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DETONATION LYRICS
"Portals to Uphobia" (2005)
1. Into Sulphur I Descend
2. Portals to Uphobia
3. Structural Deceit
4. Chaos Banished
5. End of Sight, End of Fears
6. Lost Euphoria part III
7. The Loss of Motion Control
8. Solitude Reflected
9. Beyond the Margin
10. The Source to Delve
1. Into Sulphur I Descend
I know that shadows give you comfort in the dark.
Tears that rain down rip my inner strength apart.
I will not break my back to substitute myself again.
For the shadow that drapes over your self awareness.
No Longer will I set the highest standard.
Into mountains of sulphur I descend.
Day after day after night
I expect nothing to see, nothing to become
But a stranger in misery disguised.
Within these borders your quest is ignored
Your work recreated, and your story untold
As I was from heaven send...
Will I not see my stronghold mend?
Into sulphur I descend
Our Reflections will never be seen together
The gates to your being…closed forever
When did our development die?
When did our search for progress end?
It all vanished with a cry
Time I shall never betray!
Will I not see my stronghold mend?
Into sulphur I descend
2. Portals to Uphobia
Let me dream of a fearless world
A life without pain
Let me dream of a desolate place
Where I can taste the falling rain
A search through isolation
Neglecting doors that are opened wide
Nothing, nothing to gain!
Further away from Utopia
Gone, the portals are gone!
Save for the ones to Uphobia
Valour departs from the inside,
Despite its’ futile destiny
Daylight falls upon my sight
Confiscating paths that used to be
A fragile wall which separates
My reason from insanity…
Decisions have to be made
Changes are set to occur
3. Structural Deceit
As I search for energy to feed my resistance
Paths are blocked to decrease my persistence
There’s something else that I need
A wound that cannot bleed
A room with innumerable doors
Energy from an endless source
This is my creation
Here is no custody
Where chaos and order
Are replaced by lunacy
Ignore my voice
While you’re hunting me down,
For I cannot be forced
And I cannot be saved
From my own deception
Towards structural deceit
I am the God of my own creation
I am the deceiver of human perception
I will secure the ground on which I stand
As it was foretold, deception is at hand
Energy to feed
I am not the enemy
Structural Deceit
We shall stand!
There’s something else that I need
A wound that cannot bleed
A room with innumerable doors
Energy from an endless source
4. Chaos Banished
Retreat to your cramped damp shelter
To separate the shadow from your soul
Seeking refuge from the hell you lent her
Where conscience died to lose control
You may try to bury me
Underneath you stack of lies
But through impatience you missed to see
I will surpass your pathetic cries
Will I invoke the burden you bare?
To lower slit wrists into rivers of regret
Chaos Banished
Your foul manner reaches above and beyond my realm
Day after day... your presence fills me with hatred
So sickened by the sight of inhuman filth
And it was decreed that all must be exterminated
5. End of Sight, End of Fears
Taste the despair coming from my hands,
The insanity flowing through my veins
Strength unknown has taken control
A challenge lost forlorn
My sight has been blocked
Although it cannot keep me down
Stolen from vision, detached from tears
I guest for sanity, constant after all these years...
End of sight, end of fears!
Strength unknown
Has taken control
This weight I cannot bear
Hands trembling aside
Capture my vision, and take my fears
An era coming to an end
Motives I do not comprehend
Oblige me to collide!
Incomplete is my reality.
Savaged within my insanity.
As I gaze upon my world
I start cleaning my hands
From the blood I have spilled
From the mistakes I have made
My time will soon pass
I lost the will to resist
Taken from vision, relieved from tears
I guest for sanity, constant after all these years...
End of sight, end of fears!
Strength unknown
Has taken control
6. Lost Euphoria part III
7. The Loss of Motion Control
Your touch is dead
As is the life I pursue
Onward I stare into the surreal
My mind dies
As slumber comes for me to heal
By binding light I strive to obtain
The pendulum sharpens its axe once again
To fore fill my needs
To embrace my silence is gold
Means the loss of motion control
Within me hides a dead soul
A world of mirrors breaking
I gasp for air no more
As I unleash my impulse
My mind clouds
I don’t think their was anything there before
Permanently unconscious
(To turn the abducting faces forevermore)
8. Solitude Reflected
Destructive, discouraging, isolated
Words that describe a secluded mind
In stillness I wither, yet deserted and enshrined
Away from my wasted core
Where structure has faded…
A shadow that I crave to ignore
In solitude I am reflected
No more contempt for me to obtain
The chain of endurance, broken in motion
Once the portals lock one by one
Restrain what may never become again
Questions that have to be replied
A shadow that wants to be fed
One life that has to be taken
I am not the one to decide
Systematic procedures and regulation
In general perspective
As common as the rise of dawn
Yet appalling to me
Like the coming of a deadly storm
Solitude reflected
Socially rejected
Fragments of the past
To painful to confront
Yet I am conscious of my task...
As retribution lurks from below
Decisions should have been made
Fear, a life span taken by phobias
Limited are the paths to take
Narrow is the path to euphoria
9. Beyond the Margin
I am able to withstand
I am able to withdraw
I can break your world apart
By turning your lies into pain
There is a clear social chaos,
Always present in your eyes.
Constantly trying to evolve
Incapable of submitting
Boundaries-enforced beyond the margin
A Sacrifice made
Disturbance in my perception
I was created in distress
As life withers away below my feet
And rain pours down as oil
Suffocating my body with greed
My skin burning into soil
A prisoner of my own perspective
Captured despite my will to change
I Witness the clouds divide
The air turns cold
Your futile world subsides…
10. The Source to Delve
Wounded by time and situation
I gaze beyond the boundaries of our horizon
My hands cut off to prevent resistance
Time shall foretell the duration of my absence
Preparing my mind for failure
For failure and deceit,
Nothing will satisfy me
Satisfy me in my need
Led into a state of misfortune
But through the powers that made me immune
And by the energy that created life itself
I am guided towards the source to delve
I’m reaching the end of tolerance
Which portal did I miss to see?
Nothing will satisfy me
Satisfy me in my need
And slumber comes down upon your perspective
Taking down all mistakes there are to forgive
I am supplied by anger, fed by mistakes
Gateways towards nothing
Nothing there to gain
The strength of light
Reduced to shadows
And fire and stone
Merge from where all hatred grows
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