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EKKLESIAST LYRICS
"Cold" (2003)
1. Flower Of Dismay
2. Microcosmos
3. Release From A Reveries
4. Turning To Ice
5. Eyes Of Alien Worlds
6. Flame Of Desires
7. Seasons
8. Destiny's End
9. This World Without Us
10. Step To Eternity
1. Flower Of Dismay
Âíîâü íî÷è ò¸ìíû, çà ïîðîãîì äðåìëåò äîæäü, ìîë÷èò, íå çíàÿ ïàìÿòè è ñëîâ;
íå âñïîìèíàé óøåäøèé äåíü - îí ñ÷àñòüÿ íå ïðèíåñ, îí - òàê ïîõîæèé íà òåáÿ ïå÷àëüíûé îñòðîñëîâ...
...Òû áóäåøü æäàòü ñòîëü äîëãèõ ìíîãî ëåò è íàïðÿæåííî âñìàòðèâàòüñÿ â ãëóáü -
â ñåáÿ è â íî÷ü,- íàéäåøü ëèøü ïóñòîòó äîæäåé, ñîáîé ñâÿçàâøèõ ãîðñòü ñòîëü íåïîõîæèõ äíåé,
ðàçáðîñàííûõ íà ðàçíûõ ñòîðîíàõ, â òîé áåçäíå, â ãëóáèíå - âî ìíå...
Ìèã îäèíî÷åñòâà íà ïðåêðàñíîé Çåìëå - ëèøü ìãíîâåíèå æèçíè, ïîëíîå òüìû.
Öâåòîê òðåâîãè - ìîé ïîäàðîê è ìîé ïëîä,- îí ãàñíåò, óâÿäàÿ, îí îòöâåë. Áûë âñïûøêîé - óãëè íà ðóèíàõ,- à æèë ëè êòî-òî òóò?.. èëü òîëüêî óìèðàë, ìó÷èòåëüíîé òîñêîþ îçàðåí?..
Öâåòîê, ñðàæåííûé âðåìåíåì, ëåæèò, ðàçäàâëåí, ðóêè ðàñêèäàâ.
È øåï÷åò äîæäü çà òåìåíüþ îêîí, çîâåò íàïèòüñÿ äîïüÿíà íî÷íîþ òåìíîþ âîäîé ñ íåâèäèìûõ íåáåñ,
èäòè èñêàòü, ÷òîá íå íàéòè, îáæå÷ü ñåáÿ îá õîëîä òåïëûõ äíåé...
2. Microcosmos
Íåïîçíàííûé Ìèð ìåðöàåò òàèíñòâåííûì ñâåòîì - âîëøåáíûì ñèÿíüåì íåðàçãàäàííûõ òàéí;
Âñåëåííûå äðåìëþò âî ÷ðåâå - â òâîåì ïîäñîçíàíèè,
Âå÷íîñòü ñêëîíèëàñü ê òåáå â îæèäàíèè âîïðîñà.
Ïîñìîòðè íà òåìíåéøåå Íåáî è ïðåäñòàâü, ïîïûòàéñÿ âñïîìíèòü,-
Çâåçäû, ÷òî òû âèäåë íà íåáå,- ñèÿþò âíóòðè òåáÿ.
...Ïî âîëøåáíîé äîðîãå ìåæäó Çåìëåþ è Íåáîì ëèëñÿ òóìàí, ïîëíûé ðàçëè÷íûõ ñóùåñòâ,
ñîòêàííûõ èç ëóííîãî ñâåòà, äåëàÿ Çåìëþ íà âðåìÿ ìåñòîì äåéñòâèÿ ñêàçêè è ñìåÿñü íàä ôðàçîé:
"Ýòîãî íå ìîæåò áûòü!".
3. Release From A Reveries
Can you feel happy having lost all that you had? Can your heart have joy and bitterness at once?
The sky fills my eyes and makes me glad, dispirited by the vanity, I haven't felt this for ages.
Release from Reveries, - I found so much
When I lost...
I found myself
When I lost all that I had.
The light brightens me up and I feel that I've been trying to reach,
unable to reach - my freedom. Boundless space stretches before me and
I spread my invisible wings ready to fly.
4. Turning To Ice
Ñðåäè ñïÿùèõ äåðåâüåâ ìîé äóõ îòäûõàåò. Ñíåã, çèìà, íåáî - òîëüêî ýòî åñòü...
Êðèñòàëüíûé Ìèð âîêðóã - ñêîâàííûé õîëîäîì,
êðèñòàëüíûé Ìèð âîêðóã - îí ïîëîí ñïîêîéñòâèÿ.
Ýõî ñòèõàåò, ïåðåæèâàíèÿ äíÿ óãàñàþò âî ìíå.
Îãíè îäèíîêèõ óëèö ñèÿþò è óíîñÿòñÿ ïðî÷ü;
ìåðöàþò âèäåíüÿ óõîäÿùåãî äíÿ - ñïîðû, îáúÿñíåíüÿ ÷åãî-òî íåïîíÿòíî êîìó...
Êðèñòàëüíûé Ìèð âîêðóã - ñêîâàííûé õîëîäîì,
êðèñòàëüíûé Ìèð âîêðóã - îí ïîëîí ñïîêîéñòâèÿ.
Áëèçèòñÿ âå÷åð, óäëèíÿþòñÿ òåíè, ñèíåâîé ïîëîí ñíåã.
Ãàñíåò çàêàò, çàãîðàþòñÿ çâåçäû - Ìèð íàêðûâàåò íî÷ü.
Çàìèðàÿ, âìåðçàÿ â ýòîò õîëîäíûé Ìèð; ñëîâà, ìûñëè, ïðåâðàùàÿñü â ë¸ä... Õîëîä, ñèíü...
5. Eyes Of Alien Worlds
Ìîé äóõ áûë ðàçáóæåí ñòðàííîé òðåâîãîé, âêðàâøåéñÿ â ìîè ñíû.
È, îáðàòÿ ñâîé âçîð ââûñü, ÿ âèäåë ñèÿþùèé äèñê Ëóíû.
ß ðâàëñÿ íàâñòðå÷ó ñåðåáðèñòûì ëó÷àì, ñòðåìÿñü îáðåñòè ñâîáîäó ïîëåòà.
...ß ì÷àëñÿ ñêâîçü íî÷ü, íå âåäàÿ òðîï, ðàíÿñü î âåòâè è èãëû, íå ÷óâñòâóÿ áîëè.
Ïðîáèâøèñü ñêâîçü ëèñòüÿ, ëó÷è ñïëåòàëèñü ñî ñòðóéêàìè êðîâè, èãðàÿ óçîðîì íà êîæå...
Òðåâîãà, ðàäîñòü è ñòðàõ - â ãëàçàõ, ðàñïàõíóòûõ íàñòåæü, ïîëíûõ íî÷íûõ âèäåíèé...
Ïîäåðíóëîñü äûìêîé íåáî, Ëóíà èäåò íàä îáëàêàìè, ñòàíîâÿñü íåÿñíîé, ðàñïëûâàÿñü,
ìåíÿÿ î÷åðòàíèÿ, èñ÷åçàÿ âî ìãëå.
Çàòåðÿííûé â ïóñòîòå, ÿ ìåòàëñÿ â ïîèñêàõ äîðîãè íà Çåìëþ.
È òîëüêî çâåçäû,- äàëåêèå è õîëîäíûå ãëàçà äðóãèõ Ìèðîâ,- çàïëà÷óò îáî ìíå â òåìíîòå íåáåñ.
6. Flame Of Desires
Ñëîè êðàñêè - ãðóáîé è ãëóïîé, ïîêðûâàþùåé ëèêè äðåâíèõ èêîí,-
ïîâåðõ Âå÷íîãî Öàðñòâà - ìèð íàøèõ ñáûâøèõñÿ ïðåæíèõ æåëàíèé.
Ãîñïîäü ïîïóñòèë - âåäü ìû òàê õîòåëè,- òàê íàñëàæäàéñÿ òåïåðü äûìîì ñâîèõ ãëóïûõ íàäåæä!
Ñòðåìëåíüå çàæå÷ü íîâûå çâåçäû è áðîñèòü âîäû ðåê âñïÿòü,
÷òîáû âçìåòíóëèñü ââûñü äâîðöû èç íàøèõ ôàíòàçèé...
È, âåðÿ ìå÷òå, íå æàëåÿ, ìû âîçâîäèëè ñâîé ñîáñòâåííûé ìèð, îùóùàÿ,
êàê ìû âñ¸ áîëüøå è áîëüøå ÷òî-òî òåðÿåì...
×òî ïîòåðÿëè ìû â êèïåíèè ñòðîåê- ñèëó è ìîëîäîñòü?- è ÷òî ìû íàøëè âçàìåí?
Äåëà íàøèõ ðóê èçúÿçâèëèñü ïÿòíàìè ðæàâ÷èíû, êîëëîñû äî íåáà ñòîÿò, ðàñêà÷èâàÿñü,
ñëîâíî ïüÿíûå, óãðîæàÿ îáðóøèòüñÿ íàì íà ãîëîâû, áåññìûñëåííîñòü è òîñêà ïîñåëèëèñü
â íàøèõ ñåðäöàõ, âûïèâàÿ èõ...
...Ïîñëå âðåìåíè ñêîðáè íàñòóïàåò âðåìÿ ðàäîñòè, è íàñòóïèëî óæå.
È êðàñêà ïîâåðõ äðåâíèõ èêîí âñÿ ïîêîðîáèëàñü, è ïðîñòóïàþò ìåñòàìè ñóðîâûå ëèêè Âå÷íîñòè.
È, îáðåòàÿ ïîêîé, òû ëèøü óëûáíåøüñÿ - âåäü âñ¸, ÷òî áûëî - ïðîøëî
7. Seasons
8. Destiny's End
So many years you're captured by an outer world.
The crowd's been pressing you for endless days,
Only her look could change your life, but...
Deep feelings to call for sympathy,
Destiny's end - there are no memories...
You tried to recognise her eye's splendor,
Breaking down thoughts and fears,
Proceeding into other demensions,
Where the heaven embraces all infinite space
And Dark ways are trampled by naked fear.
In mournful shadows the crowd dwells,
Divine paintings of beastly forces,
Inspired by your hopeless essence
one thought, if you feel me, what do you live for...?
9. This World Without Us
Ýòà Çåìëÿ áåç íàñ, Ýòîò Ìèð áåç ìåíÿ, - òàê áûëî ðàíüøå, òàê áóäåò ïîòîì.
Íè÷òî íå èçìåíèòñÿ, ñëîâíî íàñ è íå áûëî â ýòîì Ìèðå,
Ñëîâíî ìû íå ðîäèëèñü, íå íàñëàæäàëèñü êðàñîòàìè ýòîé Çåìëè, íå âíåìëèëè Íåáó,
ñëîâíî ìû è íå æèëè...
Áûë ëè ñìûñë íàøåé æèçíè? Áûë ëè ñìûñë íàøèì ñòðàäàíèÿì? -
Åñëè è áûë, òî òîëüêî äëÿ íàñ. Áûë ëè ñìûñë íàøåé ëþáâè? -
Êàæåòñÿ, ÷òî òîëüêî â ýòîì è áûë.
....Íî è îíà ïðîøëà, îòøóìåëà, ñëîâíî âåñíà.
È ìû âëà÷èìñÿ êàê òó÷è, êàê ïðèçðàêè ñêâîçü âðåìåíà - èç ïðîøëîãî - â áóäóùåå è íàçàä...
Íåèçìåííûé Ìèð! Íå ñäåëàëè ìû òåáÿ õóæå çà ñâîþ íåäîëãóþ æèçíü?
Íå íàïîëíèëè ëè ñåðäöà äðóãèõ îáèäîé, çëîáîé, íåíàâèñòüþ è ëîæüþ?
Åñëè ìîæíî, òî ïóñòü ïîòîêè òâîèõ äîæäåé ñìîþò âñ¸ ýòî èç ëþäñêèõ ñåðäåö, êàê ïàìÿòü î íàñ.
10. Step To Eternity
New turn of the Great cycle of life and the boughs that were once dead arose from their dreams,
and looking at that, we're seeking rest and solitude,
beauty and wisdom under the canopy of the green temples,
to make our step - step, to eternity in quiet and concentration of spirit.
Step over lies, over malice, over pain - to a new life.
Nights without sleep. Revision of the past.
Search for the answer, - What did you live for?
Leave all unneeded, starting your life anew.
And may nothing take you out of equilibrium.
Make your step to the one almighty, and may the beauty of quiet joy reward you.
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