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DEAD EMOTIONS LYRICS
"The Genesis Behind" (2003)
1. Scalpel
2. Near End Experience
3. Cluster
4. When John Doe Met Jane Doe
5. A Locust's Heart
6. The Last Sovereign Day
7. Uncontrolled
8. Hidden Track
1. Scalpel
Spit all the pain out, slit your own throat
Watch catharsis coming nearer, fading slowly away
Get tranquill and silent, everything is passing by
So much went wrong (loosing faith)
The time has come (loosing hope)
Nothing more to say (poor individual)
Age won't come (the mind is tired)
Open fearful your bright eyes, still the heart is cold as stone
Still the hole is open, it will never be closed again
So easy to hurt a kid, the soul is broken, unrepairable
The mechanoid is out of order
No chance to move the extremeties
Speech turns into fragments of words
Burning down a mothers heart (if not silent)
The ears won't hear joy anymore
The fingers will just tough poisoned thorns
The mouth just spitting out fear
The eyes just seeing red
Only one possibility left
Living in this world of plagues no more
Just a child's suicide
Could save its mind
2. Near End Experience
So much goes wrong, so much brings me down
I'll just leave this shit, try to find new things that count
So hard to keep myself sane and not to show my mind to others
So easy to swallow the sorrow, but one day I will choke
Raping life's rules make me feel
A near end experience
A fear to change this situation
Is stronger than all pain
People say catharsis means to hurt yourself
Both ways will do, which one shall I walk?
I am unclean, full of doubts, but this will fucking change
To be consequent is hard but fais
There are seven days left and still it is a question of execution
The times of cowards are over, I must show strength
A new-born mind on fire
To resist the seduction, do it to free yourself
3. Cluster
Look into the mirror and tell me
What kind of pictures do you see?
Disturbing and awful or clear and beautiful?
Again moving towards the end
Or a beginning that makes you smile?
Expensive heartbreak getting more and more
The mind seems to be erased and sour
A decade of misgiving soon begins
With a cold heart the first cluster arrives
One step closer to the end
One mile far from choice
I will do a sacrifice when you will do a sacrifice
An empire falls in glory and blight
Spring hasn't yet arrived
Soon the sun will shine
And life will flood my veins
The last aspiration comes true
Approved: the wish for a change
Reaching grace by by a fire-weapon
But this is murdering myself
The spreaded sugar tastes bitter
And so your blood does taste
4. When John Doe Met Jane Doe
With the knife in your back and a grin on my face
We are flying towards the sun, to erase what we have done
So alone dreaming inside means to hide
Far from grace my mind is saved
Once upon my shell remains here
As all the shit I did showed me that it was wrong
Inside the fire I did make it clear
That I am a sinner before myself, dealing with hopes
Now that I've understood what freedom is about,
I started to react in such a perfect way
No one ever survives this awful situation
We call substantly arrogance for one last day
Welcome me, we could never see what is within us
Seduce me, with what you need to stay in oblivion
Follow me to this room and let me lock the door
Pride is gone, nothing happens anymore inside of me
But I conquered another world
Blue turns black as white created grey
My negative mind formed the genesis behind
I bite myself until I will awake
From my sickest dreams with wrath and crime
I can't let them go, they belong to me
Again we play, again they die again they make me smile
No helping hand did get me back, I am lost in the trees
Will I return home? Is it yet too late? Nobody hears me sigh
I won't give up, it's not my end something will happen
Stay away my anger is completely fed
Nothing will make a sound when all of you are falling down
Give me just one more knife
And I will end your lives as you stayed in the frontlines
Open your eyes, it's over now. I hope that no one survived
Take my hand, it's really over. Now you can really hate me
I won't tell the truth. I lie to you. Everything is all right.
5. A Locust's Heart
Everyone who'll fight the flow
Hasn't understood anything
It's not a plague
It's a purifying storm
I stepped outside
Full of hope that anything will clean me
Washing away the sins from me
No more bad rememberance
No more hate and pain
I am tranquill, I am my pure self
A thrill to break the rules
But soon it formed complete addiction
Dying for this satisfyless kick
But now I fee the first drops on my skin
It's not a cold heart, it's a brave step outside
6. The Last Sovereign Day
My weapens are pen and calculator
To divide the good from the bad
Rawness isn't sexy, the beginning of the fall of Babylon
Congratulations motherfucker
What you did, you did wrong
Wiht my own eyes I saw
With my own ears I heard
That your world perverted more
That's what I can't accept
The exorcist inside of me tells me what to do
To divide the good from the bad
Helplessness is needful to break one more being
Sorry motherfucker, I can't leave your life as it is
All that I've tried made me insane
Why should I stand near you, see you drowning?
Don't want my help?
Then I'll send you to hell
I must start a war
To get you back on earth
7. Uncontrolled
8. Hidden Track
Behind an old empty building
I found you lying on a hidden track
I realized that all I've done
Might have been wrong
Nothing stayed the same after that conversation
As your face, your mind didn't change
But I don't know you anymore
The bad sides of your soul came out
In intervals everything broke into pieces
You'd kept the faith that everything
Would rutn into a happy end
I'm sorry, I must disappoint you
It's not easy to tell you these words:
Bye bye, baby!
I'm not a fucker
I have principles
I must do this
It's over now
Fuck the good things I clawed myself on
Look into the future, don't look back!
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