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DUSK LYRICS
"My Infinite Nature Alone" (1999)
1. Ars Moriendi
2. Returning To Pathos
3. Forty Seasons From Now
4. Await
5. Chiarscuro
6. Fortress Of Solitude
7. Still Black And White
8. Beautiful And Unfortunate
1. Ars Moriendi
[January 1997]
The art of dying; a hymn to the demise of being.
Saar-e-heffi. Questioning the societal pulse of yesterday.
2. Returning To Pathos
[December 1997]
Return from yourself, the reaper of my fields
Return, for you are needed.
For the one yet to be born.
The child cries out your name, the night whispers to me
In the streets the screams are alive.
And they will always be.
White veils hanging still, waiting for you and me.
The forest still awaits, let us run...across.
Return, for the morning maybe never.
And the breeding is still untouched.
Return, maybe I fade away.
Before the sun, but not the stares.
They still weep the centuries in your name.
For the moon still is what it was
...Your name and the closed gate.
The stares shine for hours, like the fields never reaped
Return for the sun that has it's wings widespread.
The horizons sleep in a story
My feelings glare at thee.
As their mornings end, my mourning begins.
My pain is much for you; I shall let you breathe,
Open skies tasteful depths, green seas and you and me.
Return, since I caress the young. Since pathos burns in me,
Merge me; blend me, into sorrow.
Shade me with trees of grief
Touch me; winds of pain come touch me,
Burn me pathos; burn me if you can,
Now that what I have become,
Time is in immortal soils.
Sing, and dance for my return.
3. Forty Seasons From Now
[December 1997]
Autumn will scream from inside of me,
Not a false spring forever please.
Times shall change, like every thing else.
Will you be the same, forty seasons from now?
4. Await
[March 1995]
Whatever in this world you are going to find.
It's going to go, and you're going to stay behind.
You search for lust, or you crave desire,
He shall come and take you, in fire.
Your life will never, stay forever.
Wait. Await thy death.
Wait. Await thy doom tonight.
If your aim is to be evil, your choice is to be burnt.
If your intension is to murder, your fate is to be hunted.
They cry, they weep and pray for mercy.
But all they get is a desire of relief.
Your waste your life in lust of power.
But the one you forget does not forget you.
The silence sequel;
Wait, await your final slumber.
Wait for your final destiny.
Your unfortunate lies will mate with your soul tonight.
That is your final darkness.
That is your final destiny.
5. Chiarscuro
[Undated]
Lost in the grains of sand,
In an hourglass of misfortune.
Seperating light from dark, dark from light.
Day from night. Once Again.
6. Fortress Of Solitude
[January 1997]
Alone again.
Again I am desolate. Again I am left forever.
Again I weep in pain.
O it's my sigh.
It is the sigh I take again.
Will this survive? Survive to see the daylight.
Never shall I.
Never shall I again, see the sight of the ones,
The ones who once left me behind.
Fortress. Of solitude.
Let us merge together.
In Solitude. For solitude, in solitude.
My character is now a tragedy.
A tragedy forever to be.
My existence is now a strain.
Slowly it arises, the urge.
An urge to fly away, into the skies of silence.
Amber roads, going places, emptiness is just a dream.
Echoes saying everything fill within.
As cold winds rape a lonely tree.
And here I sit in somberness.
Draped in a thick mist called thought.
And grasping me, and my imagination,
Are these everlasting chains of despair?
And black clouds of sadness, hang over the fortress.
Waiting for me to again be free.
So that they can rain their tragedy, all over the years.
And O how I wish, that I could, I will,
Embrace these skies if time wishes me to.
Never again.
And the pain persists me.
Shall I pay for all I have?
Pay for what all was not mine.
Indebt me in sorrow.
Solitude stays, for it is a temple, a temple forever.
Never shall we be loved.
And amongst the many thoughts, the thoughts that became pregnant.
A question will always arise.
Fortress. Of solitude.
Let us merge together.
In Solitude. For solitude, in solitude
I can feel my self to be descanting,
Descanting my soul to rise.
To be seen inside of me, is merely a thought of thee.
A vivid expression is seen,
And the broken promise shall be.
Amber roads, going places, emptiness is just a dream.
Echoes saying everything fill within.
As cold winds rape a lonely tree.
7. Still Black And White
[March 1998]
Remember...
Return...
Reverse...
Realize...
Remember me, as fading images.
Return to me, some other day.
Reverse the faces, of the pages pale.
Realize, how the seasons change.
How faultless are you and me, in our shadow one.
As merged forever, by a blinding light.
Respect the grace that we unleash together.
And O how beautiful is my art.
As pale as you can think, as close as we may be.
Relate to all the times,
The memories are still black and white...
...black and white, purple gray.
And how much more pale will you become?
Am I not faded enough for you?
Realize, how the seasons change.
Reverse the faces, of the pages pale.
Return to me, some other day.
Remember me, as fading images.
I might just wait another season for you,
The memories are still, black and white.
8. Beautiful And Unfortunate
[February 1998]
Today's emptiness, tomorrow's dream.
An addiction, like never seen.
All is still beneath an orange moon.
Everything remains, but without you.
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