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CONDEMNED CELL LYRICS
"My Demons" (1999 Demo)
1. Shadows
2. Jesus
3. Destroy'em All
4. The Realm of Stone
5. Eternal Silence
6. The Fading
7. More Beer
8. The Autumn Eve (outro)
1. Shadows
The night falls, I’m left alone in my house
Only dismal rain knocks at the windows
There’s no anyone near-only silent shadows
The silent shadows are calling to me...
I’m listening to the singing of trees
I’m watching the dance of shadows
But there’s none, who believing me
That they are livin’ in my house. Shadows...
Left alone with my frayed destiny.
I’m slowly going insane...
I hear the voices behind the door
Concocted voices, but so real pain!
Candle burns... Time’s fading away,
And I see the emptiness in my life
They’re calling to me, I hear them everyday,
I hear their voices laughing at my cries!
Illusions and the fear
I cannot calm myself.
Only the voice, speaking from the past,
Sweet past that I have dwelt
Sometimes I remember my father
My childhood, my friends -
I feed the sorrow on my memories -
Sorrow, that will never end.
Left alone with my frayed destiny.
I’m slowly going insane...
I hear the voices behind the door
Concocted voices, but so real pain!
2. Jesus
Under the arches of the ancient church
I’m standing between the holy walls
I’m seeing the priest in front of the altar
Praying for our sinful souls
But can you hear his words, when you’re dying alone
Can you her the god, laughing at your naiveness
The church has forgot you - it needn’t you now
And you’ll die in your bed insulted and helpless
Praying for rescue-working so hard,
The blind religion - the faithful heart.
Asking Jesus to realise your sins.
Ok! Heaven awaits you - let the show begins!
Praying the icon, praying the doll
Funny stupidity or the naughty insanity
Bloody sacrifice for our god
That’s our church - blackened reality!
Welcome to fire-fair inquisition
Here’s the witch, raped by the priest
The witch tried to tell you the hidden truth,
Oh, that’s not a truth - that’s a pagan filth!!!
Praying for rescue-working so hard,
The blind religion - the faithful heart.
Asking Jesus to realise your sins.
Ok! Heaven awaits you - let the show begins!
Take our prayers, father; this victim is yours now
But the sorrow still remains
We know the truth
That’s not a truth, created by the god
That’s truth born in our minds
But the primal faith has taken our minds forever
And we’re a primitive sheep
Capable only for instinct life
3. Destroy'em All
Lonely in the night through the midnight mist
I’m searching for a little pleasure
I’m searching for those, who doesn’t sleep –
I’m searching for the sweetly terror.
Outside it’s dark - the evil scream
Breaks the silence, reigning in the streets
My next victim, the helpless target
And I’ll never quit, never start to murder...
No fucking mercy & tender words
Acting like a rage beast
The needles of hunger are diggin’ my veins
I’m hunting for a fresh meat
The great temptation to KILL
I cannot hide it in my world
The dismal will to destroy
And that will is uncontrolled!!!
4. The Realm of Stone
Following this road you’ll come to hell:
Trapped in its dark, silent cold town.
Buried in the pain, covered with the smell
Of vital flesh, resting under the ground.
Silent houses like a graveyard shadows
Narrow streets and empty flats
Closed gates and the faded flowers
On the glassed gravestones of the thousand dead.
Don’t fear here’s last shelter
For restless soul, hiding in the night.
That the last place for the prayers and hopes,
Stoned in the screams, in the helpless cries...
Take a part of my cries, part of my pain
Please feed me with your dying soul
Enter to this silent Realm –
Welcome to Realm of Stone!
Eternal sadness and evil emptiness
No need to fear the voiceless stones
A dismal dance of the condemned souls -
My final reality - your own madness!
Through the frozen eyes you’ll see my world,
My cold town, the only home.
I’m the king of the Realm of stone -
Please feed me with your dying soul!!!
Following this road you’ll come to hell:
Trapped in its dark, silent cold town.
Buried in the pain, covered with the smell
Of vital flesh, resting under the ground.
Take a part of my cries, part of my pain
Please feed me with your dying soul
Enter to this silent Realm –
Welcome to Realm of Stone!
5. Eternal Silence
I cannot sleep, I’m afraid my dreams
I lost my hope, but I found the fear
Praying alone-can you hear my screams?
Can you hear my voice, speaking somewhere near?
My best friend are my hateful enemies
My cold flat’s bleeding loneliness now
Only small pieces of my broken destiny
Are fallin’ into my mind, falling deeply down...
I knew the people, who’s loving me
But when I’ve needed the help, they’ve left me alone!
I knew the friendship so true and real
But when I’ve needed understanding - my friends have been gone!!!
Die! I must die... None is carrying about my life,
No reason to live-only madness and lie,
Just eternal silence in my mind.
Welcome to my blackened world
The endless circle of my morbid thoughts,
Silence is near, silence I’ve called -
And no need to live - my future is lost
6. The Fading
Only fear remained in my mind
Hear my screams in the night.
Still alive, but my feelings are gone,
I’m waiting for the end, but the death doesn’t come!
Cannot speak, cannot think - I’m a dead soul
Never have a rest...
Only waitin for the death, I have to call.
Death that I have blessed!!!
What is my life? What have I live for?
But the answers I’ll never know.
The silent enigma of my being
Will be forever buried with me!
Endless pain endless tormence - I doomed to death
I can’t even cry!
I can’t hide in the depths of my mind,
I cannot survive...
Frosen brain, toughtless eyes with the bloody tears
You can’t feel my fear
Bleeding vains, that pumped with the hate
Can’t escape - that is my primal fate!!!
Metastasies and roots of this blackened pain.
I’m going insane
Lifeless object - the sing of the mental decay,
I can’t find correct way...
You’ve never seen the dying eyes.
You’ve never heard the painful cries
That’s my world I’m living in
That’s my life - my fading!!!
Autumn - the season of love,
But in this lifr there’s no any tender
My life that’s all I have to leave
There’s nothing to save, nothing to remember
Death help me I can’t live anymore!
There’s any happiness in my life,
My sweet dream to rest forever,
Oh, please God, help me to die!
Desteny - so false and cruel!
The black joke - that’s my life
Dark. Dark on this Earth
I don’t want to be alive!!!
Deadly silence - the death comes too slow!
Oh, shall I go?
I’m trapped in myself, but I want to be free!
Plaease, my friend, please go with me!
7. More Beer
The school time is over. Now I’m free
I take my guitar & come to this cellar
Where the life stops for a minute
Where rock’n’roll reigning forever
Here I can rest , here I can laugh
I can play guitar or drink the beer
There’s no any moral or fuckin’ rules
There’s no any teachers or parents near!!!
Sunday - I’m going to pub
I want to drink, I wanna more beer
Here’s the music, Here’s the girls
And the beer is always near!!!
Rock’n’Roll so fast & live -
I’m ready to dance till the night
All year round without a break -
Rock’n’roll - that’s my life!!!
8. The Autumn Eve (outro)
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