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MINDROT LYRICS
"Soul" (1998)
1. Dissipation
2. Nothing
3. Suffer Alone
4. Incandescence
5. Cold Skin
6. In Silence
7. Clemency
8. Despair
1. Dissipation
My voice dissipates
My anger dominates
I cry inside, hurting all those in line
Never feel, I never feel
I fall into silent upheaval
Drained, gasp my last breath
Ravaged, hurting to set them in place
Delusion and rage
Need to be one contained
Need to slow down, take hold
Hope in need, time alone please
Delusion and rage
Headstrong where is my grace
Cry like the wind
Only answer is within
2. Nothing
Burning skin feels so good
Erase my existence from your book
From this torture you've given me
I know I can't succeed
Screaming, kicking
Coming down, I am nothing
I feel like shit around you
I never amounted to much
Murder seemed so justified
Maybe I should just walk it off
I don't mean the things I say
I'd only smack you if it felt right
I'm only showing my love for you
Why does it have to be this way
The hate builds up in me
I can't control the things I see
I've given all I can, I am nothing
Withering deep inside of me
Is what's left of my self-esteem
Crawling to reach your love
Kick me in the face just one more time
I sit here waiting, quietly dying
I'm alone in the rain
I'm in love with the pain
I am nothing... nothing
I am nobody... I hate myself
Nothing, Nobody, I hate you
I am nothing
3. Suffer Alone
I sleep through the melting sun
Caressed by its somber set
Free from the pain I suffered
A suffering you will never forget
You don't want to know my pain
You don't want to feel this way
Do you want to ease my pain?
Do you want to take it all away?
No, take it away
No, take it all away
It pours over washing out emotionless
I'm drained from the truth that's cold and dead
Cold and dead as I am
You brought all this onto yourself
So for my piece of mind I need you to
Suffer for me suffer
You will never feel
Suffer alone suffer
You will never feel alive
You don't want to know my pain
You don't want to feel this way
4. Incandescence
Apprehend seize of time
Mandatory means crucify my eyes
Mountain scene beautifully defined
Earthly worlds freeze frame divine
The book of life I see I open
Worn pages crumble, set about the flaps
Old tired faces stare into the lens of still life
What has been, and to think what will come
An elder and wise still growing stronger with time
Give me spirit, let it shine onto me
Breathe new tides, what I feel flowing deep
Take me to the high, take me too
Take me to the heights
Apprehension this seize of time
Mandatory means crucify my eyes
Mountain scene beautifully defined
Earhly worlds freeze frame divine
Worn pages crumble, set about the flaps
Tired faces stare into the lens of still life
What has been, and to think what will come
An elder and wise still growing stronger with time
Let it down on me
Can't you see it flowing through me?
Take me there, want to breathe the air
Wheel turn, it's turning with me
Take me, wheel turn, take me
Wheel turn, take me, it's a part of me, take me
It's a part of me, it's a part of me, take me
It's a part of me, it's a part of me
5. Cold Skin
Compelled by hatred
My perpetual scowl
No direction for my anger
This pain is always there
Never, never again
Never, feel this way again
Never, never again
Never... Feel this way again
Inside my life it's so simplistic
Visions of bliss and love for you
Outside my life is brutalized
Raped and murdered by this false emotion
Inspirations of my dreams
Replaced by factual nightmares
To awake in extreme disgust
Reclaim myself and walk away
I stay, far away
I stay, far far away
And I will never feel you, feel you again
A reclamation of all I have lost
Compelled by falseness your lustful sin
You're gone, no more cold skin
Stay away, for fear I may come, far away
Your tears still come down, alone and gray,
You're alone and gray
Far away, you stay far far far away...
6. In Silence
Would you die for me now? Take your life for me?
Would you do these things for me?
I would die for you, take my life from you
I would do these things for you
This burden of guilt, weighs deep upon my shoulders
My tears are my strength I shall not release
And I give you the gift of enduring my pain
I am open to you now, cold through my eyes
Would you cry for me now...? In silence
Take your life for me...? In silence
Would you do these things for me?
I would die for you now, take my life from you
I would do this all for you, for you...
In the name of sorrow, I would give you all my pain
In the name of silence, I would do it again
And again and again
In the name of silence,
I would bring it all right down to the end
Would you cry for me now? Take your life for me?
Would you do these things for me?
I refuse to be now, setting my soul free now
And I do this all for you... You...
I would for you... in silence
I would for you... in silence
I would do this all for you
Would you cry for me now? Take your life for me?
Would you do these things for me?
I refuse to be now, setting my soul free now
I would do this all for you, for you...
I would, I would for you, and I and I and I would
Don't you know I would, I would for you
And I and I and I would
I would, I would for you
7. Clemency
What went wrong? We used to, we used to get along
I'm now a part of this looked, this looked upon
Through my eyes now, you left me in the shallow dark
The pain I feel, is so unreal
Hopelessness, I begin, to kneel
The loss I feel, is so unreal
Clemency, torn deep, inside of me
Pouring, pouring onto my feelings
To pour out, to pour out I'm bleeding
Give light, created only shadows
Communications so shallow, Lost love
And passed by longing tired of trying so
So tired of crying alone
We had to suffer along the edge of this end
Uncharted passage, through the sea and the mist
Remember those who remember, forget them
Who have lost forever
Forever had, its pleasure, forgotten pleasures,
Have yet to remember
Images of love, looking for a spark of life
I'm wandering through, through the black of night
This loveless life, I still don't know why
Still hoping, and grasping for the sake of my mind
What has been, what has been left behind
Has the wind to kick up and to pass
What was said and denied
8. Despair
Reach out find nothing
It was like we were always astray, alone
Alone far from the truth
Dark, distraugh, alone still no truth
Reaching out, finding nothing
No response, in trust with nothing
Worlds apart, and in-between
So this is me, this is me
Once I felt as one now alone, far from the truth
Slowly my soul tears apart
For me to see are we blind, why me?
Are we blind, to see, what truth will we see?
Enclosed withing, dreaming a sin, sacrifice my life for this
Fear to die my key for life to pass I wish
Black alone and misinformed slowly I die, die alone
Far from home and so alone
I've tried so hard
Far from home
This emptiness fills my mood
Night and day my heart hurts too
Why am I so cold inside?
Why must I slowly die?
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