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JULIEN MARTINOIA LYRICS
"Different Vision" (2005 Demo)
1. Introduction
2. Angels' Property
3. I'd Not Outlast It
4. Outside
5. Different Vision
6. Through Your Eyes
7. Take On
8. Single Song
9. I Wonder
10. I've Tried
1. Introduction
2. Angels' Property
Our love was so pure and so strong
Nothing equalled what we were both living
Unknowingly, we'd ignited
A huge anger, God's fury
Did we transgress the laws of heaven?
Oh, did we love beyond what was allowed?
Otherwise, why would God order
The angels to damn us for this?
Happiness, probably,
Is angels' property
And we stole it from them
This is the reason
Why they bore her away
From me
Away from me
Lord, are thee pleased and happy now,
Now that thy white winged servants killed my love?
Do my tears give a new glitter
To thy brilliant golden kingdom?
Happiness, probably,
Is angels' property
And we stole it from them
This is the reason
Why they bore her away
From me
Away from me
Happiness, probably,
Is angels' property
And we stole it from them
This is the reason
Why they bore her away
From me
Away from me
3. I'd Not Outlast It
I'm so afraid
That you'll desert me again
I don't wanna live
In this nightmare
I've been a prisoner of
Is it sensible
To live everyday
In dread of your leaving?
My fear that I
Will be alone with my pain
Restrains me from sleeping
Having faith in love seems merely
Inconceivable today
And if you should break up with me
I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it
I'm so afraid
That you'll desert me again
I don't wanna live
In this nightmare
I've been a prisoner of
I've had trouble holding my own
That's why I hope that this time
You're not going to forsake me
Because if it happens again
I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it
I'm so afraid
That you'll desert me again
I'd not outlast it
I'd not outlast it
4. Outside
It's been pouring rain outside
For over an hour
Lost in dark thoughts
I stare at your picture
That I nearly can't see
Anymore
Because of
All these tears
In my eyes
Across the street outside
Through the misty window
It seems to me
That I see a shadow
Obviously
It's not you
Not this time
But I feel
Deep inside
That I'll find you again
Now, it is dark outside
I feel lonely tonight
I'm still here
I don't know what I'm waiting for
But I just want to be
By your side
Cause I need you
To live
A full life
Across the street outside
Through the misty window
It seems to me
That I see a shadow
But my heart
Stops beating
Cause it's you
That I see
In the night
I have found you again
Found you again
5. Different Vision
People come, love, then people leave
Here's a truth I needed to tell
?T was time for me to not deceive
I've had to break my shell
No matter how deep the hurt is
No one cares what happens to you
I've sometimes made the wrong choices
All alone, I've pulled through
I used to believe in
Human kindness
I've finally
Regained consciousness
This blinding fog is scattered now
This self-centred world could've killed me
But now that I've stopped looking down
I face adversity
Through every ordeal I have learned
A different vision of the world
I can see the dark side of life
This way I can revive
People come, love, then people hate
Those important ones who matter
I don't forgive, I don't assent
And that makes me stronger
We all deny our guiltiness
Buried in deep hypocrisy
We do congratulate ourselves
On being so friendly
My beliefs have vanished
Into thin air
Forever
This blinding fog is scattered now
This self-centred world could've killed me
But now that I've stopped looking down
I face adversity
Through every ordeal I have learned
A different vision of the world
I can see the dark side of life
This way I can revive
I used to believe in
Human kindness
I've finally
Regained consciousness
6. Through Your Eyes
When I listen to you, I detect
Many wounds that you try hard to repress
But there is no need to hide
These feelings deep within your mind
`Cause I can read it through your eyes
Sometimes, some ghosts of the past reappear
So, you stand alone, haunted by your fear
Don't you know I figure out
Every trouble you feel inside?
Yes, I can read it through your eyes
I can read it, can read it, can read it
Because without a word
We understand each other
No silence is meaningless
There's nothing you feel
I can't take in
Behind every smile that you're showing
There's a painful disarming feeling
Don't you know I figure out
Every trouble you feel inside?
Yes, I can read it through your eyes
Through your eyes
Because without a word
We understand each other
No silence is meaningless
There's nothing you feel
I can't take in
I can read it, can read it, can read it
I can read it, can read it, can read it
I can read it, can read it, can read it
I can read it, can read it, can read it
7. Take On
Where's the shame
In being in love?
Last night
I dreamt I
Took your hand
And we went
Through the crowd
I was proud
To love you
Are you glad
?Bout bein' in love?
Last night
I dreamt that
You felt cheap
?Bout loving me
Flowers can
Not bloom when
It is dark
Cos ' I wanna stop playing this game
And stop making a pretence
Of being someone else
I am who I am
It is time
Oh, to start
To take on
Is it bad
To be in love?
Last night
I dreamt I
Kissed your lips
Underneath
The sun light
We came out
Openly
Cos ' I wanna stop playing this game
And stop making a pretence
Of being someone else
I am who I am
It is time
Oh, to start
To take on
Will you decide
To be a part
Of this world?
Don't wanna hide
Within my heart
All this love
8. Single Song
If I'd kept
These feelings in me one more day
It would have
Ended by killing me some way
I only needed to express
That painful devouring distress
You will not hear about it
Don't worry, you've made yourself clear
I needed to find an exit...
So I wrote
This single song
Every note's a tear
Every chord's a grief
That I felt
It's my outlet
And this heart-rending
Melody's crying
Thus I face
This loneliness
You've laid me down
You couldn't
Care less about what I suffered
That's enough
I won't remain silent longer
Though I have not your approval
I'll come alive again through all
Thanks to verses and some rhymes
I portray the aches of my mind
Let the music imbue my shouts
So I wrote
This single song
Every note's a tear
Every chord's a grief
The whole stave
Is made of wails
And this heart-rending
Melody's crying
Thus I face
This loneliness
Every note's a tear
Every chord's a grief
That I felt
It's my outlet
And this heart-rending
Melody's crying
Thus I face
This loneliness
You've laid me down
9. I Wonder
Could it be
Just a game
I've not respected
All the rules we've made
Is it a mistake
Or is it luck?
I wonder
We shouldn't
Fall in love
How could I know that
My heart would flare up?
Will our story have
A future tomorrow?
I wonder
What am I gonna do
?Bout this love that you
Don't want, baby?
Do I cheat
And lie to you?
What am I gonna do
To hide this love, to
Change what I feel?
Don't leave me
?Cause I love you
Oh...
Would it be
Worse if I
Bared my deepest fear
Of losing you one night?
Would your feelings evolve
Into a reciprocal love?
I wonder
What am I gonna do
?Bout this love that you
Don't want, baby?
Do I cheat
And lie to you?
What am I gonna do
To hide this love, to
Change what I feel?
Don't leave me
?Cause I love you
What am I gonna do
?Bout this love that you
Don't want, baby?
Do I cheat
And lie to you?
Oh oh, I wonder
I wonder
10. I've Tried
I know that
The end is coming, and nothing will
Change our final score
Is it fate
That tears us apart? You're further now
Than ever before
I've tried
And I will strive
To find something to save
As long as
The sun goes down
On this Earth
I love you
And I'm ready to do anything to
Work our issues out
Don't give up
We can circumvent what seems to be
Inevitable
I've tried
And I'll do my
Utmost to not pretend
So I'll fight
And stand my ground
?Til the end
Much like
Sensing the coming of a fierce
thunderstorm
?Ven as
The bright summer sun still shines in
The sky,I
Feel the
Weight of
This threat
?Pon us
Please have faith
We have the strength to put the pieces
Back together again
I've tried
And I will try
Again, even if it costs
A high price
So I vow that
We'll overcome
Our problems
It's not the end
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