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FEAR MY THOUGHTS LYRICS
"Smell Sweet Smell 2001-2002" (2005 Best of/Compilation)
1. Aponia
2. Six Billion Mirrors
3. A New Enlightenment Must Come to Find Out What Matters
4. Ataraxia
5. Nothing That Could Be Compared
6. As I Bleed
7. Fear My Thoughts
8. Failure
9. Progression
10. 529
11. When Will It End
12. Killed for Profit
13. 9284
14. Words Can't Express
15. My Strength My Weakness
1. Aponia
(they're all) looking for a savior in these uncertain times
blinded by the choices -paths leading nowhere at all
like millions of ants existing not living
we all need more sense in our lives
to use all the options for creating a better ideal
help me i can't find
a goal in these many choices
help me i can't see
my place in society
exploiting this blindness
new saviors arise everyday
to lead all these thoughtless
and control their minds
tickets for places in heaven
given by religious leaders
unable to stand alone
gathered to nameless masses
where's the need of choices
if we use them this way
we fought for our free will
don't give it away
let's go and light the dark
which spreads all around us
to get back what we belong:
the right to decide and control our life ourselves
to find out what matters
the only goal that we're looking for is freedom and autonomy
but we won't reach these great ideas if we trust a selfish leadership
2. Six Billion Mirrors
sure it hurts to question my behaviors and be honest to me
so often I just blame all the others and shift the consequences
why can't I see that the bad moods are only born in me
every person that i meet can teach me something
but even more I could learn from the persons that I meet and dislike
i believe that everything I can't stand is something I can't cope within me
so if I am honest with me I can use the others as a mirror
a mirror for showing me- for showing me myself
I - can see me - in - you
why do I fear this reflection of yours?
So much I could learn from just watching myself
But maybe i just fear to realize me
That I'm not the one i always wanted to seem
My perception of others is a reflection of me
So I will use you to explore myself
I want to explore myself
I need to explore myself
Watch my whole world- in yourself
I see it clearly- if I want to
No fear to accept you- I'll accept myself
3. A New Enlightenment Must Come to Find Out What Matters
(they're all) looking for a savior in these uncertain times
blinded by the choices -paths leading nowhere at all
like millions of ants existing not living
we all need more sense in our lives
to use all the options for creating a better ideal
help me i can't find
a goal in these many choices
help me i can't see
my place in society
exploiting this blindness
new saviors arise everyday
to lead all these thoughtless
and control their minds
tickets for places in heaven
given by religious leaders
unable to stand alone
gathered to nameless masses
where's the need of choices
if we use them this way
we fought for our free will
don't give it away
let's go and light the dark
which spreads all around us
to get back what we belong:
the right to decide and control our life ourselves
to find out what matters
the only goal that we're looking for is freedom and autonomy
but we won't reach these great ideas if we trust a selfish leadership
4. Ataraxia
5. Nothing That Could Be Compared
Never I've seen something that could be compared
To yourself and to your perfect beauty
So much sense and perfection in your whole appearance
What could ever substitute your waking?
No replacement for the pictures you give me day by day
What could have more sense for me than enjoying all my time(with you)
And what could supply me with more power -source is the inspiration that you provide
Nothing that could be compared to you
(but) for the sake of a better life
we destroy your doubtless perfect plan
and change all this perfect sense
how can we harm our surrounding
why can we be so ignorant
...for a better plan...?
6. As I Bleed
Why do they hate us- you ask stupidly
Covered in the dust of your perfect world
Why do they hate us- we did nothing wrong
We were just living our dream
I can't understand their rage
We brought them peace and democracy
We freed them from their daily slavery
And taught them our perfect dream
We reached out our hand to them
To live the better way
We reached out our hand to them
Maybe you have to see- the other side of the coin
While we grow obese- millions daily starve
While we sail our yachts- boat people risk everything
To escape the war
Your dream fertilizes the seed
The seed of wealth through greed
I die for all this greed- as i bleed
I hate the world you adore
Just see the poor begging for more
They'll crush you and your greed - as we bleed
We worry about our stock market- while many attempt to live on less
Your dream is a nightmare for millions!
Can this be called civilization?
How can we accept this obvious injustice
Without wanting to change this unfair state?
And no one is innocent as long as we tolerate the lies about the state of the world
That's why they hate us- does it make sense to you?
This might be the reason- it's in our hands
And no one is save when the south will turn to north one day
Poverty ignites the hate that will burn us all
Their vengeance will break you
7. Fear My Thoughts
true to the metal -666- listen to the number of the beast
true to the metal -666- Motorhead and fucking Judas Priest
true to the metal -666- I tried to kill me many times but I
true to the metal -666- was sure true rock was never gonna die
fear my thoughts ohhhhh
true to the metal -666- my suicidal tendencies
true to the metal -666- better than you better than me
true to the metal -666- kill yourself to life
true to the metal -666- kill me with a killer riff
fear my thoughts...
8. Failure
yes again I failed- I didn't act manly
once again I failed- I showed weakness- I was hurt
but still I'm human. You can't refuse your feelings
you can't deny your emotions. I'm no superior being
still nothing but human
I'm despised because of emotions
you, you wake my fear. My fear to fail lies in you
once again you laugh at me because you think that I'm weak
but still I'm human, every man is ( even you)
no superior being - still nothing but human
expected to be strong
you despise me because i fear
yes you're taught to be strong taught to be rough- used to deny yourself
how could you accept yourself if you're ashamed
how can you say that you're free if you don't fully accept yourself
used to deny yourself
9. Progression
whenever you think it's time to give in. All your hope drifted away into nothingness.
Nothing makes much sense at all
No way to find out of this misery
I've been on this point, too- yes I've been there
But now i make my own progression by making my own decision
Now i make my own decision by going my own way
And there are so many more ways- life is your chance- life is your opportunity
So never give in if you've lost your way
When there's darkness- there must be light
For every pain- there'll be salvation
All the lies are seeking- the truth
And if you have been broken- just look ahead
And if you have been broken- just go on straight
Never give in!
Never be paralyzed by yourself!
10. 529
11. When Will It End
No way out- neither through screaming nor through crying
Only fleeing and hiding seems to make sense
Day by day I go through hell- my own one created by me
In me hope keeps me alive- nothing else to hold on to
I want to end it- I have to end it- I want to leave it all behind
It's grinding me- I have to liberate me- I have to leave it all behind
Recalling the memories- when will it end
What I left behind. The feeling is so real. Recalling what I've lost- pushes my power away
Regarding what I leave behind, the feeling is still so real- so painful
Recalling what I've lost pushes away every power
This numb feeling the agony has to end- no other thought enters my head
Nothing else has a name
Freedom, freedom - I don't care how much to pay
12. Killed for Profit
There surely once was a time
When man hadn't survived
If he had had only crops
But this is long ago now
And still we're acting the same
We treat beings just as meat
They're killed for our profit
Raised to die in pain
If you could only see their fearful dead eyes
And there are so many more things
Where man treats 'em like goods
And where they're taking their lives
Just to lower the price
They force them into a cage
Millions of thousands and more
So don't yo want to bring this to an end?
I'm sure if more would know- they'd really comprehend
Murder- in the name of profit
Murder- in the name of you?
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14. Words Can't Express
So now I'm standing - I'm standing all alone- since you decided to leave
No more talking - no more beauty around me. Since you left me, all seems senseless and empty
Exhausted I fall asleep on my wet pillow
And my tears can't fill the hole you left behind
You took it all when you left- as you left
Life wasn't always fine- sure there were hard times. But we both could have coped with it
Now I can see the decay you left behind- at me and in me
I feel it every day, the loss and the decay
In my mind - I see you smiling,laughing, crying- living
In my mind - I see your beauty everyday
I close my eyes and I see you- when will this nightmare end?
I want to wake- the night is so cold
Words can't express the pain
15. My Strength My Weakness
The feeling of you seems like a whole in my system
The grinding pressure of an unspoken word sets a dark sun in my soul
I drown in your eyes, your voice seems like music to me you lighten up the darkest night,
inspiring thoughts lie within you
your strength- my weakness
your power- my addiction
easily you could break me
easily you throw me down
(you hold my heart in your bare hands)
you- my strength, my weakness
if you'd know what you mean to me. Would you use it against me?
Your trust and your knowledge- could break me down
Your love and your compassion- can strengthen me
Love can strengthen me
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