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DEEP INSIDE MYSELF LYRICS
"At A Late Hour" (2002)
1. Curserow (Intro)
2. Endless Winter
3. Helpless Victim
4. The Proof
5. One Single Answer
6. Misjudgement
7. What You May Say
8. A Part Of Me
9. Without A Trace
10. Freedom Counts
11. Wishes And Hopes
12. The Slave
13. Early Autumn
1. Curserow (Intro)
2. Endless Winter
All the thoughts that you conceal
All my mistakes you condone
Ready to sacrifice your heart
To the unknown in the dark
Praying to a graceful god
But a winter he will send, for sure
Endless winter he will send
Forget all your hate and pain
Forgive me, then forget my name
Forget all your hate and pain
Yes, a winter he will send, for sure
I wait for the winter that he´ll send, to you
All the fears you cast away
And your sins you cast aside
Ready to sacrifice your heart
To the unknown in the dark
Don´t think that he will help some day
Because winter he will send, for sure
And your hoping ends
Endless winter he will send
And your hoping ends
Your hope and your confidence will be buried
Buried in the sand
3. Helpless Victim
Someone´s calling my name
And I feel the deepest night
The way seems to have no end
Someone´s calling my name
And I think the time is right
For you to help yourself and forget...all past times
And you´re losing time
Someone´s calling my name
And I know that you lost a friend
It´s time to bring the laments to an end
You´re a helpless victim in this world
Your dying visions of a good earth
And you´re losing time
The lack of light is burning bright
But the shadow becomes clear
It seems as if you waited for hundred years
For someone to soothe your tears
The future lies and you´re buried in yesterday
4. The Proof
I´m still living beyond this grey veils of past years
I couldn´t say if I feel joy...or just old fears
Would you set me free from the dark thoughts of the past
Are you able to bear the days when it seems I´m without a heart
I can´t feel affection, I can´t feel my senses
I couldn´t say if I´m dead or still alive
Would you bring back the stars into my cloudy sky
Are you able to hold me tight when it seems I´ve lost my mind
Would you bring back life to my deceasing world
Are you able to bring back joy to this man who´s without a heart
5. One Single Answer
Books of history
The science of the world and the stars
New remedies
The science of the human heart
Computerized memories, calculated things of high quality
I waited for so long to get an answer, but we have failed
Old symphonies
The art to create timeless sounds
I waited for so long to hear an answer, but we have failed
What are our dreams for...
What are our lifes for...
I can´t see the sense
What´s my hate for...
What´s my love for...
I can´t see the sense
A new therapy
A tool to get rid of our doubts, our sins and our failures
I´m still searching for an answer...will I fail?
6. Misjudgement
This life has no meaning
In the eyes of a broken man
Would they call you weak or just insane
This life has no meaning
In a silent night I see
The end of a tragedy
I know that you know that you can´t hide
The feelings that you bear at night
You know that I know that I can´t hide
The feelings that I bear at night
This life has no meaning
In the eyes of the suffering man
Blind love has taken you to where you are now
I see all your fears you try to hide
´Cause the mist has moved aside
7. What You May Say
A new place I hoped to find
But there was just yesteday
Some new aims I tried to find
But I found the dreams of times long past
I just want to get away
Get away from here
I can´t take one more day
I just want to get out
...to get out of here
Before I lose myself
So many mistakes I made
And there will be one hundred more
You don´t really know what´s going on inside of me
No one´s here to keep me from getting away
No time to think about what you may say
Maybe I will return some day
I just want to stay there for awhile
To forget that I feel sad
I don´t care if you will understand
Nevermind if tomorrow is as bad as today
I don´t care if another dream fails to work
As long as I have the chance to get away
8. A Part Of Me
A clumsy child, a wise man
Feelings of devotion, the center of hate
A free will, a controlled tool
A furious wolf and the moon
A part of me
Coexisting hearts and colliding souls
Armies in endless rows
...., a heart of stone
A cold thing at night, sunlight of a day
Awake angel, the sleeping beast of prey
A furious man and his tools
One hundred wars are waiting to be fought
The rain becomes a wave in which I´ll be drowned
9. Without A Trace
I´ll be on the same path but this moments will never return
And I´ll face another morning, but without the light of today
This moments die without leaving something on this world
This moments won´t return
The silently creeping end
Hoping for a better day is like waiting for the death
...Without a trace...the silently creeping end
10. Freedom Counts
You guess I would be...
Lost when I am free
Again you have to be without me
Dying glow, you know that I hate all your dreams
The end begins
Freedom, I still haven´t learned what it means
A bird will be spreading our dreams
Again I have to be free
Again it´s me
Don´t think of me when the hate steals your night
Because I will always remember you as my beautiful bride
11. Wishes And Hopes
I think I´ve lost my way
While searching for a path
Maybe I´ve wasted days
What am I dreaming of...
I compared this life to hell
While searching for a start
And after all I know that all remaining things
Are words that I´ve sown
Wishes and hopes are only real
Until dreams become true
I wonder how it would be
If I could be without you
I think I´ve lost my will
While searching for an answer
Maybe I´ve wasted time
What´s this suffering for...
I compared this life to hell
While searching for a path
And after all I know that all remaining things
Are words that I have sown
Wishes and hopes are only real
As long as they are far away
I wonder how it would feel
If I could live without truth
12. The Slave
A slave of a story
A serving without glory
For you there´s no other way
To get to the end of the day
Just a messenger of lies
Your senses in disguise
You and your story may die
Counting scars on your hands
And your world seems to have no sense
13. Early Autumn
You wanted to go
Because a full life was out of sight
Sometimes you believed in unreal mights
You lost your brother in early times
You lost your life while waiting for a sign
You waited for a life without all the pain
You always wanted to exit from this room without doors
You left this life to escape your despair
But salvation won´t wait for you there
Now you´re nowhere
....Maybe somewhere
But no god waits for you
All ideals
....and all ideas
Are buried now with you
You were at war
Without ever knowing your enemy
Without ever returning back home
Where you always felt alone
You wanted to be
A part of your dream where no one feels loneliness
You didn´t know you would never return
From this early autumn
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