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DESOLATE VOID LYRICS
"Self Medicated Psycho Therapy" (2006)
1. The Quest of the Idiot
2. The Betrayer
3. Enduring The Curse
4. Who Haunts Who
5. Trying To Cope
6. Bleeding Chaos
7. Friend Placebo
8. Broken Bones & Bullet Holes
1. The Quest of the Idiot
Crawl, crawling on your knees thru life
You'll never find a purpose to your life
Down sunk so deep you self styled
You could never find true life
Searching
Searching in vain, searching in pain
For the answers you seek
And finding, finding so fast
The answers you sought were not the answers you got
So blindly you're dying
Trying to find a purpose to your life
You'll never - Never tell me what to think or believe
I'll sever - Sever the hands that grasp my neck
Nothing - My everything came from nothing
And forever I will entrust in myself
As I have seen your life transformed thru your obsolescent dreams
Still trying to be everything you always wanted
Everything you'll never be, you are nothing to me
You're fake (x4) you're something I hate
Something I could never be
And that's why I'm free
Falling down - Deeper into solitude
Within the mind - A key within the emptyness
Perhaps you'll find - A purpose to your own death
2. The Betrayer
Trust abuse, broken hope, shrunken pride for all our lives
Who are you to criticize, to bring us down
To ruin our lives with lies
What if I were just like you
Would you want to kill me too?
Trust abuse thru broken hope in shrunken pride
We live our lives
It only took you a little time to destroy our lives
We're given one life but there's a million different ways to die
And when you're wasting my time you can bet your ass you'll die
It only took me a little time to figure out your lies
Betrayer to all, you've slashed the face of all mankind
The burning in my soul is of a hate that you could never know
The flames in my soul are of a pain that none should ever know
Burn (x3)
The burning pain of flames inside
Pain (x3)
And this pain is so much to bear
Die (x3)
All I feel is I want to die
All I know is i want to die
3. Enduring The Curse
I slit my wrist to numb all the pain
I bite the cut and suck out all the blood
Gnaw and chew and fuck that gaping hole
There's nothing in my head except the hurt and pain
And thoughts of death, depression rules again
Shameless and strong, I load the gun
Fear is nothing in the land of the dead
Destroy the enemy, control your head
Stay far away from here - these boiling pits of hell
Where pain is guaranteed
Trapped lost confined in a box
I have the key but can't find the door
Is a step forward a step in reverse?
Is everything I do affected by this unknown curse?
4. Who Haunts Who
Confused, Abuse, Addiction
Bashing my head into the wall
Relentless, Defenseless, Consuming
As the days turn into years
Disaster inside me, no hiding
Rotting soul in a broken shell
Beautiful bones cradles in arms
Termination, Rejection, Dissolve
Confused perception, a twisted belief
Crippled psychosis believe in your own defeat
There's no compassion, no compromise for the drill bit
That's twisting between my eyes
Obsessive compulsion to the pounding
Of the battle drum inside the mind
Reviving the dying inside me
Rotting soul in a broken shell
Disconnect from the world everyday
Razor blades and a loaded gun by your side
Safe from them but are you safe from you?
Who haunts who? The ghost is you
Who haunts you? The ghost is you
Can it hide inside your mind?
5. Trying To Cope
Welcome to this cold darkened tomb
A rotten miserable wrath of self abuse
With gouges deep in the flesh
Climb on down into my open wound
See pain and hate and feel what I feel
Then judge me and tell me who is real
I challenge you, you mother fucker
Thru smoking, drinking, tripping or snorting
I have to do it all to help depreciate
My hatred for you and everyone I know
I trust no one
Tried to run my life with eyes as your disguise
And mine were blind but now they see light
And I'm alive yet forever I will trust no one
Trust no one
6. Bleeding Chaos
Suicide hand control opened wide and poked a hole
Razor burn in my soul swallowed up my self control
Chaos bleeds thru hollow needs
The will conceived I'll try again
The will deceived I'll die again
So you think I fucked up, So you think I am wrong
I don't care what you believe, it's not your goddamn life/death
Now to suffer like me, to try and understand me
Crawl inside my hollow tree where there is no self sympathy
Only broken dreams, a blistered soul with severed seams
And bleed
Drip by drip
Until the body
Is dry
7. Friend Placebo
I've been betrayed and blame's bloody hand points at you
Ashamed I let my guard down and trusted you
Destroyed a concrete bond set years ago
Pure coward, why can't you confront me
Sad hypocrite, you've become what you hated
The knot unraveled, friend has become foe
So blatently you lie throwing your words around
To protect your fall
So pathetically you lie, your words will bounce back
Forcing your fall
Your selfishness enhances my hate
These weaknesses will be our damaging fate
As your ignorance imprisons our minds
8. Broken Bones & Bullet Holes
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