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ENERTIA LYRICS
"Flashpoint" (1999)
1. Victim Of Thought
2. Leave Me In Peace
3. Glitch
4. Crawling
5. Real
6. D.O.M.
7. Voices
8. Without End
9. What Hurts Me...
10. Right To Die
1. Victim Of Thought
FEAR, ANXIETY
RAGE ON FIRE, GREED
ALL I KNOW, IT SEEMS, IS SLOWLY FADING
ALL THE LOVE AND HATE BURN TOGETHER, FATE
ALL IT SEEMS OF LATE IS SLOWLY FADING
SO MANY THOUGHTS AND SO MUCH TIME
STILL THINKING IT OVER; MY ONLY CRIME
‘CAUSE I HAD TO KNOW, AND YOU HAD TO SHOW
STILL THINKING IT OVERAM I A VICTIM OF...
VICTIM OF MY OWN
OF MY THOUGHTS...MY...MY
OF MY THOUGHTS
STILL FEEL THEM ALL AROUND ME, SOME NEVER FOUND ME
SOME NEVER FOUND ME
STILL FEEL THEM ALL AROUND ME, SOME NEVER FOUND ME
AM I A VICTIM OF...
JUST ONE VICTIM OF...
ONE VICTIM OF MY OWN THOUGHTS
CAN’T SEE WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, I LOOK AT YOU, YOU TURN AWAY
YOU WALK AWAY, IT HAPPENS ALMOST EVERYDAY, YOU’VE GOT TO
HELP ME, HELP ME, GOT TO HELP ME FIND A WAY
AND MY FRUSTRATION IS YOU
IS YOU
OF MY THOUGHTS, WHEN MY FRUSTRATION IS YOU
FRUSTRATION IS YOU, FRUSTRATION IS YOU
2. Leave Me In Peace
DARKNESS FALLS, THAT’S WHEN SHE CALLS
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
DIDN’T TELL ME
WHEN SHE HELD ME
ONLY NEED ME
JUST TO BLEED ME
I GO MY WAY YOU
ALWAYS FIND ME
YOU KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO MAKE ME STAY
I WILL PLAY YOUR SICK FOOL
I WILL BEND TO YOUR RULE
WHAT’S LOCKED INSIDE MIGHT SAVE ME,
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
USED TO EXIST IN A WAY THAT WAS EASY
NOW I’M IN TROUBLE YOU JUST WON’T RELEASE ME
DIDN’T TELL ME
WHEN SHE HELD ME
ONLY NEED ME
JUST TO BLEED ME
I GO MY WAY
YOU ALWAYS FIND ME
YOU KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO MAKE ME STAY
I WILL PLAY YOUR SICK FOOL
I WILL BEND TO YOUR RULE
WHAT’S LOCKED INSIDE MIGHT SAVE ME,
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
HARD TO RESIST WHEN TEMPTATION SURROUNDS ME
LEAVE ME IN PEACE I WAS FINE TILL YOU FOUND ME
I HEAR CALLING - EYES ARE BURNING
YEARNING - CALLING - ARMS ARE CLOSING
DIDN’T TELL ME
WHEN SHE HELD ME
ONLY NEED ME
JUST TO BLEED ME
NO NEED TO FIND ME
I’LL COME WHEN YOU SAY
YOU KNOW WHAT TO SAY
YOU’LL MAKE ME STAY
I WILL PLAY YOUR SICK FOOL
I WILL BEND TO YOUR RULE
WHAT’S LOCKED INSIDE MIGHT SAVE ME
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
OFF I GO AGAIN
HARD TO RESIST WHEN TEMPTATION SURROUNDS ME
LEAVE ME IN PEACE I WAS FINE TILL YOU FOUND ME
3. Glitch
THE DREAMS THAT I HAVE JUST WON’T GO AWAY
FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER IT’S BEEN THE SAME WAY
IS IT GUILT? MAYBE SHAME? SENSELESS SORROW SO THEY SAY
A PAST LIFE MISTAKE I’M PAYING FOR
WHAT I SEE IS SO REAL
CAN’T EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS
AND MAYBE IT WILL PASS WITH TIME
IS THERE SOMETHING I DREAM TO FIND?
I’D BE SOMEONE’S SICK EXPERIMENT IF I TOLD THEM WHAT I’VE SEEN
I’D BE FORCED TO SLEEP CONNECTED TO MACHINES
IS IT GUILT? MAYBE SHAME? SENSELESS SORROW SO THEY SAY
A PAST LIFE MISTAKE I’M PAYING FOR
WHAT I SEE IS SO REAL
CAN’T EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS
AND MAYBE IT WILL PASS WITH TIME
IS THERE SOMETHING I DREAM ?
SLEEPING, WONDERING
AWAKING TO NOTHING
SCREAMING, HOPING
SLEEP THROUGH THE HAUNTING
I NEVER WANTED TO BE LIKE THIS, BUT WHAT I WANT DOESN’T MATTER
I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT’S HURT AND I’LL SAY I’M SORRY
WHAT I SEE IS SO REAL
CAN’T EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS
AND MAYBE IT WILL PASS WITH TIME
IS THERE SOMETHING I DREAM ?
GLITCH IN MY HEAD
THE DREAM HAS BEGUN
ANOTHER RESTLESS NIGHT
AGAIN DARKNESS HAS WON
WHAT I SEE, IS IT GUILT, HOW I FEEL
WHAT I SEE, IT’S SO REAL, HOW I FEEL
IT’S SO REAL, HOW I FEEL, IT’S SO REAL
4. Crawling
I AM COMPASSION
I AM DISDAIN
I AM IMMORTAL
I'M WHAT REMAINS
AND WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME?
YEAH, WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME?
'CAUSE THAT DAY WAS COMING AND I'D GET TO YOU
I'M HERE TO TAKE YOU
AND SHOW YOU A GAME
IT'S WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME
YEAH, WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME
AND THERE IS NO PRETENDING
AS OUR TIME IS ENDING
AND WE'RE BOTH DESCENDING
WILL I MAKE IT HOME?
HIT MY FACE WITH DISGRACE AND I'M FALLING
BLACK IS CALLING
STILL, I'M FALLING
AS I'M CRAWLING
I HATE TO BREAK THIS TO YOU
I'M WHAT REMAINS
AND WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME?
WELL I'M WHAT TAKES YOU INSIDE
AND I'M WHAT SHOWS YOU WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND
WILL I MAKE IT HOME?
HIT MY FACE WITH DISGRACE AND I'M FALLING
BLACK IS CALLING
AS I'M FALLING
STILL I'M CRAWLING
5. Real
I'LL WRITE THIS MESSAGE TO MYSELF
IN CASE I'LL LISTEN
I'VE LEARNED A LESSON FOR MYSELF
ABOUT HOW I'M LIVING
I'VE TRIED, I'VE TRIED TO GET AWAY
BUT ALWAYS END UP BROKEN
I'VE LIED, I'VE LIED TO MY OWN FACE,
NOT HEARING WHAT WAS SPOKEN
THAT'S HOW I FEEL,AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
AND IF I EVER SOBER UP I'LL LOOK FOR WHAT I'M MISSING
AND THEN I START TO REMEMBER
AND THEN I START TO SURRENDER
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL,
AND I SEE IT'S REALTHAT'S HOW I FEEL,
AND I SEE IT'S REAL
AND IF I EVER SOBER UP I'LL LOOK FOR WHAT I'M MISSING
AND THEN I START TO REMEMBER
IT SLOWS MY HEART TO SURRENDER
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
6. D.O.M.
AND I WAS POSSESSED BY ANGER
AND ACTING AS IF BY HATE
MUST HAVE REPRESSED MY THINKING
IT'S SO KIND OF YOU TO WAIT
MY HANDS WERE TIED TOGETHER IN BACK OF ME
OH, HOW THE TABLES HAD TURNED, IF YOU HAD EYES YOU WOULD SEE
I NEEDED MORE THAN A HAND, YOU WANTED MORE THAN A PLEA
I COULDN'T GET TO MY KNEES, ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS "SEE"
STILL ALL YOU DID SAY WAS "SEE"
BUT THEN I TAKE ONE MINUTE, LOOK UPON THAT TRUSTED FACE
AND I STILL FEEL IT, BEING PUT BACK IN MY PLACE
I LEARNED TO WELL
I LEARN TO WELL
I WAS SEARCHING FOR MY ANSWER
CONVINCED IT WAS MY FATE
JUST NOT KNOWING WHAT I WAS AFTER
SO KIND OF YOU TO WAIT
MY HANDS WERE TIED TOGETHER IN BACK OF ME
OH, HOW THE TABLES HAD TURNED, IF YOU HAD EYES YOU WOULD SEE
I NEEDED MORE THAN A HAND, YOU WANTED MORE THAN A PLEA
I COULDN'T GET TO MY KNEES, ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS "SEE"
STILL ALL YOU DID SAY WAS "SEE"
BUT THEN I TAKE ONE MINUTE, LOOK UPON THAT TRUSTED FACE
AND I STILL FEEL IT, BEING PUT BACK IN MY PLACE
MY HANDS WERE TIED TOGETHER IN BACK OF ME
OH, HOW THE TABLES HAD TURNED, IF YOU HAD EYES YOU WOULD SEE
I NEEDED MORE THAN A HAND, YOU WANTED MORE THAN A PLEA
I COULDN'T GET TO MY KNEES, ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS
TAKE ONE MINUTE, LOOK UPON THAT TRUSTED FACE
AND I STILL FEEL IT, BEING PUT BACK IN MY PLACE
I LEARNED TO WELL
I LEARN TO WELL
I LEARNED TO WELL
I LEARN TO WELL
7. Voices
I WAS ALMOST WHERE
I COULD HEAR YOUR NAME
WITHOUT FALLING DOWN TO THE FLOOR.
I DIDN'T THINK THAT I CARED ANYMORE.
IN MY HEAD
YOU WERE DEAD
I REGRET MY...
FIST IS CLENCHING, BODY TIGHT,
CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN, I FELT SO RIGHT.
BROKEN SILENCE, IT RAINS AND POURS.
MY MIND IS RACING, RIGHT OUT THE DOOR.
THROUGH THE DOOR. ANYMORE?
WHEN I STOP AND STARE
I CAN SEE YOUR FACE
BUT I CAN'T ERASE, WON'T LET GO,
AND WHY I'M STANDING HERE I DON'T KNOW.
I WISH YOU WELL, F-YOU, I WISH YOU HELL.
YOU RAN YOUR MOUTH UNTIL YOU TRIPPED AND FELL,
NOW YOUR VOICE IS CALLING,
YOUR VOICE IS CALLING, YOUR VOICE IS CALLING.
I HEAR VOICES CALLING.
IN MY HEAD, YOU WERE DEAD.
I REGRET MY...
FIST IS CLENCHING, BODY TIGHT.
I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN, I FELT SO RIGHT.
BROKEN SILENCE, IT RAINS AND POURS.
MY MIND IS RACING RIGHT OUT THE DOOR.
RIGHT OUT THE DOOR.
ANYMORE?
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES....
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES....
VOICES
FIST IS CLENCHING, BODY TIGHT.
I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN, I FELT SO RIGHT.
BROKEN SILENCE, IT RAINS AND POURS.
MY MIND IS RACING RIGHT OUT THE DOOR.
RIGHT OUT THE DOOR.
ANYMORE?
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES....
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES....
VOICES
8. Without End
SLOWLY FEEL TIME TICK AWAY
AS WE NEAR THE FATEFUL DAY
DON'T YOU HEAR WHAT THEY WON'T SAY
VISIONS CLEAR, READ WHAT THEY SAY
IN A WORLD FREE OF PAIN, FREE OF FEAR, I LONG TO LIVE
IN A WORLD WITHOUT END, BUT WERE FAILING AGAIN
MY WORLD WITHOUT END IS CRUMBLING
HE SHOWED US TERROR
AND SHOWED US FEAR
THE HUMAN ERROR
DID NOT BELIEVE
COULD NOT REACH YOU, COULD NOT TEACH YOU
WHO IS GONNA SAVE US FROM OURSELVES
SO WE STAND ON RAZORS EDGE
HANG OUR HEADS OVER THE LEDGE
CLOSE OUR EYES TO OUR OWN SIN
THOSE WHO FAIL COULD NEVER WIN
IN A WORLD FREE OF PAIN, FREE OF FEAR, I LONG TO LIVE
IN A WORLD WITHOUT END, BUT WERE FAILING AGAIN
MY WORLD WITHOUT END IS CRUMBLING
I'M THE ONE, THE TERROR
DEEPEST LIVING FEAR
I'M THE BURNING QUESTION, THE ONE THAT DRAWS YOU NEAR
COULD NOT REACH YOU, COULD NOT TEACH YOU
WHO IS GONNA SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELVES
GREATEST FEAR, ONE STEP AWAY
ALWAYS HEAR, WHAT THEY WON'T SAY
IN A WORLD FREE OF PAIN, FREE OF FEAR, I LONG TO LIVE
IN A WORLD WITHOUT END, BUT WERE FAILING AGAIN
MY WORLD WITHOUT END IS CRUMBLING
MY WORLD
MY WORLD
MY WORLD IS CRUMBLING
9. What Hurts Me...
WHEN YOU SAID YOU'D BE BACK
YOU WENT
AND YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD
MY FRIEND
YOU LEFT ME HERE TODAY
TODAY
NO I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME
'CAUSE I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS
NO I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME
NO I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS ME
WHEN YOU SAID YOU'D BE BACK
YOU WENT
AND YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD
MY FRIEND
YOU LEFT ME HERE TODAY
TODAY
NOW I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME
'CAUSE I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS
NO I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME
NO I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS ME
10. Right To Die
ALL ALONG I HELD ON STRONG TO THE DREAM
LIVE, THEN BE SET FREE
CAME AND WENT, MY LAST MOMENTS SPENT IN BETWEEN
SO IT SEEMS
I WAS SO MUCH MORE
GO AND CLOSE THE DOOR
LET ME GO AWAY
AWAY, I'M ASKING...
I'VE REACHED THE END, TO MUCH TIME WAS SPENT ON THE GRIEF
WASTED MEMORIES
WE SHOULD HAVE SHINED INSTEAD OF TELLING LIES
OF OUR NEEDS, OF OUR DEEDS
I WAS SO MUCH MORE
GO AND CLOSE THE DOOR
LET ME GO AWAY
AWAY, I'M ASKING...
AWAY, I'M ASKING...
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME
YOU ARE DENYING MY FREEDOM TO CHOOSE
TO MUCH TIME WAS SPENT PUMPING LIFE INTO ME
TRY TO SEE
I'VE GOT TO GO, AND YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW I'M AT PEACE
WITH WHAT'S LEFT OF ME
I WAS SO MUCH MORE
GO AND CLOSE THE DOOR
LET ME GO AWAY
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME
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