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END OF THE ROPE LYRICS
"Through Callow Eyes" (2004)
1. Accelerant
2. HateFace
3. Misanthrope
4. Cut Off Your Wings
5. Aphasia
6. Wrist Art Calamity
7. Void Till Now
8. Asympote
9. Seventy Two
10. Hurt To Heal
11. Not Forgotten
12. Uprooted
13. Infect The Ill
14. Parasite
1. Accelerant
2. HateFace
Sun burns through the crease the cracks the bones the aches and pains of glass to feel the warmth outside but inside so cold to face The hate to hate a face that bears disgust to stare and see the world through callow eyes despise the nose that spites the face do you Realize
All hope to be material is so full of damaged pride then abide by these rules
And wonder why all things fall upon the neck to weigh you down again
Only the portraits can show the portraits of a persons out side which is what they hate
And wonder why all things fall upon the neck to weigh you down again
Cotton covers blue and theres no reason to doubt that gotta get a map to find out where your at in life life can be a game life can be A game at times
To give you bells and not reverberate on deaf ears they ring all day so get on your knees
And beg for serenity as the end nears cuz its not like anyone really care
A smile hides deep inside just to pass the time
3. Misanthrope
Mansions upon the branches is where I go shaking hands in code they’ll never know
All the family whistles and the whispers behind my back
Water raining upwards sworn in plasma tic brotherhood
Down the trail the burning leaves gimme light to face another night cant recall the warmth when the sun shines
All that I want is to escape but I cannot open up these veins
So I sit here begging myself please to put an end to these bitter memories of
Twisting and breaking and hurting and falling
Running and jumping and hiding and crawling
Screaming and shouting and wanting and waiting
Contorting and bending and bleeding and hating you
Sharing twin caccoons makes an ego bruise
Submerged rhythmic chamber its quite obvious
I am no polestar
Doesn’t get much easier to recline
Doesn’t get much harder to be denied
I cannot seem to make up my mind
Identify the problem with something real or just conceal and tuck away
Don’t ever come to me near me or at me do you comprehend
Don’t even try to criticize what you don’t understand
You've never fallen from grace oh god please acknowledge
Of all the solving I need but you cant oh why
I never tried to make this happen it just seems that i'm a distraction
To everyone without solution throw your neck into the noose and jump
4. Cut Off Your Wings
Internal contradictions break the skin
Forsaken noises surrounding temperament
Feel the void liquefying ceased existence prying
Intellect habitual neglect
Triggered senses false perceptions censored
Spherical impressions tactics threatening all of this
Cut off your wings cut off your wings
So I stare at the world through callow eyes
With the lights off, I think of night
And the days forever looked back on now recite the cause of this fall
Conveniently once again you’ve reached a crossroads
Surely you’ll pick the path that always seems to be most traveled
So grab a makeshift personality and get lost in the shuffle
Contaminating devastating reality
Loss of self worth appears entity
Reflections mean nothing but what you want to see
One day you’ll open up like an autopsy
Cut off your wings
5. Aphasia
Incomplete my life is filled with brief periods of sanity
Not scared that i'm not all there just as long as I lose my mind
Gracefully wrapped in sheets covered tossed in water
Realize and see (and see) the skies and ceilings (ceilings)
Disguise the lies (the lies) that live inside me
Blinded bruised and bleeding giving up would be cheating
Myself of experiences that i'm supposed to learn from
Feel the gears shift feel the years slip away
And i'm never gonna free this decay
Aphasia
Did it phase ya? Never did. Aphasia
6. Wrist Art Calamity
Eyes wont close
Despite the dose so close
But no one knows why the next day seems so far away
The monotony won’t break
Wrist art calamity
I cant breath underwater - I can’t be pacified
I can’t rise from these ashes - I have become one with night
I’m nightened
The thoughts that crawl to end it all
Walls fall just like a row of paper dolls
The skin will grow over the wound
But not if this will continue
I want to draw a picture - But draw it with a twist
Draw it with a razor blade - Draw it on my wrist
I want to draw - A picture - Draw it with - A violent twist
Draw it with - A razor blade - Define art - In my own way
I want to draw a picture I want to draw a picture I want to draw a picture I want to draw
Wrist art calamity –fall
7. Void Till Now
I've got 30 something stars in my sight
Everyone of them penetrates my eyes
I need you next to me where your belong
I finally know what its like to live
While you sleep I watch you breathe
Iinhale, exhale are you dreaming of me
My hand melts on your face as I pull you in for a little taste
Your scent remains and stays with me all day
I have what I always wanted I want what I never had
When you’re next to me I still miss you which is something I cant understand
You make me feel - I never felt anything
You’ve never seen a heart so cold like mine all that I know
Your touch burns me from the inside out (inside inside out)
You got a hold of something in me and give me all that I need
I close my eyes and I see yours
I see your eyes - they don’t bleed so they cry
I never thought id say
That one day this could be
A vision of my self
With someone to my left
I've proven this happens
Cuz now I can feel everything
I never felt anything never felt anything
I never felt anything what is real what isn’t
I never felt anything never felt anything
I never felt anything but now I feel everything
I have never felt anything
Because I have been
Void until now
8. Asympote
9. Seventy Two
I reflect on days not long ago
Now your gone it seems so impossible
That you could just up and leave this world
Without letting out any last words
On a cold dark night needles face up
Out of control you spin fate grabs you up
And wraps its arms around you so close
This will be your last memory
You are so far out of reach
This will be your last memory
You are only 72 inches away
Goodbye i'm lost for words
You always wanted to be a part of something
Now you are but not quite what you had in mind
Always tried to live beyond your expectations
It's not your fault im not afraid to say that I miss you
I'm running away, running away from everything
Can't deal with the facts, deal with the facts and cope with this
You never realize, never realize whats gone until
I t's ripped from you, ripped from you, it's ripped from you
I'm running away, running away from everything
Can't deal with the facts, deal with the facts and cope with this
You never realize, never realize whats gone until
You never realize whats gone until its ripped from you
These are my last memories of you
You're only 72 inches away from me but you're so far away
10. Hurt To Heal
Situation depends on ability socket straining circumstances disillusion everything
Is it what I say or what I do that gets misconstrued and starts confusing you
And so your presence in time will become, just like a poison flowing through my blood
I can’t imagine what impression you are under, just stick the key in – watch it break off
Imagine this scenario with confidence - Looking down at your hand to find it’s clenched
And wonder why its now empty - Cuz everything you ever held onto was just a dream
Asking yourself where do I go from here
Visions clouded and wrenches thrown in the gears
The mind seems to have slipped into deliberation
While manifesting and digesting all considerations
All to real – something inside me is burning
Hurt to heal – this is what it has come down to
Lying in a field – something inside me is burning
Hurt to heal- this is what it has come down to
Something inside me is burning - this is what it has come down to
Not again turn it off something has to give - Do I have to bleed out just to feel this
Nothing nothing nothing can prepare me to take a closer look at you
Because from here you’re minuscule - Are you constricted and blind?
Ball-gagged and wrapped in twine - Do you feel that no one will discover
The forensic evidence that it took to make a perfect murder
11. Not Forgotten
1000 thoughts now cross through my mind
It clears the webs left in hindsight
An endless right with no resolve
It haunts the burns and chills the calm
Not forgotten not again
Curiosity forever kills
And bid the time and eat these pills
And make the sleep forever hold me
Iit spills the fears of this travesty
You try so hard to break me down
I cannot breathe, I can’t find ground
You try so hard to break me down
I cannot breathe, I can’t find ground
I watch all the colors wash away
The blues and reds all look the same
The worst place to start to learn
I dilute all your words
I quiver while I wait to hear you speak
Next thing you say can change everything
A smile torn from the left behind
It’s a shame there’s no rewind
If I am hated at least I am
Not Forgotten
12. Uprooted
Every time my eyes open I stare at you
You are always there for me
Never stop trying to hold the sky
No matter what they day might bring
And now I watch you die all over again - My shades gone it has gone away
I just wish I could do something As I stand here lonely wishing you strength
Nature comes by forcefully uprooting
I have watched you grow but pointlessly
The end result is always the same
Your demise is my disappointment
Means I leave empty handed again
And now there’s nothing I can do
No matter what you will uproot
Every time the stars came up, I stared at you
You were the only thing that was dependable
I watched you grow but so pointlessly
The end result is always the same
Uprooted
Why did you fade away
13. Infect The Ill
You will jump down my throat - swallowed everything in me
Infect the ill fall
Upside down at the pit of my stomach
5, 7.5, 10 milligrams add up
Body quakes and hard wakes and streaming strips of bright (of bright)
Floor thinning pace walk deafened numb chalk white
Aesthetic blur grips firm poisons rubbed out
Back and forth, scratch it off, kill the pain
Lloose control use a dose nooses unfold (unfold)
Laying still infect the ill count the dead cells
I cant help my self so I help my self
To a handful of some capsules
And I swallow them all
Swallowed everything - swallowed it all
14. Parasite
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