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CONDEMNED CELL LYRICS
"Shadows of The Past" (2004)
1. Diabolic Symphony (instrumental)
2. Eternal Silence
3. Frozen Skies
4. Playing with the Dead
5. Shadows
6. Jesus
7. Suicidal Overture
1. Diabolic Symphony (instrumental)
2. Eternal Silence
I cannot sleep, I’m afraid my dreams
I lost my hope, but I found the fear
Praying alone-can you hear my screams?
Can you hear my voice, speaking somewhere near?
My best friend are my hateful enemies
My cold flat’s bleeding loneliness now
Only small pieces of my broken destiny
Are fallin’ into my mind, falling deeply down...
I knew the people, who’s loving me
But when I’ve needed the help, they’ve left me alone!
I knew the friendship so true and real
But when I’ve needed understanding - my friends have been gone!!!
Die! I must die... None is carrying about my life,
No reason to live-only madness and lie,
Just eternal silence in my mind.
Welcome to my blackened world
The endless circle of my morbid thoughts,
Silence is near, silence I’ve called -
And no need to live - my future is lost
3. Frozen Skies
Nothing holds me in this world
Now I'm not afraid to die.
I do not want to suffer more
How I want to be free!
My blood is mixed with dirt
My heart beats with pain.
Battlefield is full of corpses -
I'm so alone among them...
In the end of hall of pain
I see the burning bridge of hope,
I see the broken maze of faith,
I see ecstasic dance of the Death!
My blood is mixed with dirt
My heart beats with pain.
Reality slips away
Under these frozen skies!
Noise of battle has died for me
I look through the frozen eyes of the skies.
Slowly Death is coming to me
And I'm not resist - how I want to die!
My blood is mixed with dirt
My heart beats with pain.
But soon I will leave this place
Shadow of Slumber is covering me!!!
4. Playing with the Dead
It’s so hard to stand this strong attraction –
But the real pain is to realize – I’m its hostage…
If I’ll stop my sexual experiments, I have to wait
For the time, when someone will rape my cold body
Play these games with the dead – there’s no anomalies or insanity here
I just delight their obedence, I just wanna feel someone’s cold body near
Sweet fragrant of dead flesh makes me grip with extasic orgasm
It’s outworld pleasure to carress hollow lips and wet-rotten genitals…
Rubber the graves. It seems to me so romantic…
So, Everythimg I have – passive corpse, collous body
Again I have to get inside, deeply inside its narrow anus
I want to reach the ultimate depths – forward to slippery innards.
Masturbations… The mouth does not change after death
I like to massage myself with their dangling heads
But recent I have to rend their smelly bodies
And slowly glut my desires with the pieces of excitent flesh.
Play these games with the dead – there’s no anomalies or insanity here
I just delight their obedence, I just wanna feel someone’s cold body near
Sweet fragrant of dead flesh makes me grip with extasic orgasm
It’s outworld pleasure to carress hollow lips and wet-rotten genitals…
Why do I debauch the dead? – I think, I know the only answer…
They will never betray, never forget… Dead’ll never laugh at my lonely heart…
I’m going insane – dead lovers appear in my dreams –
I hear their screams, echoing to my ears…
I see their dry blood on my hands...
I feel my mind in their rotten heads!
Why do I rape the dead? – Only they know: I’m so alone…
I remember all their faces, remember their innocent bodies.
It’s too hard to live – to be the part of the death
It’s waitin’ for me – there’s no any way…
My muscles are hungry for sweet dead flesh,
My muscles are hungry for dead sexual play…
I wanna play these games again…
I wanna play these games again…
I wanna play these games again…
I wanna play these games with you…
I wanna play these games again…
I wanna play these games again…
I wanna play these games again…
I wanna play these games with your corpse…
5. Shadows
The night falls, I’m left alone in my house
Only dismal rain knocks at the windows
There’s no anyone near-only silent shadows
The silent shadows are calling to me...
I’m listening to the singing of trees
I’m watching the dance of shadows
But there’s none, who believing me
That they are livin’ in my house. Shadows...
Left alone with my frayed destiny.
I’m slowly going insane...
I hear the voices behind the door
Concocted voices, but so real pain!
Candle burns... Time’s fading away,
And I see the emptiness in my life
They’re calling to me, I hear them everyday,
I hear their voices laughing at my cries!
Illusions and the fear
I cannot calm myself.
Only the voice, speaking from the past,
Sweet past that I have dwelt
Sometimes I remember my father
My childhood, my friends -
I feed the sorrow on my memories -
Sorrow, that will never end.
Left alone with my frayed destiny.
I’m slowly going insane...
I hear the voices behind the door
Concocted voices, but so real pain!
6. Jesus
Under the arches of the ancient church
I’m standing between the holy walls
I’m seeing the priest in front of the altar
Praying for our sinful souls
But can you hear his words, when you’re dying alone
Can you her the god, laughing at your naiveness
The church has forgot you - it needn’t you now
And you’ll die in your bed insulted and helpless
Praying for rescue-working so hard,
The blind religion - the faithful heart.
Asking Jesus to realise your sins.
Ok! Heaven awaits you - let the show begins!
Praying the icon, praying the doll
Funny stupidity or the naughty insanity
Bloody sacrifice for our god
That’s our church - blackened reality!
Welcome to fire-fair inquisition
Here’s the witch, raped by the priest
The witch tried to tell you the hidden truth,
Oh, that’s not a truth - that’s a pagan filth!!!
Praying for rescue-working so hard,
The blind religion - the faithful heart.
Asking Jesus to realise your sins.
Ok! Heaven awaits you - let the show begins!
Take our prayers, father; this victim is yours now
But the sorrow still remains
We know the truth
That’s not a truth, created by the god
That’s truth born in our minds
But the primal faith has taken our minds forever
And we’re a primitive sheep
Capable only for instinct life.
7. Suicidal Overture
Give me your hand, now our quests begin,
We need to clean our minds from dust of grief.
Turn the key, and time will be frozen.
Let's follow the way, that we have chosen.
Knife in my hand that is a key.
My flesh is door, that opens only once.
Escape from pale life
To the world of our dream...
We'll open new horizons
When old ones will be cleared...
Don't say, what you want. Don't say what you need,
I know chains of this fucking life hold your breathe
Rise from your knees, you know you can do it.
Chains of life - we can remove it.
Knife in my hand that is a key.
My flesh is door,that opens only once.
Escape from pale life
To the world of our dream...
We'll open new horizons
When old ones will be cleared...
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