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...OF THE HUMAN CONDITION LYRICS
"Repetition is Inevitable" (2002 Demo)
1. Intro
2. Blinded by Faith
3. Reflection in the Blade
4. Spare Your Pity
1. Intro
2. Blinded by Faith
Here we are again
Back where we started
Nothing will ever change
I won't let go of my hate
My rage consumes me
The anger grows within
No matter how I try
I cannot make you see
You're so fucking blind
Ignore what you don't like
Go ahead and close your eyes
So you don't have to feel
You follow without question
No thought allowed here
Can't you see you have no soul?
Don't you feel empty inside
So many people are dying
Fighting for the belief
The belief is just a lie
Another reason to kill
Mad men kill thousands
Slain men lay to rot
Your conscience is clear
It's all in the name of your god
Kill your god follow your heart
Think for yourself your life is yours
For so long now
Since the dawn of time
The scared masses
Have followed the light
All for the promise
Of eternal life
I can't help but feel
Just a little violated
You meekly do gods will
What about what's best for you
You deserve your own opinion
God is speaking through your mouth
Reason for his decline
No longer do we cower
We think for ourselves
We decide our own truth
Wear your mask
To hide your shame
Your eyes show through
As does your pain
In this time and place
Where all hope is gone
You will try to find
Something to hold on
There's no need to slave
To words of confusion
Believe in what's inside of you
Who takes your pain?
Wraps it in shame
Spewing word of hate and punishment
Believing in love and preach damnation
I'm tired of feeling worthless
Give me reason
Then you pray
Always silence remains
How much longer can you keep your faith?
When no ones listening
Look inside
You'll find the truth in you
Be strong and reclaim
Your life and your mind
You sit and pray
And do nothing
For fear of sin
When you wake up
From your hell
You will realise
Its time to die
3. Reflection in the Blade
Beneath a perfect sky
The sun begins to fade
I cover up my eyes
So nothing seems so grey
After the rain I thought that I
Could face another day
But in the depth of my denial
I feel the brightness stray
Reflection in the blade
The face of my self hate
I gently lift the sleeves
I try to find my veins
Just one small cut
It's all I really need
To feel the blood run cold
It sets my mind free
I'm on my knees I pray
Don't let this be a sin on my head
To gain eternal rest
We can't persist in this dismay
I damn the de-ja-vus of life
And wish myself to sleep
If all I wanted was a blade
Would I be cursed unto this loathsome place?
The dawn beams down
Radiant and bright
I can't face you now
So leave me here to fall
I think of your face
My life's only joy
Tears roll down your cheek
You're standing all alone
Rain falls all around
There's a hole in the ground
The tombstone lays blank
You can't remember my face
Regret consumes me
We can't leave it like this
After the rain I thought that I
Could face myself again
But my reflection bares a side that
Still brings me to shame
Rest from pain
I want to die
Cut my wrists
Let them bleed
Searching for something
But don't know why I keep trying
Wasting away without a sign
Disguise a silent fate
You'll throw the blame on everyone
But its just destiny
Wash my sins
Away with blood
Red the hue
Of my demise
You never tried to see my view
You never wanted to see
I never wanted to be you
Why can't you just let me be?
Wasted all my time
On hating it's draining
You whisper so you can blame us
When we haven't heard
I'm getting so cold
I'm nearing the end
I can't turn back now
I have made my choice
4. Spare Your Pity
I thought I could rely on you
To be a pillar of strength
I thought we were the same
And that we would always be together
One mistake was never a lack of trust
And twice you stood on me
And every time I turned around
You stabbed me in the back
Fucking bitch never want to see your face again
After what you did I don't think I can last
You ask too much of me and then you want more whore
Can't see past what you left behind
Give me your shit advice
You don't know what its like
I've come to realise that sometimes
Blood don't mean a thing
Spare me your fucking pity
I choose to hide in shame
Fuck your idealistic views
It's not how it works
You wear this face id never seen
'til I got so sick of forgiving
You're no different than you were before
It's just that I have changed
Well it's a shame you believe your lies
And follow empty words
If you weren't afraid to be human
You might just see
Throw me away like I'm just a piece of trash
Try to lose me in the crowd
Just another face in another place
I'm not like that I want to be different
I want to be seen but I'm just ignored
All the revoltion I can't hold
Hold down my stomach
Or my anguish or my fears
You heartless fiend
I despise my heritage
I hate your religion
People pushing their shit
On everyone else
Mister popularity I hope your happy now
Step on everyone to help you stay on top
Use and abuse your friends and foes alike
What do you see when you look in the mirror
Are you happy now?
Is this how you dreamed
Me broken you win
Are you happy now?
Spare your pity
You need it for yourself
I hope you're happy now
Just kept pushing me
I exploded in a fit of rage
Just like you knew I would
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