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NDE LYRICS
"End Of Trust" (2002)
1. This World
2. Watch The Skies
3. Gearbox
4. End Of Trust
5. Everybody Dies
6. Bloodshot
7. III Day Grip
8. Been There
9. Mistakes
10. Clonedhead
11. Always
12. Halo
1. This World
Sometimes I couldn't care less about this world
Sometimes it's so fucked up
sometimes I wonder how we got this far with things the way they are
Are you talking - Are you done yet
I'm fed up with your bullshit
All you've said are lies
Had me hipnotized
It was no suprise
You were in disguise
I've had enough of this- Of all this work and shit
I'm fucking sick of it - Wont be a part of it
I wasn't born to be a slave to you
I felt it slip away - I couldn't get it back
It was gone forever - But it was now or never
I'm proud of what I've done and I dont regret a thing
Nothing makes me feel better than witnessing your suffering
2. Watch The Skies
Cold, damp, ugly
No air no light of day
Tubes in my skin - Experiment gone wrong
How did I get to this place?
Where was I yesterday?
Where did my mind go?
Why can't I feel my face?
All this conditioning is killing me
I'd rather die than live this life I'm up to my eyes
Why can't I just live?
How would you feel if they could read your mind?
Well they can - Now they know your thoughts
They're listening and speaking for you
If I had one more chance I would have lived my life the way I wanted to
You only get one chance to live your life and be yourself
So live your life and be yourself
So close - So real
If you saw it for yourself you'd understand
Bright lights - Lost time
The history of your life encripted
3. Gearbox
I noticed something when all my plans just crashed and died
I knew it wasn't any way to stay alive
Hit the street with a gun and blood on the mind
Take it out on the world cuz it hasn't been kind
Time to drop it down and settle the score
No life - No job - No pain - No gain - No more
New world disorder - In my mind I can see the flames
Cause a commotion - And on the world I'll put the blame
It's a curse thats with me since the day I was born
Cried for help everyday but my welcome was worn
Lean tight through the turn - Live life on the rails
Don't push too hard or your bound to fail
It's the same as the last time - The same situation
The same headache and the same aggrivation
Gotta ask myself is this truly what I want
Gotta act myself - Gotta be myself
4. End Of Trust
Everybody walks on eggshells when they're around you
You're literally making me sick
When no one around you likes you
There's nothing really much you can do
At least I know this much
It's time to end the trust
Why did you treat me like that?
You could've been fair about it
You had to run your mouth
You had to ruin everything
It's about time I'm tired of waiting - Sick of the contemplating
All this talk of yourself is truly nauseating
Wipe you off the face of the earth
One thing I've always know - It's easier said than done
You'll probably think again before putting your trust in someone
I know that life's unfair - It seems so hard on you
Through trials and tribulations
Limitless limitations
5. Everybody Dies
Like a car crash - Crushing impact
Weak and frail - Your body crumbles
You Better understand that you're no better than anyone else on earth
You live the same old situation
You'll be as dead as me - As gone as everyone
You may have won the battle but the war has just begun
Can you hear me?
Hear me talking?
Empty spaces - Nameless faces
Do you really believe the shit that they told you?
It's just another way to tear you down so they can control you
Just because you know its coming doesn't mean to give up now
Keep your head up and you're bound to prevail somehow
Everybody dies
Keep your head up - Get your facts straight
Keep your head up - Growing irate
Keep your head up - You're falling apart
Dont let them get you down
6. Bloodshot
With empty eyes bloodshot and dazed
Stuck in this fucking place
I can't breath
If I could I'd hold my breath
And drop out of the race that you are in
Just one pill and I'll go numb
Make me forget the way things might have been
You need to know I cant stay here
If I could move I'd snap your neck
I can't cope with this shit you feed me
If I could then I'd be you
Suffocating and wishing I was dead so I get lost to kill the pain
And retreat to the black inside my head
You should know by now
I cant stay here - In your world
I cant live here - In this world
I cant stand this - In your world
I dont want to
7. III Day Grip
Its been a life long III Day Grip
A constant test of the truth called reality
Downright unclean high on alcohol and gasoline
Strike a match ignite the core of the war machine
Blind eyes cause short lives
Blind lives have no eyes
Its about to break or explode
I say good cuz I have nothing anyway
All I've had I've given to you
Dont want you
Dont need you
I'm seeing things more clearly now
Open my eyes so that my mind breathes free
Forget about our past and all the things that held me back
Forget it all - Forget it all
Believe you me
I'm in love with the taste of freedom
Within the grasp that wont let go
You'll probably die beforeme
Thats just the way it goes
I'm seeing things more clearly now
The clearer I see
The harder things are to believe
But thats the way
Thats the way they break you
But thats the way
Thats the way they try to break you down
8. Been There
The end has come
You're computerized
Born to serve
Slave.Clone.Droid Drone.
Sinking lower with every move I make
The pressure's on the trust is gone how much more can I take
Sleek and venomous a new challenger arrives
Cold and calculated - Prepared to take you over
I know how hard it is because I've been through it
It doesn't get much better
It stays with you forever
I'll never win as long as I live
I cant seem - I cant seem to get my life striaght
I know I've been there, done that, heard it all a thousand times
I know you know - That I'm never gonna give it up
You're going down next round you're going to see whats up
I know you know - and you knew it all along and you did it even though it was wrong
9. Mistakes
Every day I rise to a world built on greed and lies
I guess you can say that I'm not suprised we haven't killes ourselves yet
Dont waste your time trying to change
Dont spend your life living in fear
It's not enough - It never is
There's always more to it than this
Beaten - Lied to - Broken - See through
All of the eyes are on me so I will I fail this time?
There is no backing down - Today's my day to shine
All of the attitude that you have given me is coming back to you
Its coming tenfold
On the edge - A verge - A cliff - About to fall
And if I get to lost I'll look deep inside to find the will to carry on
And with the odds against me
And with my pride at stake
I raise a fist in praise of all who learn to live with their mistakes
10. Clonedhead
When do you wanna hear what I've got to say and when I say it does it really matter anyway?
This is no phase, this is for real the pulse is pumping
Right here. Right now. Someday. Somehow.
All this time you spent just messing around is the time I've spent making my way through the crowd
This is all I want in my life
The face you see is the one you're going to deal with
In vein explain to me what's going on here
11. Always
I've always known that I will do what I want to
I'll get high if I want to
Anything I want to
Last night I drank until I woke up this morning with my head in a vice
I hear I lost some old friends
They always told me the same old story
All my will - All my strength and all my will
When I was young I never cared about nothing
And I realised something
I guess I haven't changed much
They always told me the same old story
All my will - All my strength and all my will
12. Halo
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