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ETERNE LYRICS
"Deadauthor" (1996)
1. Bleed
2. Pandora
3. Jyhad
4. Naked
5. Complicity
6. Heal
7. Delirium
8. Lexicon
9. Numb
10. Deadauthor
1. Bleed
As I cradle what you told me to
Still defined by wounds that grow in you
Opened ashes bleeding as you die
I never felt besides, I only lied
Have I forgiven you, I forgiven you
Am I becoming you, I becoming you
Will I grieve for you, will I die for you
Have I forgiven, am I becoming you
Create a focus for my decline
...your drifting fine
I cannot bleed for you, I cannot cut your lines
Another... to push deeper as we die
Have I forgiven you, I forgiven you
Am I becoming you, I becoming you
Will I grieve for you, will I die for you
Have I forgiven, am I becoming you
You cannot touch me now
I cannot hurt you
Do you bleed with me
Do I grieve for you
Have I forgiven you, I forgiven you
Am I becoming you, I becoming you
Will I grieve for you, will I die for you
Have I forgiven, am I becoming you
2. Pandora
Seamless as it lingers
In a fractured lie
If it ends without pain
Will I feel deprived
Lie in wait for me
Keep it where it's safe
Lie in wait for me
End it all again
Tip of the box to suffer
Open nothing new
Tip of the box to suffer
Tell me to
Tip of the box to suffer
Open nothing new
Tip of the box to suffer
When you tell me to
Made it night together
Seemed more right that way
Sat there dreaming yet again
To see what you'd say
Lie in wait for me
Keep it where it's safe
Lie in wait for me
End it all again
3. Jyhad
Watch with fascination
We slice old scars again
Bleached by love that dreams
Of passion
Of afterlife
Tear the flesh
Steal the scent of innocence
Conceive a lust
That betrays its ignorance
Make me die with you
If I die would it make you love me
If I live would it make you kill me
Make me die with you
And we stagger in our pain
Love and death and slagging jesus
But nothing said
Seems neverending
Feigning ignorance
Neverending
Eternal tedium
4. Naked
Worship the corpse of a crucifix
Embrace the blood of your god
Enduring pain of an effigy
Inspired by our love
If I fall at your feet
Would you heal my wounds
If I saw you suffer
Would you die for me
Naked saviour promise solace
Take refuge in your flesh
Tragic king will you bleed with me
Forgiven your righteousness
If I fall at your feet
Would you heal my wounds
If I saw you suffer
Would you die for me
5. Complicity
Another beat of my dead heart
With no-one else to hear
Consume indifferent breath
My anger killed by hate
Life pushed open now
Far too blind to feel
Time can wait for me
Silent words that seem to hear
Time can wait for me
Promises complicity
Time can wait for me
In my complicity
As we fall so far together
Torn by what we've been
Will you pray forever
For your divinity
We cried in tune together
With lies from yesterday
Time can wait for me
Silent words that seem to hear
Time can wait for me
Promises complicity
6. Heal
My conception
My life beginning as I bleed
Breathe in anger
Breathe the hatred as you need
Feel so empty
I watch another world collapse
As the other, it seems so real
The victim eternal with no other feelings
You wear your filth well as it drips
With your bleeding
Spilling your life and your filth
On your hands
Wash it away with the love your pretend
Tearing at meaning corrupting with healing
Drifting decline as it clutches for feeling
Spilling the life and your skin on your hands
Wash it away with the love you pretend
Bleeding the words as they crave for denial
You are holding my words
As they crave for denial
I am bleeding the words as they crave for denial
You are holding my words
As they bleed
They bleed for you
Spilling the blood I have made
And have shown for you
What does it mean if I offer my sins to you
Innocent to the end of this imposed tragedy
Broken wounds caught in my dreams
I gave up dying for my sins
Broken wounds caught in my dreams
I gave up dying for my sins
7. Delirium
Touch the skin as it turns to dust
As the anger fades into words again
Lingering like a stolen god
That threatens to destroy our sin
Forever nothing, desire deceived
Bleeding skin, congealing disease
Wash the filth as it buries your sin
Forever nothing, desire deceived
Pacified by decaying pain
Inspired in this apathy
Feel the dream of delirium
Consume the figure of a stolen god
Forever nothing, desire deceived
Bleeding skin, congealing disease
Wash the filth as it buries your sin
Forever nothing, desire deceived
8. Lexicon
Suffer like you told me to
This blood sells well
Draped beneath a useless shroud
The misery pays well
Too many reasons to pretend
This pain is real
Too many words repeating words
Lines of lies again
Tear the face and eat the flesh that burns
Feel dead suffering
Tear the face and eat the flesh that burns
Feel dead suffering
Like kills the hate of innocence
That seemed so safe
Strips away the precious words
Destroys naieve despair
Suffer like you told me to
This blood sells well
Draped beneath a useless shroud
The misry pays well
Tear the face and eat the flesh that burns
Feel dead suffering
Tear the face and eat the flesh that burns
Feel dead suffering
9. Numb
As I turn away
From fragmented lives
I can feel an answer
In the clutch of lies
As I search so blindly
For what you call truth
I can feel an answer
Even though it's you
Silence me, needlessly
As I fall again
Silence me, needlessly
As I fall again
And we forget how I lied for you
What you promised me
And we forget how we came so close
When we lied so well
10. Deadauthor
Speak again
Kill me even more
Will I hear you
When you're dead
As you move
So uncertainly
Need to feel
That you know
Still inside my head
Love that bleeds instead
Cut the words away
Still inside my head
Killing hate again
Cut the love away
If I seem to find the way
Belief enduring pain
Still beleive it's you
If I need the pain too long
Will I think it's really me
Start to die again
As I crumble at your voice
Will you finally beleive it
You nearly killed me
If I showed you my belief
Will you finally forgive it
You nearly killed me
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