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MOURNEDGE LYRICS
"So Close And Yet So Far Away" (2002 Demo)
1. Forsaken
2. Cry Of An Exhausted
3. Ein Lied
4. Impression Of Decadence
5. Instinct
6. Passion
1. Forsaken
Welcome into my darkness
Joys simply mixed with sadness
See sincerity I reveal
Touch decadence that I spill
Be impressed by street-lights
Be in rapture over night
When it rains....
The world breaks everybody
And many find strength
In places of fractures
And those who don't
-They fall...!
"Take care of what you have
Reject what you loose "
What do you think?
"Discover your true desires
And form your awareness according to them "
I am forsaken
I am a challenge
I am a message
I am my best chance !
Oublier je ne puis
Et puis apres seulement
Now I am so close
And yet so far away
[II]
I am the message of the flicker of hope
Somewhere between others which are impossible
I am the message of seeking
The ability to chase down our dreams
I am the message of importance of day
That might be lost & might not find it's ray
Hope is dead without perseverance
One can't stop in the middle of lake of dry tears
Welcome into my darkness
Joys simply mixed with sadness
See sincerity I reveal
Touch decadence that I spill
Be impressed by street-lights
Be in rapture over night
When it rains....
So much to do - so little time
If I could erase my little pain
To make use of solitude-energy
Is easy to say ergo moriendum?
Sometimes one needs to deny oneself
- to make step forwards
Sometimes one needs to deny oneself
- to make step towards... Growth !
[solo-silinthas]
I am the omen
Of will
To survive
Of exploring
For happiness
Of liberation
Thru art
Of finding sense in
S e n s e - l e s s - n e s s
2. Cry Of An Exhausted
Wake up ! it is time...
"For the dead travel fast"
Commonplaceness spine
Saturated loss...
I'm gonna cross the line
That you are standing on...
Drowning into the remains of the day
Drowning into a search of the way
Is that the doom
To eat others at noon
Perhaps we are the elect !
Post-mortem thought
And faith in god
Is placebo effect?
How's it going to end
- shall I cheat/pretend ?
How's it going to end
- vicious circle spreads !
Cycle closed...
(- - - - - - - - - -)
Cycle closed
Whatever you have
Whoever you love
All lumped together
Nothing to define..
Whatever you lost
Whoever you hate
All lumped together
No one you can trust
Why do you let me down
As I wait here with open arms
You seem not to see this
Cause you are too close to me
No more fear !
I cut the totem of
Anger for memories
Indeed you can trust
No one !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[solo-silinthas]
Harmless coquetery
Shadow of your sanity
Will you ever drop it ?
Will you ever ............
m a d n e s s ???
3. Ein Lied
The pain is hope...
In a place of mourn
I think I'm lost
Yet I'm not surprised
When death 's no riddle
And puzzle is life
Waiting...
Still waiting for my move
My stroke is too obvious
Intentions - just flood !
Flood...............
Nowhere to hide from my feelings
Naive faith&await is killing
Is there anything else than the present ?
Is there anything else than the silence ?
But not scream
Bein' so drunk&tired
I believe in things that they do not believe !
But not be
Just exist...
Alone...alone...alone...
And gone !
Nowhere to hide from my feelings
- Oh..take them from me !
Carry away!
Let me not feel....
Is there anything else than the present ?
- Aghh..push the 'pause'
You are not here?..
Demonic dose.....of silence!
Still... new events're slashing
But they can not crush me!
Sweet...
Wish I didn't hear this:
"I feel your pain
That you do feel now"
So you can feel nothing!
Antimatrix dreams
Lead us there...
[solo-silinthas]
...to goddamn edge
'Palace of mind' - extremely mine
I won't look back - what left behind
''I think I'm lost'' - ''the pain is hope''
Not to be closed in single scope !
In a place of mourn...
4. Impression Of Decadence
( I ) rip the skin of sensible life
Will tomorrow be the same ?
Is that my peace of mind ?
And i begin to sink _ _ _ _[solo-enorth]_
_ _ _ Within _ _ _
_ _ _myself
Oh, is there any return from here?
Where could I be found ( ? )
A floor between these two worlds...
Did you comprehend me
Whispering that nothing had happened ?
Reprieve & never pass away !
5. Instinct
Pull down the limit
Pull it ...oh , pull!
Burn the lungs of dullness
Burn them, you fool!
Loose all that you have
Deprive of [your life] will be the moment
In time
Will be the moment
In time
I hate you when you crush any part of my life
As a moth you are flying into flame!
You've chosen vacancy
You've won stagnation
In [your life] will be the moment
In time
Will be the moment
In time
I hate you when you crush any part of my life
My stark mad life...
[solo-enorth]
My lovely life won't last forever
Damn it! 'Thy will be done'...
As a moth you are flying into flame!
If you only knew...
If you knew it,
You would have wings now!
6. Passion
I am on the brink of going mad...
The world is false...
People are false, they cheat themselves...
They tell me what to do, having no idea of
What they say...
I know one ...
I want to know...
And no one will tell me how to do it...
Because no one really knows if they know...
I am different...
I feel my difference...
I am alone, I am the "steppen wolf"...
There is nothing, all is just thought...
When I take a step forward...
There will be no retreat from madness...
Though just in retreat I see hope...
Still I am able to return...
But I won't do it...
I will not do anything against myself...
I'll be relentless...
Possibly people will reject me...
But once they'll understand...
At least some of them...
I enter the path that nobody has broden before...
I am afraid, and at the same time I am extremely
Self-confident...
I feel the pain...
Awful pain of solitude among people...
The more awful as they call me their kin...
Thousands of fears artificially created by
Unaware people...
Not to call them evil...
I do not know where I am from, but I'll learn...
And I will create...
To make others aware...
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