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NEPHENZY CHAOS ORDER LYRICS
"Pure Black Disease" (2003)
1. Intro/Wounds
2. Thou who parts Flesh
3. Total Abuse
4. Control
5. Mental Agression
6. Insomnia
7. Death Manifesto
8. Pure Black Disease
9. No Repent
10. N.C.O
1. Intro/Wounds
Leave my wounds open,
‘Cause I am not here to heal.
Leave my veins pumping,
‘Cause I am not here to live.
Cut my wounds bigger,
‘Cause pain is all I have.
Don’t stop my blood from spilling,
‘Cause life is just despair.
Burn my fucking body,
I’ll burn for you in hell.
Fierce thoughts of anguish,
Exploding in my brain.
Treat me like your garbage,
‘Cause I am not worth the pain.
Treat me like a tumour,
‘Cause that is what I am.
Leave my wounds open,
‘Cause I am not here to heal.
Leave my veins pumping,
‘Cause I am not here to live.
And when this life is over
My destiny is fulfilled.
2. Thou who parts Flesh
Oh cutter of veins,
Thou who parts flesh,
Red are the roses you grow.
Let me this night
Be the soil from which you nourish.
Deliver into limbs
Your rhythmic slaughter.
Tender is the wound,
Shooting trickles through the sky,
And the freezing that follows.
Ramming concrete.
The snap of wet bone
Protruding its wrappings.
And the sickening delight
Of discovering therein;
There is virtue in mourning.
Stab and burn
With slashing vengeance.
Like a constant churn
This millstone penance.
I loose well if nothing else.
I smile not.
Life passes by
With giant leaps
In slow motion.
Steal not this from me,
Oh beautiful love.
Undeserving as I am,
Of your caring affection.
Chances are I’ll let you all down.
The essence of my being.
3. Total Abuse
Long for death, kill your pain
Feed your flesh, cut it up
Mental relapse, total abuse
Burning skin, torture lust
Rip, cut, and open wide
Blood, flesh, from my veins
Lust of death in my mind
Pleasure, pain, pleasure lust
Total Abuse - of a human mind
Total Abuse - end of mankind
Total Abuse - refuse and die
Total Abuse - total control
Grip, pull, and tear it out
Self-destruction, human waste
Discipline, punishment
Stick it out you dirty cunt
4. Control
I have seen my future,
Not much there to see.
Anger and betrayal,
Like it used to be.
I have lived my past,
Joyful ain’t not the word.
Agony and wounds,
Like it always is.
Have you seen my death?
A pleasant thing to watch.
Watch me as I cum.
Pure black disease
I have crossed an ocean,
Of misery and blood.
Souless fucking creatures,
Drowning there with me.
Oh I loath you, humanity.
You're nothing worth to me,
Cause I have seen your future
And I will not shed a tear.
You bled for your faith,
Now bleed for your lies.
Cause I have seen your future.
Millions of your people,
Dying there for me
5. Mental Agression
In the realms of time,
I can devastate your mind,
Rape your fucking soul
And all that it beholds.
In your mind I will find nothing,
Nothing but joy.
But when I’m done,
The only thing you will feel is pain.
Drifting in between tears and laughter.
Wondering if this is for real?
Sane or insane?
Dream or reality?
I will kill again.
Mental aggression -assassin
This is what you feel.
Burning from beneath.
Through your holy shape.
Benighted by my breath.
I shall drain your memory.
In blasphemy I reign.
6. Insomnia
I am your insomnia.
I am your worst nightmare.
I am your religion.
I am fear, come drink my ambrosia.
You are never sleeping.
You are always dreaming.
You pray to your master.
I am pain, your last solution
Save me, I am drowning!
Save me, I am dying!
Save you? I will not!
Enter now, my world of despair.
In this world I am freezing.
In this place I am dreaming.
This religion that I worship,
It’s called Death and it’s my master.
Chains around my body,
Thorns pressed into my skin.
Blood oozing from these wounds,
My sanity just slipped away.
I smile ‘cause you’re my saviour.
I die ‘cause I am your victim.
Pain is all that matters,
In this world that I call Death!
7. Death Manifesto
You shall feel my power.
You shall taste my strength
When your souls are burning.
I shall rule again
Upon my throne of hatred.
I look down on my slaves
Little child of light
You will bleed again
DEATH MANIFESTO
I step down from my throne.
With vengeance I strike again
My visions where carved in stone
A thousand years ago
Power from the strongest
Fire be thy name
I crush your whole existens
War shall rule again...
8. Pure Black Disease
How does it feel to be dead inside?
How does it feel to have nothing but pain?
Kneel to your lust and make it go away.
I will show you the way!
The only true way
So come here
And receive my gift.
Pure black disease
I give to the world.
Pure black disease
Oblivion, my friend.
Pure black disease
I am the way.
If you ask me what I feel for this world
My answer will be remorse.
Remorse, because I could not end it untill now.
The fruit of my labor is what you get.
I am the Purifier, your last sight of humanity.
Now my mission soon will end
Because my visions spread like aids,
I am fucking your precious world
Giving you my sickness and joy.
Pure black disease
I give to the world.
Pure black disease
Oblivion, my friend.
Pure black disease
I am the way.
Completed it is,
My pure black disease,
And you will exist
In dust and painful memories.
9. No Repent
A storm circulates in my head.
These thoughts of anger.
Sleepless nights, demons call.
The light makes me fall.
My shadow is my only friend.
Pain comes with me.
Darkness is the only shade in my life.
Soul rapers, Mind breaker, empty me.
I cut my wrist for the thousand time,
This will do it, no failure this time.
I slide down under, holding my breath,
Waiting for saviour, no fucking regret.
I’m pulled from my sleepless nights,
Dragged in to darkness.
The storms are silent now,
My dreams has came trough.
A thought circulates in my head.
This thought of no repent.
No more sleepless nights, hear the demons whisper;
The dark makes me cum!
10. N.C.O
Like a bliss, a kiss from the lips of the leper.
Enter and ignite these walls of sense in me.
Demon, Fever, Madness, Deceiver,
Inject yourself into man and defeat her.
The crystalline structure of all that we run from.
Blazing with madness, within us yet lonesome.
A kingdom ruled by the weirdest of kings,
Some kind of serpent feathered goat with wings.
Heroin, mescaline, proud imitators.
Birds walking into mouths of alligators.
Cocaine, mezzadrine, cheapest of clones.
For merely its reek turns these bread into stones.
Stellar prince, no one wins, in your eyes no one sins.
Murderous, treacherous, eternal Orobouros.
Order through chaos, reverse and betray us.
Cancerous cure do you love us or hate us?
We may aim to see it clear
And yearn to meet its face,
Yet it hides within itself
In kaleidoscopic grace.
Faceless self.
Out of sight.
With eyes so dark they make the night sky look bright.
Mirrored the map was, reversed and backwards.
I found you, escaped you, and look what it came to;
A life filled with nothing a world filled with scum,
A knife and a rope and a bottle of rum.
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