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FEAR MY THOUGHTS LYRICS
"23" (2001)
1. Failure
2. Progression
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4. When Will It End
5. Killed for Profit
6. 9284
7. Words Cannot Express
8. My Strength, My Weakness
1. Failure
yes again I failed- I didn't act manly
once again I failed- I showed weakness- I was hurt
but still I'm human. You can't refuse your feelings
you can't deny your emotions. I'm no superior being
still nothing but human
I'm despised because of emotions
you, you wake my fear. My fear to fail lies in you
once again you laugh at me because you think that I'm weak
but still I'm human, every man is ( even you)
no superior being - still nothing but human
expected to be strong
you despise me because i fear
yes you're taught to be strong taught to be rough- used to deny yourself
how could you accept yourself if you're ashamed
how can you say that you're free if you don't fully accept yourself
used to deny yourself
2. Progression
whenever you think it's time to give in. All your hope drifted away into nothingness.
Nothing makes much sense at all
No way to find out of this misery
I've been on this point, too- yes I've been there
But now i make my own progression by making my own decision
Now i make my own decision by going my own way
And there are so many more ways- life is your chance- life is your opportunity
So never give in if you've lost your way
When there's darkness- there must be light
For every pain- there'll be salvation
All the lies are seeking- the truth
And if you have been broken- just look ahead
And if you have been broken- just go on straight
Never give in!
Never be paralyzed by yourself!
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4. When Will It End
No way out- neither through screaming nor through crying
Only fleeing and hiding seems to make sense
Day by day I go through hell- my own one created by me
In me hope keeps me alive- nothing else to hold on to
I want to end it- I have to end it- I want to leave it all behind
It's grinding me- I have to liberate me- I have to leave it all behind
Recalling the memories- when will it end
What I left behind. The feeling is so real. Recalling what I've lost- pushes my power away
Regarding what I leave behind, the feeling is still so real- so painful
Recalling what I've lost pushes away every power
This numb feeling the agony has to end- no other thought enters my head
Nothing else has a name
Freedom, freedom - I don't care how much to pay
5. Killed for Profit
There surely once was a time
When man hadn't survived
If he had had only crops
But this is long ago now
And still we're acting the same
We treat beings just as meat
They're killed for our profit
Raised to die in pain
If you could only see their fearful dead eyes
And there are so many more things
Where man treats 'em like goods
And where they're taking their lives
Just to lower the price
They force them into a cage
Millions of thousands and more
So don't yo want to bring this to an end?
I'm sure if more would know- they'd really comprehend
Murder- in the name of profit
Murder- in the name of you?
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7. Words Cannot Express
So now I'm standing - I'm standing all alone- since you decided to leave
No more talking - no more beauty around me. Since you left me, all seems senseless and empty
Exhausted I fall asleep on my wet pillow
And my tears can't fill the hole you left behind
You took it all when you left- as you left
Life wasn't always fine- sure there were hard times. But we both could have coped with it
Now I can see the decay you left behind- at me and in me
I feel it every day, the loss and the decay
In my mind - I see you smiling,laughing, crying- living
In my mind - I see your beauty everyday
I close my eyes and I see you- when will this nightmare end?
I want to wake- the night is so cold
Words can't express the pain
8. My Strength, My Weakness
The feeling of you seems like a whole in my system
The grinding pressure of an unspoken word sets a dark sun in my soul
I drown in your eyes, your voice seems like music to me you lighten up the darkest night,
inspiring thoughts lie within you
your strength- my weakness
your power- my addiction
easily you could break me
easily you throw me down
(you hold my heart in your bare hands)
you- my strength, my weakness
if you'd know what you mean to me. Would you use it against me?
Your trust and your knowledge- could break me down
Your love and your compassion- can strengthen me
Love can strengthen me
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