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MENTAL HOME LYRICS
"Upon The Shores Of Inner Seas" (2000)
1. Downstairs
2. Late to Revise
3. Eternal Moan
4. Bliss
5. Against My Will
6. Breakdown
7. Stained
8. Amidst the Waves'99
1. Downstairs
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev. Lyrics: Sergey Dmitriev]
Downstairs, this burning ladder leads deep into your worn-out mind
Tell me your main secret and show all that frightens you…
You vision I see….
Chaotic thoughts spin and dance like a thousand stars
Time passes too swift and sunlight replaces the moonlight
Load the gun, well, and what's then? Won't you believe…
Curse this world, well, and what's then? Won't you believe…
Close your eyes, well, and what’s then? Won't you believe…
It is just your next nightmare…
Upstairs, this burning ladder leads deep into your worn-out mind
Hide your main secret, don't show all that frightens you so…
2. Late to Revise
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev. Lyrics: Marina Dolina, Sergey Dmitriev]
Save me, I see as always
Your gaze that burns me, so cold and empty
You scare me…
Awake me, I hear as always
Your silent whisper, in my strange vision
It scares me…
Tame me away from my fear
Away from your tears,
Away from pain that is inside of me
Kiss me, your kiss as always
Will burn my dry lips
Will give me bitter taste of repentance…
I'm not afraid of tomorrow's day
I don't escape…
Scold me, I can't pretend here
I cannot stay here
You really know where you should find me
Save me, I cried as always
You've led me to heaven
You've left me in clouds
I was led astray…
3. Eternal Moan
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev, Marina Dolina. Lyrics: Sergey Dmitriev, Marina Dolina]
My life is juts an eternal stream
All that's around reminds me of hell
I live, but it seems that I sleep
And I should breathe and see and hear as well
I'm living
I'm breathing
I'm looking for
A way out of a labyrinth (endless stream)
I was so sad and also glad
When I have read my excited mind
I hope for the best because there were times
When all was well when all was fine
I leave my home and I'm not upset
There is no way to understand this act
I got confused in this labyrinth
But I'm getting well, and this is a real fact
I know what I would see
There is no way out of here
I do my best as well
I still dissolve into nowhere
My life is just an eternal stream
All that's around reminds me of hell
I live but it seems that I sleep
And I should breathe and see and hear so well
My life is just an eternal dream
There is something evil and mysterious
I have fallen into my dream
I still dissolve into nowhere
4. Bliss
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev, Roman Povarov, Igor Dmitriev. Lyrics: Sergey Dmitriev]
Sun burns away the mist, cold morning breeze blows
Breeze takes away the petals of a dying blood-red rose
Today is mine because my life is in my hands
The plane will carry me away from native lands
I've lost the comfort, choke with anger in my home
Just wanna peace of mind, please leave me now alone
I'll say good-bye to all my enemies and friends
The plane will carry me away from native lands
Oh, that is great to look from the sky…
It must be really a bliss…
Oh, that is great to look from the sky…
I am in perfect bliss…
5. Against My Will
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev, Marina Dolina. Lyrics: Sergey Dmitriev]
…I'm always against, against my Will…
6. Breakdown
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev. Lyrics: Sergey Dmitriev]
All these rainy days I'm bored stiff
So lonely here in my home of grief
All days along I waste my time
I breathe sweet air of despair
In this air I'm not better
All the world's as on a palm
In this air time stops
And I know and always knew
This is all because of you
This is all because of me
We have lost each other (But it doesn't matter now…)
My eyes have drilled all wall around
I'm still alone, one more day is gone
The feeling of deep solitude does not leave me, won't leave me…
You've burnt out all bridges
You have got what you wanted
You won't need me anymore
You told me "adieu"…
7. Stained
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev. Lyrics: Sergey Dmitriev]
I've got the world from which I'll run
The dream that burdened me is gone
Tonight I gonna have to break the past
And begin all again to try again…
I wish to return the years that passed
To see those people that I blessed
Don't… do not think of what I think
Of what I know, of what I feel…
God's set me free from unreality
The time is lost in black insanity
I am the one who won't break anymore
God's set me free…
I lock the doors within my mind
I want to leave it all behind
Come, come to taste the smell of Gods
The smell of lies, unknown lives
I wish to return the years that past
To see those people that I blessed
Time passes away, just God
Has always been and always will…
8. Amidst the Waves'99
[Music: Sergey Dmitriev, Roman Povanov. Lyrics: Roman Povanov]
All these days, her voice is inside my soul
See her face, she turns my life into pain
Sleepless nights, her spirit in the mirror
Inner sights, it's driving me insane
In the lake she roams amidst the waves
Water keeps her spirit under rain
In this world she lives in restless pain
Trouble waltz I'm dancing all insane
Summer night, I walk in marble orchard
Seek her grave, she cannot be alive
In the dark I'm reading ancient scriptures
Cannot find the place where ends her life
In the dark I look at the mirror
It seems covered with blood, I step behind
In madness I take a stone and smash this fucking glass
Suddenly I hear the voice
You don't know the mirrorland
And therefore you make a mistake
It is right, Jane is dead
Her soul's enslaved in the lake
Do you understand me?
Now I show you how she died…
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