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DISTORTED MIND LYRICS
"A Demo of Winter's Darkness" (2004 Demo)
1. Frozen Reflections
2. Intro
3. Drowned Mental Destiny
4. Lost In the Tears of Reality
5. Division of Past
6. A Painting of Winter's Darkness
1. Frozen Reflections
Happened chance to see the truth
Fed the lies within our youth
Years of pain
These tears that rain
Distorted mind, distorted truth
Puddles dried so you can't see
Lifeless eyes present to thee
Watch myself daze
Through water's face
Replace my soul, replace me
Liquid former
Shadowed terror
So I venture
In to my past
A utopia
My dream
Saw a vision
To help myself
Drown me now
Sickness of my own
Truth of all the
Lies of which you
Fed in to my mind
Save me from life
Recreate my past
Which I now forget
The times I would smile
With no worries
Make me strong again
Stare in to my eyes
Feel the pain I've felt
Sense the hurt I have
Now that they have gone
Peering down to the river
See myself playing
Younger version of myself
Was once happy and content
Why can’t I live again,
Since I’ve never hurt them?
Touching water...
Grabbing my reflection
Mold myself to my needs
Since I’ve been killing myself
Frigid air held the picture
Froze my perfect reflection
But, I wish to consume
And establish all I used to be
Wish myself back to health
Respect for my own truth
Skipping stones
Scar my face
Youth has died
As have I
You dream of passion no more
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2. Intro
3. Drowned Mental Destiny
Loneliness...
Through my life
Taken away...
All I care about
What have I done...
To deserve?
Every day...
Every nerve...
This time, you will cry
And when I leave you dying
And your hopeless tearing begins
Deserted, by you now
And I will never know why
With your mental anguish breaking you
I'm filled with hatred towards you
You are out of my life
Blackened soul
Dig my hole
Freed your life from my vision
My pathetic nightmare
Rain on me
So casually
My mind is yours
For you to destroy
Rain
Mind
You
Destroy
4. Lost In the Tears of Reality
Souls... die
Souls suffer before death
Wait...
Waiting for your agony to end
But, it always stays here with you
Cannot compromise
For, your fate is destroying you
Never see the day when you smile
Free...
You freed me from your pains and sorrow
I... cry
When I think of your pleasant face
Oh, where have you gone, my love?
Far away from me...
Don’t know what I’ve done to be
Hurting for the while...
Nothing they can do to make me smile
You...
Crushed my heart
Falsened what was true
Breaking my grip on my life
Destiny...
Torn up by a knife
But, you’re all I had
Joyous, replacing thoughts of the bad
Now, I’m on my own
Surprised how much my mind has grown
Now, my only fear...
Is no painful thought in you, dear
Wish you down to hell...
There, you’ll blend with all the other
Psychos
Murderers
Sadists
Satan
Welcome
Twisted
Nightmare
Escape
Rapists
Molesters
Nuisance
Get away
Heart...
Made of glass...
Shattered now...
This, you’ve done to destroy me
Flush...
Out my wounds...
Stained of blood...
From the steal I tasted
Pitiful thoughts of flesh
Enraptured life of death
Tortured to the end...
As you suffer in denial
The time has come for you to fade away
Distanced by a line of difference
We have grown apart from the start
What you haven’t seen is our demise
Memories of all we have been through and seen
Tarnished are the once-loved remembrances
Vacant hearts – lost in the tears of fate
Lost in the Tears of Reality
Living off the tortures I have been dealt
Mirror to all I despise
Shadowed by what is not I
Why have I lost myself?
I forever...
...have started...
...raining sadness
Mental oceans...
...are regretful
Dissolved into...
...lost visions.
Broken sculptures.
Pieces crumble...
...like our lives’ rusted structures
Defaced columns…
…of my heart…
Fluid torment
Vocal daggers of destruction…
…come to take your life.
Look what you’ve done
I’ve died for dreaming...
Dreams of laughter...
Lived out sorrow
Betrayal is now your focus in life
Hellish blazing fires bursting through my eyes
Burning free your flesh to melt away my disease
Stealing now, your deepest cherished desires
Freezing yourself in time, past of laughs and more
Currently defeating all we had in store
Later on, you will see- you have then been dimmed
That’s the time you’ll realize...
I’m no longer him.
Pain feasts on me
Hunger you now feed
Life- what you see
Death- reach to me
Dark…
Tinted glass…
Fades you out…
This is done to forget you
Trust…
Can be cruel…
When you’re hurt
By a friend who once healed you
Wishful thoughts of past
These damaged hopes now last
What shall now be done?
A gallows’s structure has begun
Tighten
Your rope
Loosen
My life
Watching
Waiting
Upon
Your time
The call
You fall
Hanging
Lifeless
Words erased from stone
Chisel brand new thoughts of my own
Forget all you’ve said
Brush the dust of hate I’ve been fed
Now, what do you fear?
Is thee hurt in what you now hear?
Who cares if I’ve cried?
Wouldn’t even phase you if I died
True…
Ruled my life
From the cards you drew
Looking down at you in spite
Make believe
You are gone from sight
I’ve… bled
Dripping through the veins of my dread
Floor has now been soaked
Stained here by the life you have choked
Deep regret in mind?
Bother none, for you will not find
My forgiving side
What you search for has been destroyed
Eyes will see you now through the fire
See…
Let’s see what goal in life you retire
You like what you see?
Fragments of what I used to be
I move on in life
Future hopeful for a wife
Family of my own
Treasures for this man to be sewn
There’s no place for you
So I let you fade away
You…
Disappear…
From my life…
Here’s the grave I am digging
All…
Just for you…
Tomb of stone…
Unmarked grave is all for you
Pieces of my life
Glued here by the dark
Alone I shall stay
Writing of my heart that’s been frayed
“I have forever been lost within the tears of my own reality”
5. Division of Past
6. A Painting of Winter's Darkness
Futile strikes
Each for the rights
Proving a point for what we all fear
Deliver a gift
Through air it shifts
Defeating the purpose and what we all hear
Ripping away
Washing decay
Determines the future and what's to be done
Paving the path
For a fragrant bloodbath
Smelling the death in what we've begun
Forming the hatred in shades of melting flesh
Destined for torture are those who could survive
Scanning the ruins, watching for signs of life
Befriend the reaper, for he is on your side
Casting them down
On to the ground
Meeting the town
Bodies around
Destroying lives
Tearing the mothers from their child’s arms
Nothing to last
Take a look around
What you enjoy most - gone forever
Holy man - question my religion
Kill my people for not wanting your God
Millions are dying while praying to live
So why should we look to the lies?
Bending our souls
Conform to your beliefs
They'll shoot you down then burn your home
If you do not see the light
Rules to protect the weak, to destroy the strong
And condemn all those that think
Why must we bow down throughout these times
When your light turns to darkness
Fire
Escaping the hand of god
Pages of unspoken guides
Lies, lies, lies
Die inside
Live our lives in fear of the ones we trust
And we wash away in our sea of doubt
Stop spreading faith while I start to sketch
A Painting of Winter's Darkness
Banish thee
Worthless preacher
Blocking you out
Out of our minds
In to the grave
Deeper with time
Draw the line
For you and your kind
Say what you bring to us
Things we cannot trust
You defend all you cannot see
Then you condemn all we want to believe
Book of fiction
Your contradiction
Premonition
False religion
Stealing hopes and visions from the youthful
Descend down the staircase to our fate
Winding path
Troubled past
Friends of Jesus Christ
Savior of all your minds
Hypnotized
Dictate lives
Paint has now been dried
As the blood of all who’s died
In your wars of hatred
Hang this painting high
As we wait to see the end of life
On Earth as we know it
Drill in to your brain
Hopes gone down the drain
Pointing all the blame
It will never be the same...
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