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HAMARTIA LYRICS
"To Play The Part" (2002)
1. Marrow
2. Reversal
3. So Hard to Find
4. Fading Aura
5. Banshee
6. Morning Glory
7. Sonata of Sirens
8. Neveah
9. In the Arms Of
10. Seconds
1. Marrow
Here is the box where I kept all her sweet, short memories. Take it, and give it to her. Please tell her that I love her. She won't be seeing me any more. I know how quick you can fasten these wings, so fly as fast as you can and don't ever show your face here again. No more shooting arrows. I never knew how hard it was to lift this heart -- she left waiting. Against my two hands. Choking from the depths of memories, bleeding, lack of sleep, awakened by dreams of her. Waiting for the stars to place themselves in my hands, but all i am left with is dust. The hope you gave did nothing but destroy. Floating without gravity, without time or space, with tears that drown (the world itself). The price for falling in love, damn your love, you never told me this wasn't right for me to begin with. My eyes are burning upon the shores of heaven. asking God: where will I find comfort from here on, where will it end?
2. Reversal
Poison from you, the venom that kills (the venom that kills). Upon every word, a smile so hollow (smile as i die). Your teeth reveal many cavities of bad intention. A snake hiding in the shadows, waiting for prey. Not by blood. You humble yourself to spare yourself the shame. For letting you go unnoticed was the fatal error that I'd made. Once I could, (believe), I thought your heart was pure, and I believed in you. But what did I find but a knife in my back? Take your hands away, take your hands away. It sickes me, I know what you have been hiding all along. Your best will get the best of you. This time we will play for keeps
3. So Hard to Find
My everything is you, so don't lose it my love. Hold tight, and let your eyes speak for your heart. Tell me there is not a day when your mind hasn't thought of me. Because I know it's not true. This is the same way I feel for you. The colors surfaced bright. Can I touch your cheeks? So you know you're not just dreaming - I'll throw a penny at your window. I don't care what it takes to let you know it's so real, as long as you're here with me. Remember the time, a night so sleepless. You were bleeding through dreams that cut so deep you couldn't help but cry? Holding onto your pillow, wishing you had never said goodbye. Well it's all over now. I'm home again with you. You can close your eyes now. I am here with you forever, so in love with you
4. Fading Aura
Look into my eyes and see a hell this world has never seen. Pray for my sake so I can live another day without losing my balance. For so long I have shut these eyes, and took the blame for sins I didn't commit. I took these blows you gave and like a dying martyr I face the consequence like a bullet, flashing into my eyes. I fell and it broke my knees. I cried but no one heard. It's not my choice to be this way. You have created a monster to feed on emotion. I am more than dead, I am gonna explode. I can't take this burden any more. I am gonna destroy everything you made. I am gonna destroy everything you ever hoped for. In one blink of any eye every ambition dies
5. Banshee
Wounds aren't meant for me. I wish there could be something more than just a cut. Scars wide open, perfectly written across the heart, and it fell like I was dying again & again. This is where everything ends, the burden is engraved upon my hands. Sing a song to me and I swear I'll perish in an instant. I have been wishing for something that I couldn't even repay with my own life. Burning bridges and now I can't go back to the start. Is this the destiny fate has written for me at birth? I have seen it all along in me. My heart is no longer perfect. While the incense burns its last draw, here I am destroyed by outrage. Purposes and promises. Devoid of such devotion. I gain nothing by believing these words. Heart carressed in stone. My feelings as hard as concrete. Leave me to my own decay, for I can no longer feel a beat.
6. Morning Glory
I never knew that I could create these severe tumors. They have spread upon my skin to my nerves, dying at the expense of my own devices. There's a blackness in my heart that I cannot erase. So diagnose what's left of me. Count the days like the words, meant to be numbered. Time ends. It's growing nearer. Somehow I know it was meant to never last this way. So remove the mirror away from my face, for I'll only gain another disgusting pain to dwell within. Perfect desire and hope. I no longer need to feel as precious as I was before, if God is watching now I hope he'll hear me cry. Because I know for sure I never was a bad person to begin with. I just forgot to pray yesterday, Damn I am dying inside but I am not afrait to let it fade. This time there's no excuses left to say. With one quick blink of an eye, my compassion dies. Take my hope away, for the breeze to bring the ashes right to my mother's arms. Back to my mother's arms, back to where I last felt embraced.
7. Sonata of Sirens
My heart is food for the crows. Watch as reality and comfort slips away from my flesh. It numbs the senses, inebriate from them. It freezes your mind's conscience. It's the wind that kills, penetrating through the heart. I know it hurts. I was there when It all happened. I could not believe the terror I felt even for the distance of your power. So strong I could not imagine how you were once so humble. My darling I was carving this eden for you as you were holding that aura that could slay an enemy. So I slit these wrists to save myself from you, thirty lacerations of devoled love to preserve my intention, to avoid corrupting my mind. I am crying at your knees begginf for a reply. But the leaves are so perfectly embedded into my heart. You should have knwon that you molded your greates enemy, it lies inside your heart. Are you happy that I am destroyed? Just wipe the tears away: It's too late
8. Neveah
She left her smile hidden underneath the bed, a tiny girl with a lovely face full of precious dreams. Locked in a room awaiting the bruises of her tortured reality. She waited for the night to pass. Beaten for hours by the cruel man whom she had known as her only guardian of life. Step dads, a crimial of pure malice. Although no one could ever reveal his true intentions to the world. She was only right. Charming but very unfortunate. It put tears in my eyes how every night her world kept falling, shattered like a porcelain vase. Drop the weapon, what have you done, have you seen the repitition? Crying for a hand to reach out, take her away from this demon. No one ever heard a thing. Once more she survived another night. Tonight, however, her prayers have all been answered as she crashes to the floor with images of angels, depicted on the wall. Crying out, she surrendered her last breath, pronounced dead
9. In the Arms Of
Just cut my throat so I can die at your hands. Smile as wide as my hate. Lay the talon upon my chest, close to my heart where I can feel it bleed. I won't fight this destiny anymore, throw the spear to seal our fate. Come closer demons, come closer, where I can feel you breathe. Feed me to the fire for as long as I can burn. My arms are ablaze. Crush me with your embrace, I deny to accept the pain. Lets dance upon the moonlight; calm desolate air of equinox. We bring this hell upon ourselves, for I will kill myself to watch you die. A thousand souls await. In a final breath, bengeance smiles in the form of a screaming shriek. I will kill myself to watch you die.
10. Seconds
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