining is over
Don't know why I did what I did
Thought I'd learned from past mistakes
Old habits are hard to break
Overwhelming guilt eating at me like a cancer cell
Wanna cut it out and send it to you
My living hell
How many times can I fool myself
Into thinking I'm alright?
How many times can I walk the line
Between what's real and what I feel?
Scars that run so deep
I will wear them proud if need be
Fear drenched cloth all around me
Release the hate never too late to see
How many times can I fool myself
Into thinking I'm alright?
How many times can I walk the line
Between what's real and what I feel?
Those who wish that they were me
Onlt catch a glimpse of what could be
What I wouldn't give for a second chance
So much potential yet to be seen
How many times can I fool myself
Into thinking I'm alright?
How many times can I walk the line
Between what's real and what I feel?
5. Reflect
Lyrics by: Bob Valderrama
Changing with the seasons
Unprepared for the day the sun comes
Defenses twist with the coming of Spring
New life rises up
Inside I am freezing
Even until the August swelter
Goodbye mother, goodbye father
I vanish into the Winter
Forced to smile for appearances
A lie to prevent intrusion
Autumn's beauty lingers in my past
Memories coming back
Life's colors darken as I reflect
The sun's departure
Goodbye mother, goodbye father
I vanish into the Winter
Didn't I deserve better than this?
My thoughts race, perverse is my intent
Winter's cold heart shall I now embrace
Pleasure & pain are now one and the same
A time that is past is not forgotten
Goodbye mother, goodbye father
I vanish into the Winter
6. Exposed
7. Rising Above
lyrics: Urith Myree
Don't come crying to me now
Don't come crying to me now
This one-sided affair is over
I used to call you with my heart on my sleeve
You never knew what to say
You never cared what I needed
Don't come crying to me now
Don't come crying to me now
My days of needing you are over
The tide has turned on you my friend
Shall I watch you drown
Watch you drown?
It's not so easy to walk away
But I will rise as I watch you go down
All I wanted was for you to display
That you loved me for what I am
So don't come crying to me now
Don't come crying to me now
My days of feeling you are over
The tide has turned on you my friend
Shall I watch you drown
Watch you drown?
It's not so easy to walk away
But I will rise as I watch you go down
You're sinking down
You're drowning
Going down
I will rise
Your self-absorption it had caught my attention
Was I better than no attention at all?
You never showed that you cared
In this one-sided affair
So you can dry your own tears as they fall
The tide has turned on you my friend
Shall I watch you drown
Watch you drown?
It's not so easy to walk away
But I will rise as I watch you go down
You're sinking down
You're drowning
Going down
I will rise
(Now that I've moved on
You'll wonder where I've gone)
You're sinking, you're drowning
Going...
I will rise
8. Wasted
9. Future Politician
10. Having it All
11. I will Survive
12. I.W.S. (Radio Edit)
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