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NORDREAM LYRICS
"Memories Progression" (2000)
1. Of A Hope
2. Vaguest Dreams
3. Piercing Time
4. I Love
5. The 2 Beauties
6. Forcefed
7. Ugly Face
8. A Heaven In Hell's Despair
9. Hvost
1. Of A Hope
of a hope
i have returned- another journey has come to an end
no victory and no defeat- i'm there where i would stand
was it just another useless run from what i've always been?
i failed except all those nice things i've seen
skin and bones- empty hands
stubborn pride it still demands
same old feed- same old greed
food for paltry ego
and the pain, just the pain
same old pain- my only gain
i just moved on my way
closer to my dying day
A day of battle
Torn between wanting to relieve my soul by searching for peace
And wanting to hope...
handful of dreams
and i reach out for a dope
chasing the beam
of a dying hope
with vaguest dreams
blade...pills...rope
what else could be killing as roughly
as a dying of a hope?
How many times has it let me down
How do i tear this hope out of my wretched body
2. Vaguest Dreams
vaguest dreams
It's heartbreaking how dreams die.
Dreams don't simply vanish away overnight.
They tend to shatter and crumble and break and devastate the soul.
They writhe in my dreams at nights, wake me up in tears, break me down piece by piece,
...they whisper tauntingly in my head just as I am taking a quiet stroll in the park,
...they scream at me just as I am trying to settle down to sleep.
And for years after, they remain heavy in my heart, a wound that will never quite heal.
3. Piercing Time
piercing time
this piercing time!
painting monotonous trees
passionate summer is fading to die
leaving behind only vague howling "please..."
calm hatred,
calm pain and all soulstorms at once
reign stillness so peaceful
as leaves start their heavenly dance
give sadness
creeping as cold morning fog
ashen skies silent as stone!
hear melancholy monologue
pour waters,
blow whirling and fury like winds
gift sunlight so rare
days come to get cleaned
remembrance...
why did you call
those remembrance so bleak
so distant and pure?
oblivious memory rising...
this piercing time!
piercing my fossilized heart
words slowly coming into a rhyme
sing about my long ago forgotten art
4. I Love
i love
the bleeding heart that aches in love
the moaning soul enchained by weird thirst
awaiting something from somewhere above
the floods of tears, the mourn of lost
come deify illusion breed
and turning blind, come taste this sweetest drug
come reap the pain in beating piece of meat-
i call it this, they call it heart
i love when it's dead
empty and cold
not a lament in my breast
i can tell sand from true gold
life is vain, an endless state of pain...
all kinds of pain...
then jealousy and ecstasy
will cruelly lash with burning whip
so smothering will be the misery
and hate shall come, so bright and deep!
and in the end all strength is gone
these stupefied and devastated fools
will become none and mentally undone
then calm i'll pass sneering stone and cool
i made it all dead
within my breast
within my head on endless quest
for what`s not pain, for what`s not vain
5. The 2 Beauties
the two beauties
(instrumental)
6. Forcefed
forcefed
Life has taken me again back to pain
And fallen to its delusions I came to Death
"Bestow upon me
A heart of stone,
A soul in dream dead sleep,
A frigid flesh"
Through constant anguish
And masochistic efforts over this tortured self
I was teaching my soul to ignore
The wounded heart up-risen
Fought against this dead torment with radiance
Coming from where THERE IS NO DEATH
Through the shroud of pain I beheld the Two Beauties
Both in gold and dirt
Force fed, I don't choose any fuckin' longer
Being enslaved by what I am and will ever be...
The wounded heart up-risen
Fought against this dead torment with radiance
Coming from where NOTHING IS NOT
7. Ugly Face
ugly face
(instrumental)
8. A Heaven In Hell's Despair
a heaven in hell's despair
(instrumental)
9. Hvost
hvost
(instrumental)
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