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LYZANXIA LYRICS
"Mindcrimes" (2003)
1. Time Dealer
2. Medulla Need
3. Damnesia
4. Mindsplit
5. Dusk
6. Gametime
7. My Blank Confession
8. Black Side
9. Silence Code
10. D.M.
11. Fugitive
12. Glass Bones
1. Time Dealer
Time makes my pain subside
Allowed to lives some instants more
Dissolute: unbearable thing
I steal children eyes to ease my obsession
why do i feel my being so culpable?
Want to leave
I can't stand anymore
Not so weak
Leave my dependence
Can resist
To stare at my fate
Victim of my crimes
Pay with my blood
Fine when i catch my optical money
Withdrawal symptoms i suffer
I rob my own kid's sight to pay
The great shadow comes, i fear my time dealer
why do i feel myself incapable?
Want to leave
I can't stand anymore
Not so weak
Leave my dependence
Can resist
To stare at my fate
Victim of my crimes
Pay with my blood
2. Medulla Need
I can not close my eyes, haunted by visions
Cold sweat exits from my skin
I feel my nervous body, filled with tension
Impossible weariness, I think to sleep
I look around me, see my precious caffeine
I will regret this absorption
Anxiety lives in me
I can't get rid of my conflict
"-We must put him to sleep
-I prepare him a cure
-Go and stun him
-I enter his soul
-We need his medulla"
I don't want any more nightmares
Please deliver me from hell
I stay up thinking about my insomnia
The frustration gnawing at my life
Each time i'm lying down i open my eyes
i'm fed up with this fucking nightlife
"-We must put him to sleep
-I prepare him a cure
-Go and stun him
-I enter his soul
-We need his medulla"
I don't want any more nightmares
Please deliver me from hell
"-We must put him to sleep
-I prepare him a cure
-Go and stun him
-I enter his soul
-We need his medulla"
I don't want any more nightmares
Please deliver me from hell
Cure my soul
Swallow your lethal dose
3. Damnesia
Cry for me
My memory: flashlight
My disease, and my secret, forget
Permanent amnesia
Dominant breakdown
Try to see
What my brain can contain
Fear for me
Always hysteria
Permanent amnesia
Dominant breakdown
I'm away, so
I pray for life
My life is free
I'm away, blind
My death is blind
Corrodes my sight
Dry my veins
And remember my past
Please tell me
If i have amnesia
Permanent amnesia
Dominant breakdown
I'm away, so
I pray for life
My life is free
I'm away, blind
My death is blind
Corrodes my sight
You could be the origin of my secret
So please show me,
Show me what kind of man i was
Existence is not the past that you choose
Silence don't cure me
Tell me what was my life before
4. Mindsplit
I am your subconscious
My method gives your roar, hear my voice
The specialist tests your mind dishonest
The expression on your face
Your signals recorded
Affection for yourself, unconscious
When you sleep
Disturbed reflection,
Reaction of your lips
Where's my blend
I'm not paranoiac
Paid by you
Run to nowhere
Say my name
I feel paranoia
Show my scar
Analyze! It reveals your disorder
Your nature unhealthy
And your twitch lets show your pangs of death
I don't want theory
Your distrust brings you to your madness
What you need shock treatment
Even the Rorschach test
D. terminates what you are
I know I'm attacked by
Split personality
And I know I can't fight
Brain activity
Where's my blend
I'm not paranoiac
Paid by you
Run to nowhere
Say my name
I feel paranoia
Show my scar
Can you tell I'm a free man
Without fear and pain
I hear voices in my mind
Telling me to forget
Remember what you've done
During your ignorance
Time is yours
A sort of Mr. Hyde
Where's Jekyll ?
Becoming heroic
Denying your secret
Your suspect behavior comes to light
I predict your downfall
If you're still my subject
5. Dusk
Darkness for all
We grope for the ground
Led by fanatic noise
Extreme world
Time for all
To catch the light
We wanna raise colors
Of the earth
Set me free
Rescue me from shades
Explain to me
I understand nothing
Inflame the sun
Supply your soul
Shade your eyes from the dark
Give me dusk
Reveal to me
I'm looking for answers
Wake me up
Our only fence is clouds
Living, dying
Gleam paralysed
Dilate pupils
No dusk, no dawn
Black Ray, Night tears
Absence of fear
Perceive, Hearing
We're stained by dimness
Stop! teach us,
See! We're not umbra
No way for me
to Become Spectral
Spectral...
6. Gametime
Never give us full confidence
Never turn away from us
Never cross our way
Stop to decide
Never set yourself against us
When you're mad
Coming from nowhere
We do the last crime
Running somewhere
Ready for gametime
Learn to conquer our unkindness
Try to escape from our sight
Never in our case
We avoid the fight
Your courage makes you survive
When you howl
You'll never die
You'll never cry
Except if we order
Dazzled by the light
I don't want to fight
I'm attacked
I run through the city
Not enough time
I sell my eyes
They know I'm not innocent
My friend, you can't escape from our claws
You're not innocent
Alive until your confession
No way! Become brave
Stop! your mind's panicked!
Stop to run away!
Stop! your mind's panicked
Stop to run away!
Terrifying smile to fear you
Never try to simplify
Nothing you can do
Just hold your breath
Still have one more thing to do:
Meet your death
Dazzled by the light
I don't want to fight
I'm attacked
I run through the city
Not enough time
I sell my eyes
They know I'm not innocent
7. My Blank Confession
I talk to you little doll
Made out of scrap and cloth
You're my only confidant
Always listening to my sins
I need relief once again
Your advice for my ill sense
Forgives me for committed crimes
For these that I'm gonna make
I've expected suffuring
I've liberated my fancy
I'm the cause of horrible things
Absolution for me
- « You have to repent, you! »
- « I'll do it »
- « and realize your faults »
- « I know them »
- « To swear to proscribe them »
- « Oh yeah I swear! »
- « Today you are forgiven »
What can you bring me after
Final disaster
I can't resist my death wish
I can't control my body
My acts dictated by feelings
Overcome by relapse need
I Know I am incurable
Understood: impossible
My only friend after all
Is you scrap and cloth doll
- « You have to repent, you!»
- « I'll do it »
- « And realize your faults »
- « I know them »
- « To swear to proscribe them »
- « Oh yeah I swear! »
- « Today you are forgiven »
What can you bring me after
Final Disaster
Confess crimes...
8. Black Side
Just one more hell of a day
Black clouds in my head
Hammering always
Ain't getting nowhere
Tease the pain one more time
Not eleven yet
The steel band's roaring in my brain
What can I do with this pain?
I can't take it away
Now my body asks for
My brandy flask
One more day to drown my ache
Live with this break
Something I need to extract from my brain
Incurable
Your brain is infected
Solution
Is to freeze your disease
Cryogenic
You'll live but unconscious
A long wait
Until science cures you
I'm dead inside
Black side
Keep the pain inside
I don't wanna try
But I've left behind...
Slave to the time
Impossible:
Helped by the glass of pills
No more time
Take a last decision
I'm sure you're
Gonna hate that again
Fairy skies
Almost twenty below
I'm dead inside
Black side
Keep the pain inside
I don't wanna try
But I've left behind...
Slave to the time
Where's the world I knew before
I'm somebody else
Lost, scared, no more friends
All mine are dead
How many years, so wasted time
My life is loneliness
So God take me with you
I'm dead inside
Black side
Keep the pain inside
I don't wanna try
But I've left behind...
Slave to the time
9. Silence Code
Boy, don't retreat into silence
A direction that you can not take
Never say a word, give his name, precious existence.
You can break my bones, crush my feet, use violence
I can't talk to you
I'm not a traitor
No noise from my mouth
I bring you to my dementia
Torture can't hurt me, I impose my own decadence
This pain is my friend, I never cry, never fail
I could not betray
My life is engaged
Mental aberration law
The word I give you is: coma
It's not the time
I take the strain
They take my eyes
Excite my anger
Extract my tongue,
Pull out my teeth,
I take the pain, come and kill me,
I'm dumb, you lose your time
I don't scream
You'd never force me to denounce
All what you've won: I can't pronounce
All I can do: total silence
I extract my tongue
My health is absent, I see your smile, torturing me
Slaughtered, but alive, my choice is to stop my breath
Take my pulse and feel my slashed heart
Take this last advice
Keep it, cause you won't hear it twice
It's not the time
I take the strain
They take my eyes
Excite my anger
Extract my tongue,
Pull out my teeth,
I take the pain, come and kill me,
I'm dumb, you lose your time
I don't scream
You'd never force me to denounce
All what you've won: I can't pronounce
All I can do: total silence
I extract my tongue
Alone, confidence is in me, you'll never know
Mental defective, I know what is pain abstraction
I can walk through you
My brain is a ghost
Thinking that I'll speak: mistake
Happy to be your host
Extract my tongue,
Pull out my teeth,
I take the pain, come and kill me,
I'm dumb, you lose your time
I don't scream
You'd never force me to denounce
All what you've won: I can't pronounce
All I can do: total silence
I extract my tongue
10. D.M.
My arms fall down
Grids on my way
Paralyze them
Grim landscape
Can't see dead boys' blood
Can't feel cold in my neck
Can't touch synthetic gold
Can't scream « I'm so scared »
I pray for you my friend
From killing you'll abstain
So many men you've slain
I can't forget
So far...die
No more lies
Fear, caus' I fine
Learn, take my lies
My existence
Mixed to weird scenes
Leads resistance
Smashing barriers
So Far...die
No More Lies
Fear, caus' I fine (your being)
Learn, take my lies
Hearts disguise fields
Mines in my body
So far...die
No more lies
Don't fear, caus' I forgive (your fault)
You'll learn, to take my lies
Prepared to live with powerful machines, endowed with intelligence
Prepared to live with death machines, endowed with intelligence
11. Fugitive
Cross
Battlements, eliminate troubles
Lose
Your control, keep it in mind
Keep
In the background, cover your double
Crush
Enemies, shoot them on sight
Cut
Your bonds, your chains, your arms
Steal
Your freedom, intimidate your child
Test
Energy, don't raise the alarm
Hit
The sentry, pull out your exile
So you'll rise
Choose your side
I swallow your bleeding
Hate my side
Get in mutiny
Here come sight
Right in my heart
Don't say now
I'm nowhere
Pay
The distance, possession of your mind
Call
The thing you have created
Hate
Your victims, no matter, any kind
Stay,
The only conclusion: Admitted
So you'll rise
Don't think, my life is mine
You'll see, your life is mine
Leave
Messages of your next homicide
Give
Details, of your escape
Fall
Can't fear, can't slay within light
Break
Reflections, compelled to reshape
Now we rise
12. Glass Bones
Even (if) you confided in me
Completely into silence
Directions that we've taken
I'd never let you
I let my body,
To find again your presence
I slip on my new flesh
To become the one that you'll kiss
Sorry, but I change my past appearance
Tranfered to arouse attraction
Suffer my dermination
Overcome distance
Distance...
Overcome distance
My bartered existence for you
You'd never forget me
I could do anything for you
You'll never trust me
Feeling sensations, giving me troubles
I can see what's refused to me
This broken shell that is not mine
I have to live with that
My life exchanged for a rotten body,
Porous bones as brittle as glass
Don't refuse, I'll bear my disease
Look at me inside
Inside...
Look at me inside
My bartered existence for you
You'd never forget me
I could do anything for you
You'll never trust me
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